In morning got a very bad headache .. Till I cry .. Serious very pain til I cry .. Sad:( .. Gadoh with bf .. Feel upset the way he react n tok .. Sumtyme I reli don't how to do n say again ... This year started I feel he"s not the fais that i with ... Alway show the good ego . Not the bad one .. Bad ego ONI will bring u to hell. I know no one is perfect but there alway try to b good n steady .. Alway think twice watever wanna to tok ... Jgn ikot kan suka hati ....nvr Use those hurtful words to ur love one.. Robort also will feel tired one day .... Ya Allah .. This is not the thing that I should get .. Pls help mi to find a way .. I don't wanna to feel malas atau upset ngn lelaki .. Pls show mi whose is good n bad to mi .. Pls show mi the path to go .. N let mi stay stronger ..AMIN “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Bf have been helping to send to skool since she started skool n after that send mi to Werk n then he go Werk ... Sumtyme I feel so swit .... If he nvr help up sure I late for Werk .. Somemore now need to do cleanin service at Werk for the sake of extra money ... Hai .. Singapore all is money .... Knp takde money plant exist?? So I can plant enuf2 for everytin... Haha.. Mepek ke mi ...just get advane 1000 from boss .. So I tin left not much on pay day ... Ishh ... This month Chinese new year .. Nid to ang bao .. Sian loo ... Today Werk til night .. Ape lagi Werk extra .. N got xtra money ... I had order my fav bag.. Hhaha... Anyway my buyer inform mi just now that I mayb can't get my red bags for new year .. Their shipping abit jam.... Hmm... Nvm la .... I can't wait to c my all bags .... Hahah... Gonna sleep .. Esok sat I'm werkin .. Bo bian nid to Werk xtra to get money ... Singapore everytin is money .... Nightt .. I'm sorry k if I make u feel tired in ape2 ... Thank you for ur help .. Hope we will alway stay happily :) “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Life is not that easy that you see .. Everyday have new thing to learn . What you see sumtyme it just not that way you think ... There still much2 more thing to learn ... I know that our gods loves us n won't let us to suffer .. Path is our own ... Choose wisly alway ... In life there alway not enuff .. But we just bershukur ape yg Kita ade . Hmm... Anyway just now mitup with fiza n th boy , cinder n the boy + mi n bf .. Chill at town , after that went kalaoko .. Have fun ... Let do it again k ... Tired Liao . Wan to sleep nyte :) Ya Allah .. Pls give mi more strength to atau stronger n show mi the right path to go .. Amin . “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Happy birthday to my belover daughter .. Flash bk wen the day she born... Hahha .. Sumhw is sweet la... Doin a BBQ party for her .. Hopefully she will be happy .. Hope that she will be a good girl n stay heathly alway.. I'm on leave today n tomorrow ..hahha...it seem like semua Nya tak kena... Tapi takpe I still choose to b happy... Sound funny that bf told mi tat today will be my most happy and sad day... Hmm .. I don't doa2 untuk sedih .. Pls go away ... I will alway stay happy as my ownself ...just now went west coast to buy brg2 for the BBQ .. With bf n sister .. Buy alot of staff ... Also pay alot of money ... Then after that go bk then go aunt place n makan dinner .. Nari i with bf cam Not good term .. Wat he say n do tak kena . Wat i say n do also tak kena ... I just dont understand at All... Takpe Biar la... Ape nak jadi go ahead ...I try watever I can do .. I try my all best... want to go jb tapi last min tak jadi.dah la tok much also no use .... Diam kan diri better ... Dear god .. Pls give mi more strength n stay stronger ... I don't want to sad. I just want to have a simply happy life... Amin ... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Cik jo baby Boi is out ! So kecik lo .. Cute .. N wanna to wish fiza happy 28 bday .. Esok gonna plan wer to go .. Hopefully she will stay happily with her life alway .. 4 more day to go .. Celebrating shirin bday . Doin BBQ .. This month I save money for her .. Sweet kan .. Hopefully she enjoy her bday celebration ... Gonna order cake , satay , otak .. Then wednesday baru p beli the other food at giant ... 1 tin . Should I invite Jakpeng to my anak celebration? Coz I know he syg shirin alot .. I'm confuse .. Hmmm ..But .. Hmm.... Sometyme I don't know how to hanger my feeling .. Sometyme I feel tired lo .. I have been showin very cool .. I try to change ape yg tak baik ..knp I feel the more I give in the more cam ade2 ni ... Wat else should more to change .. Wen he know mi I'm this way already .. So now I need to change for the sake of my own good .. I just don't know wat so wrong loo .. No one is perfect .. I'm a women that can cook , jäge anak , take care of rumah that is very good Liao .. I proud that I can do this all by my Own Hand. N seriously I also don't need any men to help mi up . I know I can do it by myself .. Yaya I'm weak kind... But for the sake of my daughter I alway stat stronge .. No point being upset . Wasting of tyme .. BUAT BODOH n stay Diam better .. Then will no gadoh2 this n that ... Don't take tin for granted is the best .. Walapun I'm tired I still keep tryin n hope for the best ... Allah love us .. Allah won't let us suffer .. Biar Kita sabar alot ... N I don't bear to delete my blog .. Is so much memories .. Doesn't everytin tin I must listen to him .. You have yr own thinking . N I also have mine... Nvm I'm cool .. Remember Im ellysha .. Ellysha so aliveeeee!!!!!!! :) nyte “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Eat more fruit n drink more wata k . get well soon .. Take good take care k :) Knp cam Malas eh .... Hmphhh “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Get well soon... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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