yesterday night ..i tok to jakpeng on the phone ...haha ...so long liao we nvr tok on the phone so long ...anyway he told mi that his aunt no electicity ...kecian dia... oh ya ..b4 this im chattin with his cousin ...name of maya ...she cute sia ... she very the kecik ... she pm mi n say baby ?haha ..n she say buat ape je ..lol... she cute la ...ten after that i tok to his abg lo...cute kan .. her cousin call him abg ... hehe ..macam very swit .. i likee...after tat tok n tok to jakpeng ..he told mi he tired liao wan to sleep liao ... ten i say ok lo... out of suddenly .. i got plan liao lo.. go to adi home lo...got mi ,lily ,shila,zack,blind,laila,fiq,n adi ...after that we lepak at another room ... awhile lata mi,shila n lily we go to adi room..we having gal tok ..lol...tok n tok ...laugh n angry ... haha ...after we watch dvd.. the tittle of the show is thai chaiya...i tin so .. very nice ..n touch ... hehe ..about frenship.. hehe ...after that show ..i hungry ar...so i n adi went dwn to his kitchen ..alamak fish fliet ar...n egg...after cook we go up to his room again .. we watch 1 malay ghost movie ...sial la...i tin mi n adi watch oni ..all sleep like pig already ... haha ... alamak ..skali i tersleep sia ...lol...wakeup at 10am ...OMG...my mum werk sia ... no one tc my baby ... luckily ... went bk ..my sister got ..n i buy breadfast..bee hoon 4 my baby n for jakpeng also ..cox ..he say lunch tyme he wil cum to my place ma ... haha ..it tyme liao .. he reach my hm liao ..ten i ask him go n eat ....after eat ..we relax for awhile ...n ten it tyme liao ..go bk for werk ...wen he go ..i tell him ..i miss him .haha ..siao ..siao ..of mi ..lol....after he go i sleep whole day sia ... i wake up at 8plus at night wor...hehe ...ten i surf net n write my blogg lo... ten juz nw he msg mi he say he will b sleepin at his fren place tonyte i say ok ...n we tok on phone awhile ..ten ask him go sleep ... nyte2 aza aka jakpeng..misses n hugg.. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday nyte actually ..im fighting with jakpeng again.... we fight n fight ..skali he hangup my kol...ape lagi ..peng ar... lol.... haix... nvm la....so after that i relax n ten go sleep lol...skali in the morning he call mi sia ... he say he wanna to cum over my place at lunch tyme ... n he wan to buy cigratt from my adek lo...ape lagi ...after awhile ... i go cook ar...hehe guess wat i cook ?!heh ....i cook fish burger for him sia n my baby...actually i can dun cook for him lo.,..biar dia hungry ... but i noe him nowday he haf enuf money ...sure he wanna to save money de lo...ten i juz cook ..sure he eat de ma ... out of suddenly he reach liao lo..ten i go open the door for him ...skali u know wat ... he say im sexy sia .. lol... with my wearin ... haha ..siao ar him ... ten he cum in to my hm .. he first play with my baby .. n i ask him to eat la ... after he say wan to shit ar...HAHAH... so he go toliet lo... n ten cum out ... so smelly sia ..lol... n then he told mi he wanna to use comp for awhile ... i say ok lo..after awhile i went to my room ... he ask mi to sit beside him ... out of suddenly he ask mi ... u dream eh ? alamak i tin he read my blog liao la ..OMG...n skali he kiss mi ...hehe .. on that tyme i feel like macam he pamper mi abit sia ..hehe ... the feeling macam flying high...hehe ... ten i just teman him for awhile to do his reseach for his project lo.... skali u noe wat ..he very blur2 de hor .. hehe ...he wanna to copy the sumtin to the thumb drive ..he dunoe how ..so i teach him la ... ten i tell him wat u noe ..i say u c...even i nvr study much ..i got brain ... hhe ..know how to copy .. ten he say i proud ...ye la ..im proud wat ..lol... oopp..1pm liao ..he nid to go bk to werk liao .. so i sent him at outside ..he say my baby to kiss ..hehe ..my baby dunwan ..lol... n then he kiss mi .. hehe ... ten he go ... ten i just relax n listen to music oni lo..that all ...wen he reach werk hr msg mi ..he say to mi ..[TANK FOR THE BURGER N ABIT OF THE COMP KNOWLEDGE AND ALSO THE MANJE..MUACK]HEHE... i sayto him dun mention it ..n drink more wata ...u noe why i ask him to drink wata ma .. becoz he evrytyme complain mi that his body panas ma ..drink more wata will b better ..kecian dia ...werk under the sun sumore ... hehe ... ape lagi ... i go sleep la ....like pig sia ..kip on sleep .lol...
ZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzzzz..after that ..it tyme to take my brother ... so i go dwn ... n pick him ... after that i go do my eyebrow... skali he call ar.. i thou it my x sia ..afad..ten i heard again . is jakpeng lA ...he say he sad sia becox i dunoe his voice ... sori la jakpeng..takmo marah2 k ... bucuk2 bluek ...haha ..u c .. we bth macam steady rite?but now we r not... i told him give mi tyme ... hope u understand ok ... be good boi ..takmo macam sial ngn mi .. ok ....misses n hugg.. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

