Thursday, July 29, 2010
Today late for Werk n nvr got to send brother to skool .. So send him to aunt place.. Fais send mi to Werk .. Today mi n my the other gal bth late.. But luckily boss came in late. So at 11 plus , fais cum over ajak smoke break .. Lol .. Buy chocolate cookies blended.. Nice.. I like..I Suka la.. Lunch tyme eat. Ayam ONI.. At noon tyme Ida buy mi 3mini egg tarts. Si cute la.. I ate 2 ONI.. 4.30 sharp fais cum to fetch mi.. Teman him send order.. Then ge send mi to fetch my anak n Abg hm.. Then he went bk to Werk.. MIT him at 10plus so go eat at west coast park .. Eat Liao then chill over there.. After that went to mitup aseng n polar go eat again.. I nvr reli eat la.. Not mood .. I'm updating inside the car.. Otw hm.. He say pls alway b happy. N I know ellysha is stronge .. Will overcum all .. Dear god pls give mi the strength to stay stronger Amin. Good nyte.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Today morning , he send me to Werk .. Then he go to Werk.. Today was so busy like tat lo... At 10plus went to buy basis lemak... 11plus ten got to eat... I like the ayam goreng ... So nice.. I Suka la.. In the lunch tyme I sleep... Today end Werk ar 5 plus.. So after tat go fetch my baby... Then go home.. So suprise that my sis is at home. haha ... Mum buy dinner for us.. But I nvr eat much .. No mood leh .. There is sumtin bothering mi ... N I can only say sorry for what u done.. I tin that the best way oni I can forget the past .. N look forward ... In deep inside no1 will ever know n understanding wat all abt mi... Day pass I alway try to b stronge n wanted to forget abt it.. But y alway poke out him ... Wen I'm upset why my closer gf wasn't here fir mi .. But only Fais the one who alway b there for mi...I should appreciate people who treat mi gd .. Restart a new life again... I know there is so much tin I can't bear to put dwn ... But I must be stronge n face everytin ... I know 1 fine day I sure will overcome all this... Let tyme heal for mi ... Sometime I just feel I'm lying to my ownself ... Y must I so stupid ..... Am really dumb ... Dear god pls give mi the strength to stay stronger. Amin . Watever at night mitup with fais ... Mitup few bukit batok fren .. N chill then went bk home... Fais I really appreciate for wat u had do for mi...since the day I'm heart broken til nw u still here for mi... Tank ... I will listen to u ... I will stay stronger n be happy alway ... Tank you ...
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
True love never dies, even if you have found a new love, the sweet memory of the past will continue to hunt you for the rest of your life.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Let him go ....
Forget the past n restart all over again .. Thank you Fais :)
Sunday, July 18, 2010
mother got her chest x-ray result .. remark is not good..so last night i bring the report to my clinic .. ask the doctor to xplain .. is not really good result .. there sumtin inside the chest .. haiz... n the doctor say must do the ct scan to comfirm wat is inside.. oh .. i start to get worry .. i dun wan my mother to suffer all the pain again ... dear god.. pls la selamat kan dia .. hope everytin will be fineee...=(
after the clinic when to town with fais .. n meet up with his adek n the gf .. lepak .. n then we go to jb ..reach inside is raining .. wet sey ... but nvm i get my bublle gum ,rokok n toy story3.. is good enuf .. HAHAHa..after that he sent mi bk to change
n when to meet budak bukit batok (childhood)fren at mac... makan then jalan for awhile then go bk home... the sleepp....
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Saturday, July 17, 2010
i just dun understand, why just walk away from a painful situation . even through we know it will eventually pass.even if we cant go back and change the past , but at least we're still breathing, Our life still belongs to us.the only thing we only look after ,is our own heart .
KID-TEUNG-TUR-LURAH-GURN...