Monday, February 23, 2009
sumtyme i juz hate u so much !n sumtyme i do sygsyg him ...
i also dunoe wat happen to mi la ... days goes by i also dunoe wat wrong between we bth ... juz cant click so well... hahs!so buat bodoh je ..kip repeating say n tok make mi so tired ... so let it b ... ape nak jadi .. ten jadi je la ..but i still will try hard to avoid wars ... penat leh ...!
n im sad about sumtin siak .. about my best sister fiza ... i dunoe wat happen to her ... she seem like got so much problem with mi ... n just now wen i went dwn to bought snacks with jakpeng .. i saw her ... but she just give mi a face siak ... why siak .. i realli dunoe siak ... i being knowin her since im im 14 siak ..n now im cuming 23 ....its been 9 year frenship... good n bad tyme with her also ... i can comfirm myself that i did notin wrong to her .. but why must she act this way leh .. haizzz..
im off yesterday ... whole day at hm .. becox of rain .. have cancel my plan with shila ...so in the evening tyme buy dinner ...dun wan why siak ..sleep 2plus ..wake up 4plus .. just 2 hour oni ..ten i cant sleep bk ... haiz .. but feelin tired leh .. dunoe why ... so in the morning cook for jakpeng ,my bro, n my bb breakfast ..today i change to werk from 8am to 12am ... lol...i can beg sure tired .. hahaa ....
Sunday, February 22, 2009
my double o pictures..
Saturday, February 21, 2009
18/2/09
today at hm ..werking from 12pm to 3am ..now all my werking tyme is alway 12pm to 3an wor.. haha ..15hour leh ..actuli abit tired ar..but wat to do .. must werk hard for money ... cant alway depend all to people rite? .. lily is at my place ... relax at hm ..this n that .. cinder came dwn lepak also .. we 3 tok merapek ...this n that ten .. we also take picture ..tapi merapek punya .. haha ..so i dun tin im goin to post ..she went bk n i finish werk ..so went to ZZzzzZZz...
19/2/09
haha ... im off today .... actuli planing go to lily place ..tapi we nvr go .. at the very last min .. we went to double o ...i go with lily,shila,my sis,meijin n sherly...babi kuang xin le nvr go siak ...haha...anw omw to double .. got a msg that naz kena beat up at double o .. kecian dia ... n he told mi he wanna to c mi .. i actually wanna to go .. but .. i know that i cant do that .. so i tell him i cant .. im so sorry... i know that he upset about this ..he even told mi that he wanan to pay my cab fare ... i just hope that u understan ok naz ..this week double o is not as fun as last week wor ... so many CHIKOPEK!! haha... saw my frens there .. they asked mi to save their number some more ..tapi i nvr la ..ten we take big cab bk ... very shiok lo ..haha ...this n that reach hm at 3plus ... bath n else ..sleep at 4 plus to 5 ... lily n shila sleep at my place also ...i know that jakpeng is angry abt mi cox im goin to double .. he told mi that he cant b bother anymore ... cox if he bother abt this sure fight more... i know ... he dun wan mi to go .. i go pun i got my reason ...so at 6plus wake up make for him breadfast ..then wake bk to sleep... wake up at 8am send my brother to skool ..sleep awhile more ... then get ready for my baby for skool ... ten sleep bk again ..wake up at 12pm for werk .. so tired lo .. but nvm la .. money punya pasal kan .. hahs!...
20/2/09
wake up at 12 pm to werk n end at 3am wor ... haiyo ...so tired wor ... but lily n shila still sleepin ..i just let them sleep lo ... skali ..my baby wake shila up ...ask shila to teman her c cartoon can ? haha ... this n that i start to clean up my house .. so sick n tired ... everyday nid to do the same tin ..clean n clean nvr will b clean .dun understan why .... whole day nid to werk ,nid clean up ,nid to take care my bb ,nid to cook n serve people sumore ... so tired u know ... sumtyme people just dun understan my tired ....haizzzz....anw tq for lily n shila help mi to do abit of my werk n help mi to fold the baju ... love u all mani ...so today i cook ayam masak merah ... i tin is very nice loo... but jakpeng say too spicy ... but i tin is not lo ... haiz ... so hard to serve him la ... haizz... oh ya .. jakpeng bought ice cream bk ....so this n that makan liao .. i went bk to my room ...to continue my werk ..then lily cum in teman mi for awhile ...we sing kalaoko for awhile ..haha ... merapek kan ... n jakpeng is outside with sila ... n ya he ask mi to ask my gfs stay at my place so they can teman mi ... cox he busy ... very busy !this n that ... he say wanna to use comp for awhile ..tapi i tin he use nearly 2 hours ... bukan using thsi free tyme to layan mi more... haizz....after finish using .. tell mi he tired wanna to sleep ... haizz .. i dunoe wat to say anymore ...
im feeling so sick n tired !he seem to so busy nvr really pay attention on mi ...im so sian la..haizz..abt his studies i will b understan ... but tin reli change..sometyme i also dunoe wat i reli wan .so many tin nid to do n tin ... endup becox stress...try to avoid tin ..watever it is ..but still cant ..can ran away of the facts..still nid to face it n be strong ...to bear with the decision i make..everytin is just tempory that wat make mi feel ...starting to b numb n jaded!staying with mi ... doesnt mean u spent tyme for mi .. go n tin again wat u doin all while in my place even u r with mi ... my gfs got eye to c...tat is just wat u say spent tyme all with mi .. hahs!!!or should i say The biggest mistake of my life is that I said yes, when I had to say no? haizz..Everytime you walk on by I try to say something But end up with nothing .
today at hm ..werking from 12pm to 3am ..now all my werking tyme is alway 12pm to 3an wor.. haha ..15hour leh ..actuli abit tired ar..but wat to do .. must werk hard for money ... cant alway depend all to people rite? .. lily is at my place ... relax at hm ..this n that .. cinder came dwn lepak also .. we 3 tok merapek ...this n that ten .. we also take picture ..tapi merapek punya .. haha ..so i dun tin im goin to post ..she went bk n i finish werk ..so went to ZZzzzZZz...