actually i dunoe shld i write this or nt ...
actually yesterday i sleep i dream of my x chinese bf....i just dunoe why out of suddenly i dream of him sia .... i still remember is tanlim lala land with him ..lol...i feel very happy ... even its a dream ... i also happy ... at list saw him at dream .. he hugb mi so tight ..i also hugg him so tight .. i told him i have been missing him ..but i force myself to move on ...he told mi he sorry ... he told he miss mi ... is it true?i know it a dream oni ... but tq .. for lettin mi to have this dream with him ... tq...missing you ..tan beng hock ...
i already told myself to move on ...tat why i move on wif jakpeng ...but now i with jakpeng break liao ... hope he can treat mi better ...pamper more ...tat wat i wan ... jakpeng..jakpeng ..hais
like wat i say jakpeng kalau u can change to b gd to mi ... i can b double good to u ...kip my words... let mi settle my everytin we restart all over again ..
wat i can say to you is wait ..patient...i wont go anywer ...trust mi once... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday .. jakpeng call mi ..he told mi that he goin out lata with his budak2 to celebrate sumtin ... but end up he nvr go .. he wanna to mit mi ... n i told him i dun wan ..he told mi he wan to spend tyme with mi wor ..... like real oni .... hai ..u juz go n mit his fren .. he told mi that im more important.. haha .. u wan to noe why suddenly he wan to mit n spend the whole nyte with mi ma ? !cum i tell u ..becoz ... 1 of my guy fren wanna to mit mi .. i told him tat my this guy fren scam bike ... i tin is becoz of he scare i go out with him ..tat why he wan to mit mi ... walau ... u wan to know wat or nt .. he told mi not to bath sia ... he told mi lata at my uncle chalet ten bath sia ..he CRAZY lo... i cannot sia ..nvr bath i cannot go out de hor ... haha ... so i bath ... n change liao ..he called mi ,,say he reach liao ..so i go dwn la ...actually .. wen i saw him i like abit malu sia ...cox we break liao ma ... haha ... im shy abit .. so i dun tok much ...after tat i sit on his bike i also nvr hugg him like i use to be ..suddenly he touch my leg sia ... i feel paisei abit wor....ten ...after that we reach my uncle chalet ten we relax there watch tv..chill ... awhile lata we fight ..haix..becox of i tell shila n lily tat i with him ... of course i cant lie to my GF who i with ma .. ten he very angry bcoz shila tell the bf that im with him ... ten i fight ar with him ... i hate sia his mouth like fuck sia ..i angry ar with him ..he say alot of tin abt my fren sia ..so i tell him ... not my fren oni la ..his fren all like fuck also...!!!!!do darm angry sia ...after that awhile lata he cum n disturb mi ... step baik ngn mi ...so angry sia ... he ar really siao dingdong lo....after day out of suddenly he sleep sia...he cB la ..say wanna to spend tyme ... awhile ten fall asleep sia ..macam cb aRR!!!geram sia aku!!!nvm ..since he sleep i also sleep lo... hehe ... oh ya actually i nid to b hm at morning ...skali .. overshot ... at elevn plus ten we wakeup ...ape lagi we go bath ar.. ten i ask him to send mi hm ... but we nvr go hm first ... we go eat first ... after that we sit my blk there relax n C him play game .. for 1 hour plus ... haiss.... ten go bk lo...after that i take my helmet n salim him ... but i nvr kiss him like wat i use to b ... becox last tyme i alway want him to kiss mi n hug mi b4 i go off... now change liao la ...he wan to do it himself ... this kind of tin dun nod to say de.... juz wan u to know .. i wont kiss sumone if i have no feel for him ... jakpeng .. i really hope u can change the way u toward mi ... i hope after my tin settle on 24sep ...tin will go better ..if not ... i will juz move on my life ... remember this is the last tyme i giving u chance ...hope u trasure it .... oh ya ..after i reach hm ..i play with my baopei ... awhile lata he call mi ..he told mi tat he juz reach hm ...haha ...after awhile lata i online my msn ...skali ...he online ..he ask mi to on my webcam ... he alway like that ...wan to c mi at webcam ....wanna o c wat am i doin ... lol...after that he called mi he told mi he goin to mit his skoolmate to study ... i juzz at hm oni lo....haizzz.. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

