we fight .. because bf saw the picture in my wallet..the picture with mi it been 2 year plus... i feel so hard wanna to take out the pic from my pic.. bf started to b more n more sensitive..sumtin that i dont wanna to see n hear from him is out..sedia seh .. there just so much question in my minds .. early on when im with him he not this way..he's a very cool person .. but now he changed to be so sensitive.. i keep wonder n wonder n wonder why ... why cant just have a simply relationship without forcing n everytin go very smoothy ... or is this a test for mi again .. i wanna to settle down n give shirin a good family..i wan to have a small happy family !why is just so hard.. why must all my relationship go so suckk .. im not happy .. im not happy .. i already try my very very best to forget about him n not to tink abt my past ... and concenrate on bf.. but why cant he feel... why must he keep repeatin that i miss him .. i miss him .. setiap kali cakap ape2 pun is a doa seh ... takpe la... what i do all A class hati.. nvr wanna to fool or watever .. all i do is sincere.. i dont lie !n i wont lie! all i tell is true... now the only tin is i will try to do watever he say .. ni wan to see wat the outcome .. if cant .. i tin the best is let go .. no point wanna to force .. there wont b happiness that all.. walau pun is unfair to mi ... i will still stay stronge for the sake or my anak .. no man no die... i belive without mens also women can live happily too... ya allah kuat kan iman mi ... make mi feel stronger n show the path .. AMIN “TheOnlyEllysha.”

i not happy .. im not happy=( “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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