19/2/09
haha ... im off today .... actuli planing go to lily place ..tapi we nvr go .. at the very last min .. we went to double o ...i go with lily,shila,my sis,meijin n sherly...babi kuang xin le nvr go siak ...haha...anw omw to double .. got a msg that naz kena beat up at double o .. kecian dia ... n he told mi he wanna to c mi .. i actually wanna to go .. but .. i know that i cant do that .. so i tell him i cant .. im so sorry... i know that he upset about this ..he even told mi that he wanan to pay my cab fare ... i just hope that u understan ok naz ..this week double o is not as fun as last week wor ... so many CHIKOPEK!! haha... saw my frens there .. they asked mi to save their number some more ..tapi i nvr la ..ten we take big cab bk ... very shiok lo ..haha ...this n that reach hm at 3plus ... bath n else ..sleep at 4 plus to 5 ... lily n shila sleep at my place also ...i know that jakpeng is angry abt mi cox im goin to double .. he told mi that he cant b bother anymore ... cox if he bother abt this sure fight more... i know ... he dun wan mi to go .. i go pun i got my reason ...so at 6plus wake up make for him breadfast ..then wake bk to sleep... wake up at 8am send my brother to skool ..sleep awhile more ... then get ready for my baby for skool ... ten sleep bk again ..wake up at 12pm for werk .. so tired lo .. but nvm la .. money punya pasal kan .. hahs!...
20/2/09
wake up at 12 pm to werk n end at 3am wor ... haiyo ...so tired wor ... but lily n shila still sleepin ..i just let them sleep lo ... skali ..my baby wake shila up ...ask shila to teman her c cartoon can ? haha ... this n that i start to clean up my house .. so sick n tired ... everyday nid to do the same tin ..clean n clean nvr will b clean .dun understan why .... whole day nid to werk ,nid clean up ,nid to take care my bb ,nid to cook n serve people sumore ... so tired u know ... sumtyme people just dun understan my tired ....haizzzz....anw tq for lily n shila help mi to do abit of my werk n help mi to fold the baju ... love u all mani ...so today i cook ayam masak merah ... i tin is very nice loo... but jakpeng say too spicy ... but i tin is not lo ... haiz ... so hard to serve him la ... haizz... oh ya .. jakpeng bought ice cream bk ....so this n that makan liao .. i went bk to my room ...to continue my werk ..then lily cum in teman mi for awhile ...we sing kalaoko for awhile ..haha ... merapek kan ... n jakpeng is outside with sila ... n ya he ask mi to ask my gfs stay at my place so they can teman mi ... cox he busy ... very busy !this n that ... he say wanna to use comp for awhile ..tapi i tin he use nearly 2 hours ... bukan using thsi free tyme to layan mi more... haizz....after finish using .. tell mi he tired wanna to sleep ... haizz .. i dunoe wat to say anymore ...
im feeling so sick n tired !he seem to so busy nvr really pay attention on mi ...im so sian la..haizz..abt his studies i will b understan ... but tin reli change..sometyme i also dunoe wat i reli wan .so many tin nid to do n tin ... endup becox stress...try to avoid tin ..watever it is ..but still cant ..can ran away of the facts..still nid to face it n be strong ...to bear with the decision i make..everytin is just tempory that wat make mi feel ...starting to b numb n jaded!staying with mi ... doesnt mean u spent tyme for mi .. go n tin again wat u doin all while in my place even u r with mi ... my gfs got eye to c...tat is just wat u say spent tyme all with mi .. hahs!!!or should i say The biggest mistake of my life is that I said yes, when I had to say no? haizz..Everytime you walk on by I try to say something But end up with nothing .
haizzzz.. now chattin with shila on msn ... kecian dia ... kip on talking abt asky... haiz ... sumore can tell mi .she shud learn frm naz ..(still can wait for sum1 even though she wit sumone else).. merapek la this gals...but abt this i feel touch ar... tapi ... ii already choose jakpeng ..so i n him now is just fren ..fren oni... i tin i will stop here ... haiz ...
hope that my day will b better 2moro ... a new brand day ...
nxt month i gonna do sumtin more to make myself feel happy ...
hope that my day will b better 2moro ... a new brand day ...
nxt month i gonna do sumtin more to make myself feel happy ...
I'm falling apart inside. Bawling, breaking and I don't know why.
good nyte gfs
love u all much...
good nyte gfs
love u all much...
whose ur daddy ? whose daddy ? whose ur daddy ??
haha
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
sumtyme i reli dun understan leh .. mi n jakpeng also fight .. if not mi start ..then he start .. we bth r too sentitive nak mampos liao la ... we bth alway got our own way ... sumtyme i just tin how should i do n lese ten can be peace .. im so tired siak .. i know jakpeng also being so tired ... i dunoe how la... then we will be more better .. i tin after the tin accident tin ... i dunoe why leh .. i feel abit tawa hati liao ... i macam like wanna to dun wanna to fight ngn dia ... tapi i dunoe how to find a way to stop all this siak ..macam mana eh .. haiz ... i being more tired siak ....i reli wanna to treat him nice like the past .. i like try ... tapi whenever i wanna to try he just make mi feel so disapointed siak .. macam mana ... but he alway dun seem to be understan lo ... even i know my frens dun understan also why i still wanna to be with him ..say im so easy to get bully ... n being so soft hearted also ... but macam mana eh .. im alway so weak in love siak ... alway soft ...soft n soft ..haiz ... i wanan to be strong ... tapi how ? haizz c him like that i also heart pain ... i kecian him alot ... but he dun seem to know that also .. that is what make mi feel sad n no confident at all ... i so much tin already tapi i see he like nvr rasa like that sia .. tell mi la ... macam mana la ... he can faham mi .. wat i reli want ? i know that he stay at my place ... he alway say he spent his tyme for mi now .. but not his budak2 ... tapi ..sumhow he dun understan what my spent tyme means ..his thinking is like ..when he at hm with mi is spent tyme ..? haiz .. not this way lo .. sumtyme i feel so funny is ... whenever wen my frens is at my place he can sure sleep late ... tapi when im with him .. he more to buat diri je .. n sleep early .... i dunoe la ... my heart feel so blur n confuse siak .... tell mi la .. what should i do more ...what should i reli do leh ??? n reli be peace in our relationship leh ... how arrr??im so penat leh ... penat nya .. reli penat ...haizzz.. i wish to be happy with him ...reli .. kalau leh i wanna to be with him till the future also ...but he alway so hard to understan mi... i also so hard to understan him .. we being for 1 year plus ... the tin that i see it just the same from the start til now .. cox he still makin mi upset ... like my gfs say ... i rather u go bk to your x hubby or being single goin out with my guys fren is more better ... but i know that they care for mi .. they dun wanna to c i alway being hurt that all .... but wat i can say is i know in relationship sure will be like that .. tapi i know also .. kalau we kip on being this way ... we soon will break off ... so i tin now i should find a good way to stop all this .... im still thinking ... but pls ar... i have enuf for the lie from u ...plsss ...about the valentine day n nyte u lie to mi ... u nvr teach mi more ... n yet u makin mi more no confident at our relationship ... but i know i cant kip thinking about it ... if not my heart dyun feel good at all ... kip on makan hati feel so sick of it ... so now i wont say more n much .. let it b ... but i just can say ... kalau nak buat macam sial lagi ..tat it ... i cant stand this kind of merapek anymore .... i write this all in my blog is not to let u frens thinking bad of him .. it just that i wan u all to understan all ... i hope u all dun tin bk about him again ... u all should support mi ... ok gfs...
tomorrow gfs is goin to lily place... haha ... cant wait siak .. lepak til morning ... lalalaaa=)
just dun understan knp aku syg dia la .. tak faham .. haha ... pls ..dun advantage kalau u know that i syg u ... pls ar...