i freaking piss sia....this jakpeng ar !!!!!grr!!!so angry with him sia ...he kip mi waitin for him ...afternoon told mi tat wen his lunch tyme wan to mit mi ..but nvr kol or anytin also ..
nvm ..i sabar... he told mi evening tyme go n visit lily ...at 7plus he msg mi .. he still at werk ..
nvm im ok with it ... after tat all the way diam ...9.40pm i msg him ...senyap je ... macam tak jadi je ...he reply mi bk he say let him go bk n bath first ... so ok .. n i reply him n say ard wat tyme we mit ..so he say 11... ten i go siap lo... waitin the whole day for him ... sial la ..u know wat ?at 11.23 pm .. he call mi .. he can easily say tak jadi ... wat the fuck sia ..i being waitin n waitin sia ...
wat he wan sia with mi ... he give mi empty hopes...why sia .... im really so piss off with him sia ..serious la ... i dunoe why sia ... he must react this at mi sia ... he say he miss mi ... but like tat ...he say he love mi ? but treat mi like tat ?haiss ...wat sia ... fuck la ... im tired ar.. u making mi like doll la... tank alot aza ...! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday, lily accident wit yasin sia ..actually i wanna go bedok n c her .. but raining heavily ..
n jakpeng told mi tat we go today lo ...so did not go ...after at hm oni ... actually tonyte planin goin to DOUBLE O enjoy ...skali ... nvr go liao lo....ten i at hm oni ...ten i go view jakpeng profile at frenster i saw he put his BESTFREN PICTURE.. i dunoe why i feel like jealous abit ...even yes tat he wan mi bk ..he also nvr put my pic sia ... so bad rite...fuck sia ...sum more wat u know he put Edit Featured Friends her best fren oni sia ... he can put 2gether wif his fren ma .. but y he nvr put leh ... idiot sia ... GRR!!!! so angry sia ...ten i go sms him la .. i say to him ..ur best fren pretty ma ., go for her la .. n he reply mi bk [dun mrapek ..she got guy ..even his bf make her cry ..bt her bf dun wan to let go the relationship...n we r juz gd fren ..no more ten that .. i told him ar...i juz being jealous oni..becoz he put her best fren pic at his profile..even i got take pic with my guy fren i also nvr load n put it on frenster ..n tis u showin mi tat u wan mi bk ?sumore abt the featured list put her alone .. y nvr put with his fren sia...i juz feel he trest mi like toy.. n a replacement ...tat all ...darm ar...hate him sia !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after awhile lata shila msg mi ... say wanna to go double o or nt ... ten ape lagi ..go ar.... feelin freaking piss.... grr! ten shila cum n pick mi up ... ten we go double o ... at there... we mit adi,zack,blind,meilin,.... i got new gf ... her name farah ... she is ADI xgf .. wow ..the way she tok like mi sia ..very rock! haha .. i like ... after that we drink n smoke ..ten we go dance ...sial la double o guy all very SS sia ...very gatal sia ...wan to dance wif mi ..afew tyme i ask shila to pull mi away sia ... n even got guy behind mi ..i pull zack to my back sia ... GRR..
so diao sia .... after double o finish we lepak at outside awhile ...ten we go to adi hm .. i sleep at his hm for awhile ... ten at morning i went bk ....hahah ... so now im at hm liao ... im goin ZZzzz liao ...nyte ... will b continue....=) “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

