how shld i start huh ?erm ...
hehe ...i dunoe y ...out of sudden feel like creatin a blog wor...anyway i got it nw! hahS!
heh ..anyway ..today is i n my x boifren anniversary for 2year[12.06.06] ..if we nvr broke off la ...
he left mi on last year 2007 month of october...hah!anyway i over heard that nxt 3more day[15.06.08] he goin to marry with tat bitch liao ...sumtyme i just dunoe whether shld i happy for him ... or hate him for leaving mi ...bt watever it is,i shld bless him for gettin XINFU ma ... wat is past let it be... i do miss him alot ...i do hate him alot... bt he goin 2 b people husband liao ... so y shld i have this feeling leh ...hey! [you]! [TAN BENG HOCK] im here to wish you n ur wife happily forever...gd luck to u!GD BYE [deardear] it tyme to stop talking about him liao ...haha ...i got story to share now ...lol... after he left mi for sumtyme ... i get to know this guy ... his name is [jakpeng]...he is lily bf fren ...i remember ... juz becox of the first [HI] we got to know each other ...abt this jakpeng hor ... sumtyme i dun wanna use word to say him ... coz ..sumtyme i dun understan wat he toking ...n he sumtyme oso dun understan wat i toking..actually he is a nice guy .... but sumtyme like [N.BC.B]haha ..sori ..[baby bear]..i n him 6 month being close ..so call like steady lo...bt we r not ! n he do wanna mi to turn to be a good mother ... he teach mi alot of tin also ...bt on that tyme wen he serious wanna to change mi ... i like [N.B.C.B] also ... dun wanna to listen to him ...make him feel disappointed.. n last u knoe wat he told mi ...he ask mi not find him anymore ...in the first place ... i dun really into him la .... after on the tyme that he stop contactin mi ... i feel like there sumtin wrg...i told myself ... i like him mah ?? haha .. i also dunoe la ...on tis fine day ... i decided liao la ...im goin to find him ... n tQ for lily n yasin support ... hahha ... n other tin ...lily n yasin do know more well la ...haha ...1 waited for him 1 nyte ...luckily lily n yasin accpmy mi ...haha ...n then in the morning he otw 2 werk ... i saw him liao ... bt i juz feel so scare to tok to him sia ... n i already say to lily n yasin ... i dun care la ... watever tin wanna to happen ...happen oni la !!!i run to him .... he ignore mi sia ... i follow him til to the carpark sia ...n i wanna to tok tin out la ...he dun .... he even push mi away sia .... u c la ... tat why ... i given him a name on tat tyme [cold-blooded]!!!n after lily cum n take mi ...ask mi to go oni ...afta that ten we go bk to my hm .....tat day he really make mi feel sad sia .... i nvr like b4 sia !!!haha ...n after for sumtyme ....u know wat .... this jakpeng ... find mi bk sia ...haiyo ..u c la ...am i rite or nt ? he like [N.B.C.B] rite?nvm ... i try to get close wif him bk for sumtyme ...but cannot la ... n ten i tell him ...i tin we juz a normal fren will do la ....dun be like how we use to be la ..skali ... he say to mi ..since i wanna to be like that ....he say respect my decision.. so we stop contact liao ...after sumtyme ... we contact bk again ....n ten on the date[3.04.08] he want mi to be his GF.N skali ...the most funny tin ... after 2day is on[05.04.08]we break off...fight becox of a small tin .... he say to mi dun find him anymore ...he like no brain sia ...haha ....so my turn to respect his decsion..i say fine ...[n i told myself ] i wont wanan to go bk with him !cox his [EGO]also!hmph!!...after sumtyme ....i got to know this guy ... his name is [ABU.KHAIRUL.HAFEEZ]... the first tyme i meet him ... he pick mi up from werk sia ..im werking at bendemeer rd...he stay at tampiness...ten he send mi bk hm ...ten i go bk 2 change n went dwn again to meet him ...in the first impression i saw him ..he like[belobelo]n belo is mean stulut2..haha ...but he nice guy ... on the first day he meet mi ... n he teach mi ride motor bike ar... macam mana mo cakap! haha .... so cute sia ... i juz love that moment ...happy got ..shiok got ..n he very patient sia to teach mi ... hehe ...tq [A.K.H]...after learning... he went ... n i go bk oso ...after tis 1day .... i start to go out with him like 5 tyme a week la ...he nvr ever complain that tamp n bukit batok is far lo ...he alway bring mi out ... bring mi to know all his fren ... hahah...when im with him .... there is no worries....everytin is fine ..haha ...since the day i know him til nw.... he without fail making mi smile ...n to b honest to u .... i do like you alot ...but ..i dunoe la ..... wen starting be happy with [A.K.H]. . haha you know wat? [jakpeng] find mi bk again ? he cum to my house n find mi la ... he told mi alot of tin la ...he ask mi to give him chance .... he say he will change ... n everytin la .... he did do sumtin that make mi feel touch ... in the end i went bk with him again ...n i tell [A.K.H] i noe that i hurt him for telling him tis ... but i dun wanna to give any hope to him ... after i tell him tat ... he see my face for 20 min bah ... n suddenly he juz stand up n go .... i know liao ..he dun wanna to layan mi anymore .... i can understan ... haiz .... bt till nw i do miss him ...i miss him for making smile ,bring mi out wereva i wan,n else....[abu khairul hafeez] tq for everytin ... nvr ever regret being with you ...tq for the eyeoo bear ....miss u my fren ...oh yah ...so ELLYSHA n JAKPENG restart all over again on the date of [28.05.08]hey! u [jakpeng]!! i take your promise you would love ,dote me and make mi cry no more ... kip ur word hor !!!!!! if not .... i cut ur DICK!!!!!faham ar!SYG my [baby-bear]!
misses n huggxx “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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