Sunday, February 15, 2009
14/02/09
yesterday evening tyme i was shitin ...!!skali ..sumone knock at the door siak ... so i open la ... kimak .. skali jakpeng carry with a bouquet of flowers...sumore can smile with mi n say for u .. so i close bk the door again ... sumore i ngh half naked siak ..!he say to open i say wait .. so after shit liao ten wen in to my room ... wow .. i saw new helmet leh .. very cute siak ...i like it =) but the flower i like it more .. hahaa ... pink colour roses ... ahhaa ...my favourite colour sumore .. he told mi that ...all this tin he plan to give mi a suprise .... i was like siak ar... im the one actuli wanna to plan sumtin like im lose on valentine ... skali he plan sumtin like that also wor... diao ..n i was happy to tears.. after this we bath n else went to sakae sushi at west mall ... we q up for awhile n got sit ... this is the first tyme i n jakpeng went to this kind of place to eat for this 1 year plus we know...nwe take sum picture also ... n this is my treat also ... after this he send mi to shila place ...n he go n mitup with his fren for sum mitin ... so lepak with shila this n that ... skali msg with lily ... liliy told mi that yasin nvr turn up to the mitin .. n i tell shila about it ... i also very suprise siak ... yasin nvr go wor ... i n shila was talking mayb he change n else or wat ... then i say to shila jakpeng pun bukan nak buat macam yasin gitu ... so shila say that not reli important knp eh ...then i was tinkin lo... n i msg to jakpeng .. i say la ..so good eh yasin teman lily kat rumah je ...ten we start fight abit . n i tell him i go bk myself ... no nid to pick mi up ... n then he can sumore say ok .. i tin he know that i merajuk ..n yet he reach under my blk he msg mi n tell my mum to open the door .. i was so angry siak ... im was angry about this ... seem he know that i was merajuk knp bkn nak ambik mi kat rumah shila n yet he went bk to my place first ..n abt the yasin nvr turn up i was wondering oni ma ... haiz ... so this n that .. so he call mi i know i do reject n hangup his call tgn marah2 .. bcox that he nvr pick mi up!!! he went bk to my place... that y i mara2 ....so he call again n say he otw now can n piick mi up.. so i actuli ok liao .. no marah liao ...sila also got c i smile siak ...skali he call mi up n say he accident ..i was shock siak .. all bcox of mi he accident ... i was so scare n wori liao siak ... so i ask wer is he .. i wanna to go n pick him up .. i was so disappointed he ask mi to go bk .. n call his budak2 came dwn ...im his gf siak .. i tot that wen sum1 in pain ...they reli nid their love one to be there first ... so i hangup the call ..i reli feel sad siak... why he say that to mi ... so i call again n he die2 dun wan to tell wer is he ...n he msg n say to mi go sumbong jalan je .. wat siak .. wen just now i told him that shila wan to go mit ayim n im goin jalan alone siak .. he can told mi go oni...wat siak ... mana aku tak mara siak ... i saying like that is wanna him to pay attention siak ...he still cant get it ... im too scare liao .. i took cab n go around taman jurong siak to find him ... wen reach ther i ask the taxi driver to stop i went dwn to look for awhile ..but dun have ... n at last jakpeng pick up the call liao... n he say he at his fren place now ... i was like wat siak ..n i say i wanna to pick him up. he mati2 dun let siak .. i already wori nak mampos ... n he dun even give mi a chance to c him ...i was like org gile siak cry so loud at the cab n at the bustop ... i just cant stop crying .. wat i know i just wanna to find him n c him that all .. i even shout at lily n shila ... im here to say sorry .. n iknow that kalau krg is in my shoe .. u all know how it feel.... n i reach bb liao ... sitin at the bustop ..keep on callin n msg him ... but he dun wanna to reply any call or msg ... siak ar.. im reli worri siak .. if not why should i do that way ... n i even call up his fren n his cousin to ask to find for mi wer is he ... n last i dun care liao ..i took cab to clementi to find ... after findin a few blk.... at the opposite i saw ambulance n fire bike.. i was so scare siak .. i even run n follow their way to c... n praying taht i hope is not jakpeng.... i was crying n runnin siak .....luckily at last i saw it not him .....so i still go find .... clementi reli very ulu siak ... im so sad siak .. but i still nvr give up ...that list i try to find ...im all alone walking for 3 hours there being findin his motor n msging him that im still looking for him ... but still no reply .... n at last i walk to the clementi xpress way... n feeling so tired ... like wanna to faint like that siak .. so i took cab bk ... i reach 7plus ..reach liao walking bk i was thiking so much tin ... sumtin like he waitin for mi at here or trhere ...just feel sometin lose .. n i was sitin at my bed ... n i fall asleep ....skali sumone like calling mi ... i wake up i saw jakpeng ... i was like ...im so happy ... n i go open the door for him ..skali he hugg mi n kiss mi ... he hugg mi very tigh ... n i ask mana sakit ... he say tak sakit ... i went in the room .. n they tell mi that ..actually he did not have any accident ... i was like .. fuck siak ... serious ar....he seem to be so cold blooded siak .. can c mi cry like org gile n let me all alone go n find him .. dun he feel worry ?? haiz ... n i tell nvm .. it ok... i dunoe ar... after a fuck we r ok liao .. but ... sumhow my heart still got that sumtin ... but ... haiz .. i dunoe la ...for whole day i kena like stupid gal .... i hatre valentine day!!!! i hate it so much ... bad valentine day i have .... i hate it ... actuli wen he told mi that actuli he lie .. i actuli wanna to break up with him liao ...but it just too hard for mi to say that words ... bcox i syg him ..seriously wat a valentine day for mi ...haizz...my heart still pain2 .. Briuses my heal but scares are never forgotten..
