Saturday, February 20, 2010
wanna to manje with own bf is it wrong ? wanna to kiss own BF is it wrong .. why must he giving mi that face CAN?... when the tyme wanna to b back with mi ... kiss mi all over CAN.. but year pass... everytin change CAN?... jus wanna to have this love, pampered and being appreciated. Is it very demanding? been toking to him day,month,year,sec,min n hour ... but he still cant change at all .. i know he have being angry with mi cox im goin out with my x husband for 2 tyme.. is it very wrong?since he cant make mi feel im sumone he reli wanna .. but y wenever i acpet sumtin from him but other will do to mi ..when he wanna sumtin then he will manje at mi ...this is a normal relationship ke? 2 years liao .. all he know is just say so n so ..he kind of person just wan mi to listen to him .. do watever he say ..he dun like mi mix i try stop .. he dun like mi go out 2 person with afad i also stop .. wat the fuck he not enuf anymore siakk ... sumtyme i reli tin why must i suffering all this .. n in the end of the tyme everytin i do izit worth it? i just want love,pampered,being with mi all while , give mi tention ,n appreciated mi tat all... izit very demandin keeee?????!!last week he told he he dun like mi to be LOUD.but wen wana to get bk with mi the tyme he told mi i dun care u loud or wat cox i love u ... my long tyme relationship nvr this way b4 ...i feel upset sia .. knp eh .. knp eh .. n i know he nvr alway mitup with his fren ... stay at home .. even he at hm ,but he alway just know do his own tin more... i nvr say his baddd... his attitude tuu ..last few day i ask him what he wan from mi he told mi a normal relationship.i say ok . watever it is i just hope he wont make mi feel ade pun cam takde ... n true is i live for my daughter i must stay strong..
i wont qwant to like SS anymore with my OWn BF .. no use,, so biar kan .. i wont care all anymoreee... this tyme i reli mean .. i wont wan to keja him .. he wan he cum itselfff...im tiredd... SERIOUS sHIT PUNYA.
Dear God, pls give mi the strength to stay stronger . amin