sumtyme i do feel upset with my life.. i dont wat should i do else to make it better .. there just too much challenging..til sumtyme i feel giving up .. i have alway try to learn n want it turn out nice.. it alway fail .. i never do bad to people .. but why everytin is just crashing dwn .. i alway say to myself .. i will get better .. n i will be sure better .. having a better life.. why there so much problem alway keep cuming.. sampai i feel upset ngn diri sendiri .. what so wrong about mi.. alway do the best to show.. but why ? no one really understand it all..if will to tell .. i feel so shame.. ya allah ape la salah ku yang buat ni samannya.. knp la ape yang i buat semua seem to be more wrong n wrong.. ke it showing sumtin to move on again ? im tired .. im serious tired.. siapa boleh faham lagi ..pls be fair to mi .. give mi a good life in the future .. i know that i did not pray .. n addin sinful stuff.. but i alway to be honest in my lfe ..n alway do good tin to people ..n help people ard mi .. knp ni .. knp ni .. i sedih tau . ape terjadi ni semua ni .. hati sakit .. tapi siapa akan faham lagiii.. ya allah .. kuat kan iman ku .. make mi stronger la.. i dont want to be upset anymore..pls .. dont make mi feel it unfair...it just so simply .. i just want to have a happy simply little good family... all those words it really hurtin mi .. i sabar ,i sabar.. n alot tyme.. im scare..im scare .. im starting to be scareee... hopefully tomorrow will be a good day for mi ..n bring up myself up again .. as a happy soul .. n never will feel scare about everytin expect u my god. ALLAH ...

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