yesterday evening tyme i was shitin ...!!skali ..sumone knock at the door siak ... so i open la ... kimak .. skali jakpeng carry with a bouquet of flowers...sumore can smile with mi n say for u .. so i close bk the door again ... sumore i ngh half naked siak ..!he say to open i say wait .. so after shit liao ten wen in to my room ... wow .. i saw new helmet leh .. very cute siak ...i like it =) but the flower i like it more .. hahaa ... pink colour roses ... ahhaa ...my favourite colour sumore .. he told mi that ...all this tin he plan to give mi a suprise .... i was like siak ar... im the one actuli wanna to plan sumtin like im lose on valentine ... skali he plan sumtin like that also wor... diao ..n i was happy to tears.. after this we bath n else went to sakae sushi at west mall ... we q up for awhile n got sit ... this is the first tyme i n jakpeng went to this kind of place to eat for this 1 year plus we know...nwe take sum picture also ... n this is my treat also ... after this he send mi to shila place ...n he go n mitup with his fren for sum mitin ... so lepak with shila this n that ... skali msg with lily ... liliy told mi that yasin nvr turn up to the mitin .. n i tell shila about it ... i also very suprise siak ... yasin nvr go wor ... i n shila was talking mayb he change n else or wat ... then i say to shila jakpeng pun bukan nak buat macam yasin gitu ... so shila say that not reli important knp eh ...then i was tinkin lo... n i msg to jakpeng .. i say la ..so good eh yasin teman lily kat rumah je ...ten we start fight abit . n i tell him i go bk myself ... no nid to pick mi up ... n then he can sumore say ok .. i tin he know that i merajuk ..n yet he reach under my blk he msg mi n tell my mum to open the door .. i was so angry siak ... im was angry about this ... seem he know that i was merajuk knp bkn nak ambik mi kat rumah shila n yet he went bk to my place first ..n abt the yasin nvr turn up i was wondering oni ma ... haiz ... so this n that .. so he call mi i know i do reject n hangup his call tgn marah2 .. bcox that he nvr pick mi up!!! he went bk to my place... that y i mara2 ....so he call again n say he otw now can n piick mi up.. so i actuli ok liao .. no marah liao ...sila also got c i smile siak ...skali he call mi up n say he accident ..i was shock siak .. all bcox of mi he accident ... i was so scare n wori liao siak ... so i ask wer is he .. i wanna to go n pick him up .. i was so disappointed he ask mi to go bk .. n call his budak2 came dwn ...im his gf siak .. i tot that wen sum1 in pain ...they reli nid their love one to be there first ... so i hangup the call ..i reli feel sad siak... why he say that to mi ... so i call again n he die2 dun wan to tell wer is he ...n he msg n say to mi go sumbong jalan je .. wat siak .. wen just now i told him that shila wan to go mit ayim n im goin jalan alone siak .. he can told mi go oni...wat siak ... mana aku tak mara siak ... i saying like that is wanna him to pay attention siak ...he still cant get it ... im too scare liao .. i took cab n go around taman jurong siak to find him ... wen reach ther i ask the taxi driver to stop i went dwn to look for awhile ..but dun have ... n at last jakpeng pick up the call liao... n he say he at his fren place now ... i was like wat siak ..n i say i wanna to pick him up. he mati2 dun let siak .. i already wori nak mampos ... n he dun even give mi a chance to c him ...i was like org gile siak cry so loud at the cab n at the bustop ... i just cant stop crying .. wat i know i just wanna to find him n c him that all .. i even shout at lily n shila ... im here to say sorry .. n iknow that kalau krg is in my shoe .. u all know how it feel.... n i reach bb liao ... sitin at the bustop ..keep on callin n msg him ... but he dun wanna to reply any call or msg ... siak ar.. im reli worri siak .. if not why should i do that way ... n i even call up his fren n his cousin to ask to find for mi wer is he ... n last i dun care liao ..i took cab to clementi to find ... after findin a few blk.... at the opposite i saw ambulance n fire bike.. i was so scare siak .. i even run n follow their way to c... n praying taht i hope is not jakpeng.... i was crying n runnin siak .....luckily at last i saw it not him .....so i still go find .... clementi reli very ulu siak ... im so sad siak .. but i still nvr give up ...that list i try to find ...im all alone walking for 3 hours there being findin his motor n msging him that im still looking for him ... but still no reply .... n at last i walk to the clementi xpress way... n feeling so tired ... like wanna to faint like that siak .. so i took cab bk ... i reach 7plus ..reach liao walking bk i was thiking so much tin ... sumtin like he waitin for mi at here or trhere ...just feel sometin lose .. n i was sitin at my bed ... n i fall asleep ....skali sumone like calling mi ... i wake up i saw jakpeng ... i was like ...im so happy ... n i go open the door for him ..skali he hugg mi n kiss mi ... he hugg mi very tigh ... n i ask mana sakit ... he say tak sakit ... i went in the room .. n they tell mi that ..actually he did not have any accident ... i was like .. fuck siak ... serious ar....he seem to be so cold blooded siak .. can c mi cry like org gile n let me all alone go n find him .. dun he feel worry ?? haiz ... n i tell nvm .. it ok... i dunoe ar... after a fuck we r ok liao .. but ... sumhow my heart still got that sumtin ... but ... haiz .. i dunoe la ...for whole day i kena like stupid gal .... i hatre valentine day!!!! i hate it so much ... bad valentine day i have .... i hate it ... actuli wen he told mi that actuli he lie .. i actuli wanna to break up with him liao ...but it just too hard for mi to say that words ... bcox i syg him ..seriously wat a valentine day for mi ...haizz...my heart still pain2 .. Briuses my heal but scares are never forgotten..
n moral of this story he say to mi is ..he teaching mi a lesson ..
n reli tank alot =) i did relize i tin i reli nid him or myb i scare being lonely again ..
yes i here to say i love you jakpeng n even hate u more!!!!arrgghhhhhh!!!!!
oh ya ... one more tin ... i dun nid to use the old helmet yg takde visor anymore ... my face wont kena dust anymore .. dun jealous eh .. kalau my helmet is so cute like mi ..hahaha ..
