Tuesday, March 16, 2010
do breakfast for him in the morning ...n mum ask mi to follow her to ica building,but im was so lazy ... so she bring along baopei to ica building..i stay at hm .awhile later go sleep again .afternoon got eat lunch with mum n baopei ..my mum blanja .. haha.. after that went bk hm .notin to do so surf net .n i chat with becky .. lol..she doin good ..mi too.. funny part is she say she have been miss mi n jakpeng .. i was abit ..? n i just reply her a smile face;).. i told jakpeng abt it , he told mi sound funny ..i dunoe y she say that also .. but nvm .. buat bodoh jeee kan .. hmm.. so after awhile my sister n cousin hubi came over. n went over to my cousin place.. cox ask help for my cousin to do my resume .. stupid siak mi .. dun noe how to do ..lol...
anyway i dunoe wat happen to sum people la .. like trying to show sum small action siak .. i nvr do anytin wrong to anyone pun ..people know mi well enuf..they will know wat kind of person am i .. so wat people wanna to do carry on .. i dun wanna 2 bother anymoree.. but this tin make mi feel upset abit sia .. i cant do anytin pun .. so takmo layan lagi bagos sia.. i dunoe sia there sumtin kip bothering mi sia in my mind... i dun feel good at all .. i dunoe wat my mind is thinking alssooo... feel sumtin not right siaaa... i hate this kind of feeling siaa... i dunoe how to plan for my futuree.. i dunoe wat to do pun ... everytin pun i dunoe sia .. mcm mana ni .. cam useless eh ..worst tin is i dunoe wat i want in my life siaaa..sob..sob..
N sumtyme i feel that my bf was so close to mi , n sumtyme he is so far from mi siaa.. i just wan to feel secure from u.. everyday u with mi ,doesnt mean all.. i dunoe wat to do n do anymore siaa.. i had try the best to understand u .. sumtyme i can feel love from u ..but sumtyme totally dun have it at all .. haiyoo... i dunoe wat wrong with mi laaaaaaa... feeling so emo sia...
i feel wanna to go night safari,i feel like goin camping -in the night can listen to the sound of th sea while im watching those star from the sky ,i feel like goin to fishfarm , i feel like kite flying.. there still so much tin im wanna to do ..tapi selalu tak dpt sia.. nvm laaa.. i just wait for the right tyme to go je laaa..
N i tin i slim dwn abit liao loo.. i tin so laaa.. haha .. good also ar..
n im just so sorry that wat cousin n the hubi talk to mi , i just cant get in my mind..like wat i say to them .. everytin i alway say dunoeeeee, useless brain la mi .. ...
good night fren =)