Saturday, February 14, 2009
happy birthday lily !!muack
Friday, February 13, 2009
12/02/09yesterday ..last min went to double o...it been so long liao wor nvr club ...im just so happy ... even just few hour there .. but i really enoy with my sisters!i go with lily ,shila ,my sister n meijin .. oh ya ..is my sister n meijin first club wor ... wow ..they bth reli enojoy siak ..ahaa ... i saw alot of old frens there .. ehhe .. i also saw naz... OMG .. he becum more skinny siak .. reli rabak siak .. dunoe wat happen to him also la .. haiz .. kecian dia ... n goin bk liao .. but my sister can ask sumore still can go other club ma ? haha .. siao ar.. she ... addicted liao lo .. weewit..!!!hehe ...i know yesterday i go double o jakpeng dun like it .. butim goin with my gfs n my sister siak .. so i cant b bother pun kalau dia tak kasih .. i know i wont do shit that all ...erm ... n he told mi that he just dun like mi to go double o je ... tu je ... ten he say he go hm je .. this n that wen i reach there liao ask mi go bk wat tyme .. i told him b4 3.30am ..n he last he say he wait for mi ... sumore about shila case .. kata ayim nak ambik this n that .. i wanna ask her go bk together ,but she say she wanna to wait ... then i tell her i got to go .. cox jakpeng is waitin for mi my under blk wor... im so sorry sorry ... i hope u wont angry with mi ye ...so rush bk hm ... skali saw jakpeng sleeping under my blk punya chair.. i was la ...sad abit .. i tin is becox of mi bah ...im just sori ..this n that went bk hm bath n else ... ten cook for him .. he nvr sleep also .. cox he scare over slept... so he went to werk early ... he say he rest at his werk place...
13/02/09
in the moring at 8plus ... he told mi that he lost his wallet ..haiz... cian dia ..i told him ..relax je lo .. becox i still remember wen i lost my wallet n else ...how he scold mi n else .. but actuli i feel like scoldin him .. but no use ... already lose liao ma ..scold also wont cum bk ... so in the afternoon .. he told mi he got to find bk his wallet liao ..but inside his money all lost ... i tin inside got 4hundred plus leh ... haiz ..but wat to do kan .. that list he get bk his wallet n ic all can liao .. not like mi lost all .. CB!! haha ...n the wallet im the one who bought him wor .. haha .. luckily get it bk... takpe money can earn bk .. if the wallet lose haiz ... i will feel sad lo ... cox that not alway got that feeling wanna to buy tin for other ma ..am i rite? haha ... actuli i really cant wait to celebrate this day with my new love one .. tapi tin is not rite wor ...so i tin our plan for valentine day ..no more liao .. i wont blame for anytin .. this part i nid to understan .. no money how to celebrate kan .. so let it be ... but i actuli reli wanan to celebrate sia .. it been 3year ar.. nvr celebrate my valentine liao lo ... maybe not fated to celebrate bah .. so i tin 2moro will be juz stay at hm je .. i tin i werk better .. cox can earn money lo ...hmmmm....i tin stop here ten ... anyway im here to wish all my frens a happy valentine day ...n for lily happy birthday too ... misses n hugg ...muack ....;)
but im feel abit sad wor ...haha!
i nvr buy any present for jakpeng on valentine ...
but i just give him a $100 ..cox i tin this he nid it more now ..cox he lose his money ...=)
Saturday, February 7, 2009
my baby nvr go skool ... becox i fall alseep ..shit ... wat kind of mother am i ?? haha ..sorii .. i dun mean that too tired being werk non stop wor .. sorry baby..same werking nyte shift ..so boring ..wat to do .. because of money ...so must tahan .. hehehe ... wen can i b taitai ??? hahahah
6/02/09
yesterday actuli get ready to send my baby to skool liao ... but endup i nvr send my baby to skool ..because she having rashes, flu n cough.. kecian dia ... ten i tell her dun go skool ..we go clinic ..ten she cry ..begin mi wan to skool can ? so cute la my baby .. hehe ..after that all go bk ...tapi kan ... sakit here n there but still can play with her member at outside can ? haha... bring her clinic ten ... wen bk to sleep ... cox werkin at 6pm to 8am ...notin special ..so bored .. my day now all is werk ..so boring ..all the way at hm je ...like jailbird..no life like that ...hahaha..at nyte 11plus ten jakpeng then came bk ...he go pass tin sumtin to his skoolmate .. n then went aiman lepak with the fren .. he cum bk i ask he eat already or nt .. he say eat liao at aiman ... at aiman pun bukan nak tanya eaten already .. wan to eat wat ke ape ?? like wat i use to do ... arrgghhhhh..... but sumtyme he go there got tao bao for mi satay ... haiz ..nvm la ..biar la ..yesterday eat maggie je kat rumah ..cian aku ...
7/02/09
today saturday ... haha ... jakpeng not werking n else ...we wake up at mornin for breakfast .. my mum bought for us mee sotong ..so swit of her ... but my baby breakfast from macdonald ... not fair ... hmphh... so after mamam we go sleep bk ..wake up at afternoon ..he do his project ...this n that .. my x mother in law cuming to pick my baby up ... she wen she cumming ..jakpeng told mi that she go dwnstair jalan2 k e ape ... skali after 30min ...msg mi say under zul blk wan to wash motor can ?? ask go wer then say go riding round my area ape sak .. haiz ... nvm la ...i tin he go out at 5plus ...after awhile he go my x mother in law reach ..so bring my baby go ... haiz ... so sian alone siak until now .. now already goin 10pm ... haiz .. actuli tot plan to go to lily hm .. cant .. cox yasin goin to her place ...too bad then .... n kecian cinder bcox wanna to mit us .. fight with the bf .. im sori .. i tin i should plan this .. im sori sis ... cinder sick .julia got date .rina sick ...fiza ? she say later she plan again with mi , shila .. ahha .. she otw cum my place .. wan to go my nenek place n mamam steamboat .. she waitin g for her now ... hehe macam mak nenek siak ..so late ... n for jakpeng .. washing motor alway just a msg for mi oni ...so let it b .. wat to do .. wash motor ma ... luckily just now got people teman mi chat at msn .. ehhe .. tq ... kecian dia fever for week .. get well soon ye ... tc ... missing my gfs!!! wondering ..bile la ..semua leh mitup ... sian siak ... haizzzz
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
anw abt this cumin valentine day ...i reli cant wait to celebrate ...my last is with my chinese guy ..i tin 2 year bk ..hahs... sumtin funny ... jakpeng told mi that he nvr celebrate valentine b4 ..n he dun reli into ... n he know that i like it much ..n he ask mi to plan for that . can ?got like that one ar?? dunoe also can try right .. like wat cinder told mi ..haha ..nvm la .. now i also dunoe la .. n actuli he goin to buy ds for mi .. but i tin bk .. i dun wan it liao .. cox i know after buy that he sure not enuf money ... so i tin im goin save money n buy watever i wan ..hehe ...so i tell jakpeng ...just buy anytin he wan ...i also told him i dun wan to plan for valentine ..just let it b... dunoe leh .. like no mood to celebrate liao lo .. haha ..im still thinking wat to buy for him .. i tin im not goin to buy sumtin that he know ... not suprise at all ... dunoe la .. let c lo ..i tin a small gift will do ..boring nyaaaaa!!!!hahaha=)
i tin im goin to stop here ... cox im goin to cook for his food ...jakpeng ar... he hor .. wake up je makan ..bukan nak bath ke ape ... masai ..lol...so stop here then ..
gfs miss u all alot ...hope to mit u all soon =)
Monday, February 2, 2009
1/02/09
yesterday.. jakpeng bought for mi the billabong red belt that i wan..haha .. tq alot ..
n im werking yesterday nyte shift from 6pm to 8am ...at morning cook for jakpeng breadfast ..n i cook fried rice n chicken for him to tao bao to werk for lunch... after werk went to syriah count to collect my cert ...so lonely lo ...all alone in the mrt to tao pa yo... wow ..u can belive or not ..i reach 11am at tpy ..i go jalan there for nearly 1 hour ..haha ..walk2 alone lo ..haha..so after that i took cab from there to syaria court ... kena 6 dollar CB!!argghh ...so reach there liao ..collect my tin for awhile ... ten went bk i take cab ..from there to my place .kena $13 ..haha ..so mit my mum at coffe shop ..n bring my 3 babys to mamam ten bring them bk ten let them sleep ...so i go to sleep ...wow .. i sleep from 2plus ar .. ten jakpeng wake mi up at 6pm to werk ..tired siak ...sumore today i werk from 6pm to 8am lo ...argghhh...awhile later went dwn with him n buy dinner lo ...this n that ...mi n jakpeng help up my mum for the ti gong ..ten at 10plus he went to badak hm to study .... so now i so sian wor ..alone at room ..but i also got help my mum la ...now oni goin 12 ...lol...JAKPENG do u know im waitin for u to cum bk hm =)
oh ya gfs ..this sunday wanna to go swimmin ?? let mi know asap ...=)
yesterday.. jakpeng bought for mi the billabong red belt that i wan..haha .. tq alot ..
n im werking yesterday nyte shift from 6pm to 8am ...at morning cook for jakpeng breadfast ..n i cook fried rice n chicken for him to tao bao to werk for lunch... after werk went to syriah count to collect my cert ...so lonely lo ...all alone in the mrt to tao pa yo... wow ..u can belive or not ..i reach 11am at tpy ..i go jalan there for nearly 1 hour ..haha ..walk2 alone lo ..haha..so after that i took cab from there to syaria court ... kena 6 dollar CB!!argghh ...so reach there liao ..collect my tin for awhile ... ten went bk i take cab ..from there to my place .kena $13 ..haha ..so mit my mum at coffe shop ..n bring my 3 babys to mamam ten bring them bk ten let them sleep ...so i go to sleep ...wow .. i sleep from 2plus ar .. ten jakpeng wake mi up at 6pm to werk ..tired siak ...sumore today i werk from 6pm to 8am lo ...argghhh...awhile later went dwn with him n buy dinner lo ...this n that ...mi n jakpeng help up my mum for the ti gong ..ten at 10plus he went to badak hm to study .... so now i so sian wor ..alone at room ..but i also got help my mum la ...now oni goin 12 ...lol...JAKPENG do u know im waitin for u to cum bk hm =)
oh ya gfs ..this sunday wanna to go swimmin ?? let mi know asap ...=)
Sunday, February 1, 2009
=)
i find out sumtin funny ...this part i write sumtin ...seem to b rebound bk wor ...let me answer u JAKPENG.
jakpeng know that i being werking so hard for my werk ...so he ask the fren for plan . n treat mi for the movie ..
ellysha say : tq alot ... n werking hard for more money cox i wish i can use my own money to spend til the nxt paid n wont alway not enuf..n so i wont nid to depend on people.like wat the last tyme i use to do ....it been 4month ...i so rabak ..so i tin i should werk hard for myself..tq alot...
jakpeng say for him all went smooth ..but im not ..
ellysha say : i also wondering why ?? why ?? u tin im wanna it to b like way is it ??that wat i feel ...so i say out ..get it ???
jakpeng say pasal about i sit infront ?why cant i voice out n ape masai ke ape ..
ellysha say : u know my type of person ..masai ?u tin i reli care?? i not trying say the first part ... i mean yg wen the ramai sit behind with their gf!!!! part mana kau tak faham ???siak ar.. he wanna to say that way kan ? nvm ..it ok ... let it b ... tank for being so gentlemen=) sumore all couple together lei ... dunoe how to tin ar??
jakpeng about at wayang , waitin for mi to hold his hand. n he say i can do without lettin him noe ..n ya he got ask mi to sit close ...
ellysha say: waitin for mi ?? oooo..nak main tyme ade macam ni ?? wait for mi to start ??lol...hahs!!funny rite?? this part je ade je la ...tak faham la ...i still remember at the count down tyme tin also not like this way ... everytin is more better ...when he finish eating ..i did go try to hug him n else ..but he like bo layan .... not 1 tyme leh ..i tin few tyme lo ..so i buat bodoh lo ..n that last2 ten wan to ask mi to be closer to him ...oh ..this part je ...haizzz... nvm la ..i say wat u also got so much koment ...ok nvm =)
jakpeng say about the irritating tin ..n say why cant i just take money from his wallet n sumtin abt blanje org ke ? ape ke ...
ellysha say:oh ya ... this part i say wrong meh ? u dun nid to say irriatating wat .. or u can just tell mi to take money to your wallet wat ? cannot ar?so hard for u is it ?is it ??n u know it well jakpeng ...watever i want moeny from u ..i nvr take without asking or take it myself ..ok ...so pls la ...tin la ...all my fren know my tpes siol... u also 1 year with mi ..still dunoe ?? haizzz...i nvr say u nvr balnje people ke ape ..I KNOW U TREAT MI ALOT ...N RELI TANK U ALOT K ..
jakpeng say just like every single way that he treat mi is no swit ...
ellysha say :it not all ok ..so u trying to say wen r not fight or wat ... also not happy huh ??? the tyme u make mi happy ? also no swit ar? since u say it like that .. i dunoe wat to say ....up to u ..n there is just tyme u r not swit .... n maybe as mi also ...like u say .. being marah2 n perangai ... so that the way ... haha ... let it b ...=)
dun worry i tin awhile later still got story ... let c he will say wat ...since he really want all my frens to knw wat ... hahaha ...lalallalalaaa...
30/01/09
werking from nyte shift from 6pm to 8am ...at around 8plus ..shila went to my place chill ...at around 12plus we listening to the ria 89.7 ..toking abt the ghost stories ..haha ... actuli i dun reli like to hear that ..cox im scary cat ..lol...listen til 2plus i tin ...then im still werking ma ... then they fall asleep wor ....part ni ar... macam siak ar..hahss!!!just now we already listening to the ghost stories... skali at 3plus or 4 like that .. i feel like sumtin wrong siak ... feel like sumone is looking at mi thru my window ... i was like thinkin ..should i turn or nt .. skali i turn ...siak ar... is ayim la ... scare mi siak ... bukan nak call my name tau .. arrgghh ... sumore shila also nvr mention that ayim cumin ... so after she went bk ... i do my werk ... finish werk ten sleeppp....
31/1/09
yesterday werking from 6pm to 12am ...last min got plan went out with jakpeng n the fren for movie ... we watch underworld ... went there by bike ..skali ..they take lorry la ..lan n helmi driving lorry ..so we park at vivo n join helmi side ...just got mi ,jakpeng,helmi,fala n badak ...i sit infront with fala..jakpeng n badak sit behind..for mi she pretty n sexy wor ..hahaa ...we reach there at 12plus to 1am ..bought the ticket liao ...but the show start at 2am ..so all went dwn to makan first ...oh ya ...after eat n smoke ...went up again ..ten go n collect our popo corn n drink ..this n that ... go in to the cinema ...i sit beside ... wat i know is eh ..this jakpeng ..just know how to eat n eat oni siak ... not romantic at all siak ..eat n eat n eat ..macam ape siak ...haiz....tot he will be so swit ...after he finish eatin ...i tin he wait for around 3omin ten start to ask mi to sit closer with him wor...my heart was thinkin .. ni macam ?i see the other fren pun close2 with the gf siak ...watever la ..no koment liao la ...anw the show very nice .. i like th vampire king daughter ..she very real la ..sumore i find her very pretty n sexy wor ...haha ...after this finsih the show liao ...so all go to the park lorry area ...skali BAD newS!kena FINE la ...2 lorry kena lo..i tin so la ...but the paper nvr write the price wor... so dunoe la ...after this ..skali they all plan to go adventure ar... so people from lan lorry cum to helmi lorry ...all the couple all with their bf ... but mi infront with fala n helmi ..hahs... i tin abit funny also .. but nvm .since he nvr ask mi to sit wit him behind mah ...so why should i care so much ..rite? actuli wen im at infront ..i feel bored siak ... ya ..i got tok to fala ..but she talking with helmi all the way ma ...feel like ape siak ..haiz..nvm ..i just diam all the way siak... lol...so after the ulu place ... they sent us to vivo bk n take his motor ..jakpeng went dwn liao ..eh ...he call mi out la ...i ask him follow them or nt to coffee shop .... he say dunoe ... ten ape lagi ..went dwn la ...this n that ... he can ask mi knp ... i was like .wow...part ni la ..ask mi dwn ... i also can sit at helmi lorry wat ..mit there also can ma .. this is wat i tin la ...reach there already ... all makan lo... but i was so full liao ar... dunoe why ...full nak mampos ..so i just orcer drink je ..eh ... suprise la ..jakpeng tak makan .. lol..even helmi also say so ....=) lepak awhile ..ten went bk ....reach hm ... wash face n change up ten sleep ....
oh ya even thou today went out should b happy ... but i dun feel that im happy ...but mitin the fren gfs ...of cox im happy ...nowday the feeling is more n more different ..maybe like wat he ever told mi ... cox i treat him that way ..[cikit2 nak marah dia n cikit nak perangai ]that why everytin change ...sumtyme i just feel asal eh ..why eh ... if he will still thinkin this way ...why from the start he can stand n now cant ..he say he wan mi the last tyme..then he will love mi 100%...n after i say sumtin ..he say he kiddin oni ...haizz...i reli dunoe how to say la ..maybe ya lo ..aku ni macam2 la ...cikit2 ni cikit tu ..so i tin buat bodoh je ... ya people say in love we should acept wat they r n how they behavior..tapi .. i dunoe why i cant acept his way la ...dun feel so swit la ....sumtyme i just like feel tin is cuming bk by abit2 liao ...or maybe i tin im too much liao ...dunoe la ..sumtyme his words wont make mi feel condifent against our relationship ... i also dunoe ..how to say ...my head also dunoe how to tin liao ..so let it be ... maybe like wat he say to be ... let c we bth can sabar til wen ... my heart feel like crying siak ..tapi ... wat for right ..make myself feel fuckup oni ... i dun wanna to get emotional ar... im wan to b happy ..so let it be ...
mayb im sumeone who so hard to get sumone who understand mi...or mayb like wat my gfs told mi ..i n him bth hot temper punya org ...so is abit hard ... say many no use liao ...tyme pass will tyme how is goes ....
1/2/09
yesterday sleep at 5 am like that ...wake up at 11plus wor...haiz ..dunoe why la ..cant sleep bk again ...like fuck siak ..sumore later im werking from 6pm to 8am ...sure very tired de lo ...argghh...just now piss of abit ... arrggghhh .. sumtin i just hate people .wen i say dun ... n they still wan it ...arrggghhh.... tot of sleeping bk again ..tapi my sister told mi the small kid is so hungry ... so i hint him ..tapi ...he say irritating ..cox he sleepin or wat ..i dunoe la ...oh ya i know that this word i like to say on him ...so now i kena bk ...tapi it not this tyme ...ok!!!i was like ..so angry lo ..the small kid hungry wat ...nvm la ... so i ask my sis to borow mi 10dollar ...so went dwn n buy tin to cook for them ....so buy liao ...this n that ten relax ... surf net for awhile ...ANW tq for the song again ...this tyme is malam vision ..lol...merapek ar ni budak ..haha ...so now write i blog lo ... i tin got to go liao ...haha .. i dunoe wat goin happen later ... lol... sian ar no money so hard ... still got 1 more week plus then get paid!!!!faster laaaa!!!like wat i say using own money will freee much more different ....hope after get my pay .. i cant use til nxt month pay ...not to susah kan org ,even people helpin mi in a class...=)
gfs missing u all ...misses n hugg ...muack ..
werking from nyte shift from 6pm to 8am ...at around 8plus ..shila went to my place chill ...at around 12plus we listening to the ria 89.7 ..toking abt the ghost stories ..haha ... actuli i dun reli like to hear that ..cox im scary cat ..lol...listen til 2plus i tin ...then im still werking ma ... then they fall asleep wor ....part ni ar... macam siak ar..hahss!!!just now we already listening to the ghost stories... skali at 3plus or 4 like that .. i feel like sumtin wrong siak ... feel like sumone is looking at mi thru my window ... i was like thinkin ..should i turn or nt .. skali i turn ...siak ar... is ayim la ... scare mi siak ... bukan nak call my name tau .. arrgghh ... sumore shila also nvr mention that ayim cumin ... so after she went bk ... i do my werk ... finish werk ten sleeppp....
31/1/09
yesterday werking from 6pm to 12am ...last min got plan went out with jakpeng n the fren for movie ... we watch underworld ... went there by bike ..skali ..they take lorry la ..lan n helmi driving lorry ..so we park at vivo n join helmi side ...just got mi ,jakpeng,helmi,fala n badak ...i sit infront with fala..jakpeng n badak sit behind..for mi she pretty n sexy wor ..hahaa ...we reach there at 12plus to 1am ..bought the ticket liao ...but the show start at 2am ..so all went dwn to makan first ...oh ya ...after eat n smoke ...went up again ..ten go n collect our popo corn n drink ..this n that ... go in to the cinema ...i sit beside ... wat i know is eh ..this jakpeng ..just know how to eat n eat oni siak ... not romantic at all siak ..eat n eat n eat ..macam ape siak ...haiz....tot he will be so swit ...after he finish eatin ...i tin he wait for around 3omin ten start to ask mi to sit closer with him wor...my heart was thinkin .. ni macam ?i see the other fren pun close2 with the gf siak ...watever la ..no koment liao la ...anw the show very nice .. i like th vampire king daughter ..she very real la ..sumore i find her very pretty n sexy wor ...haha ...after this finsih the show liao ...so all go to the park lorry area ...skali BAD newS!kena FINE la ...2 lorry kena lo..i tin so la ...but the paper nvr write the price wor... so dunoe la ...after this ..skali they all plan to go adventure ar... so people from lan lorry cum to helmi lorry ...all the couple all with their bf ... but mi infront with fala n helmi ..hahs... i tin abit funny also .. but nvm .since he nvr ask mi to sit wit him behind mah ...so why should i care so much ..rite? actuli wen im at infront ..i feel bored siak ... ya ..i got tok to fala ..but she talking with helmi all the way ma ...feel like ape siak ..haiz..nvm ..i just diam all the way siak... lol...so after the ulu place ... they sent us to vivo bk n take his motor ..jakpeng went dwn liao ..eh ...he call mi out la ...i ask him follow them or nt to coffee shop .... he say dunoe ... ten ape lagi ..went dwn la ...this n that ... he can ask mi knp ... i was like .wow...part ni la ..ask mi dwn ... i also can sit at helmi lorry wat ..mit there also can ma .. this is wat i tin la ...reach there already ... all makan lo... but i was so full liao ar... dunoe why ...full nak mampos ..so i just orcer drink je ..eh ... suprise la ..jakpeng tak makan .. lol..even helmi also say so ....=) lepak awhile ..ten went bk ....reach hm ... wash face n change up ten sleep ....
oh ya even thou today went out should b happy ... but i dun feel that im happy ...but mitin the fren gfs ...of cox im happy ...nowday the feeling is more n more different ..maybe like wat he ever told mi ... cox i treat him that way ..[cikit2 nak marah dia n cikit nak perangai ]that why everytin change ...sumtyme i just feel asal eh ..why eh ... if he will still thinkin this way ...why from the start he can stand n now cant ..he say he wan mi the last tyme..then he will love mi 100%...n after i say sumtin ..he say he kiddin oni ...haizz...i reli dunoe how to say la ..maybe ya lo ..aku ni macam2 la ...cikit2 ni cikit tu ..so i tin buat bodoh je ... ya people say in love we should acept wat they r n how they behavior..tapi .. i dunoe why i cant acept his way la ...dun feel so swit la ....sumtyme i just like feel tin is cuming bk by abit2 liao ...or maybe i tin im too much liao ...dunoe la ..sumtyme his words wont make mi feel condifent against our relationship ... i also dunoe ..how to say ...my head also dunoe how to tin liao ..so let it be ... maybe like wat he say to be ... let c we bth can sabar til wen ... my heart feel like crying siak ..tapi ... wat for right ..make myself feel fuckup oni ... i dun wanna to get emotional ar... im wan to b happy ..so let it be ...
mayb im sumeone who so hard to get sumone who understand mi...or mayb like wat my gfs told mi ..i n him bth hot temper punya org ...so is abit hard ... say many no use liao ...tyme pass will tyme how is goes ....
1/2/09
yesterday sleep at 5 am like that ...wake up at 11plus wor...haiz ..dunoe why la ..cant sleep bk again ...like fuck siak ..sumore later im werking from 6pm to 8am ...sure very tired de lo ...argghh...just now piss of abit ... arrggghhh .. sumtin i just hate people .wen i say dun ... n they still wan it ...arrggghhh.... tot of sleeping bk again ..tapi my sister told mi the small kid is so hungry ... so i hint him ..tapi ...he say irritating ..cox he sleepin or wat ..i dunoe la ...oh ya i know that this word i like to say on him ...so now i kena bk ...tapi it not this tyme ...ok!!!i was like ..so angry lo ..the small kid hungry wat ...nvm la ... so i ask my sis to borow mi 10dollar ...so went dwn n buy tin to cook for them ....so buy liao ...this n that ten relax ... surf net for awhile ...ANW tq for the song again ...this tyme is malam vision ..lol...merapek ar ni budak ..haha ...so now write i blog lo ... i tin got to go liao ...haha .. i dunoe wat goin happen later ... lol... sian ar no money so hard ... still got 1 more week plus then get paid!!!!faster laaaa!!!like wat i say using own money will freee much more different ....hope after get my pay .. i cant use til nxt month pay ...not to susah kan org ,even people helpin mi in a class...=)
gfs missing u all ...misses n hugg ...muack ..