he called mi at my old number ..i mean jakpeng... out of suddenly i feel like happy like tat sia ...
so i straight use my new number to call bk .. haiyo, i even told him tat my new number...OMG...
actually i dun wanna to give him my new number de.. but i dunoe why i still give him .. haiz.... he old mi tat he wanna to b back with mi ... i told him tat i nid tyme la ... im tired n pain liao .. i dun wanna to happen it again liao lo... he die die wanna to b bk wif mi sia ... but i still tell same ... time .. n wait ... if he cant wait ten too bad liao ... up to him lo .. wait or nt ... hais..
actually i wanna to b bk wif him .. but i dunoe la .. i very scare to b with him .... i never ever have this feelin b4 sia wif my bf ... this is the first tyme sia ... he really make mi so uncomfortable wor...i do love him ... but i scare la .. i really dunoe how sia ... should i be back with him or nt ... i scare la ..... haisss.... tell mi la how ???????oh ya ..
i miss u too .... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

atai...
“TheOnlyEllysha.”

today we go to hort park ..
mi,lily,shila,zack,diya,adi,anal,atai n hafiz..
we enjoy alot there sia ...we even play true n dare ...hahha ...very fun ar...
im so happy .... i got record video from atai ...he darm hot ..even he a gay ..
i love him alot..hehe .... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

8july ..today im at hm ..boring notin to do sia ..
so i onlin lo ...skali ..i juz so bored sia ..dunoe wanna to do wat sia ..
skali boi msn mi la ...say wanna to mit or nt ...ten i juz mit oni la ..
alamak ...and ten i forget to tell jakpeng sia ..i mit him ..coz i juz mit him awhile oni ma ...
so he dame angry with mi ..coz i ever promise him i dun wanna to mit my guy fren oni ..i break promise again ..this is my wrong la ...abih i boring sia ... my gf shila go out with the bf ...my gf lily go with the bf also ,,,mi leh ?no one ..so i just mit oni lo ... sum more he is my old fren leh ...i know him very long liao lo... i tin got 5year liao lo ... but i know he angry with mi ... but cant he understand ma ... i know la .. is my wrong ..but i tell him liao ma..my GUy fren is more then my GF ma ... wat sia ..very bad kan ..sum more he say i dun have guy fren i will die ..wat the fuck sia ..why he wan to say like that sia.. very bad right ... but i jusst mit my fren ma .as a fren oni wat .. also cannot understand ...bullshit sia ...so angry ... wat shld i do sia ... evertin i do cannot ... he do anytin everytime can .. he tell his fren abt this ...about my bad tin ... but he got tell his fren that wen he treat mi wat fuck ... no rite? so his fren sure tin im like CB oni wat ... so angry sia ... GRR.. sum more 1 more tin ar... wen we fight on the phone skali ..u noe wat he say or nt? he scold mi PUKI MAK KAU la ... sial la ...i feel sad sia ... my mum do notin wrg sia ...even i angry like how i also nvr scold him this words sia ...even last tyme i use to scold this to my x .. i learn my lesson sia ... after scoldin all this wat we get sia .. let people hear also not good wat...haizzz...
i feel so fuck up sia ....jakpeng ..jakpeng ..i really dunoe wat u wan la ... haizz.... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

my baby busuk..[jakpeng]c how fun r we..hehe

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

on 6july in the morning im werkin sia ...
after werk i went bk hm .. n rest lo .....n around evening tyme
jakpeng kol mi ..say lata he will mit mi at night lo ..
maybe wanna to go to mustafa lo..after in the evening i follow my mum to imm with my sis ,my baby,n my mother ... we went there for walk2 ..ten we even eat at there lo .....at 9plus jakpeng cum n fetch mi ... ten we go ridin ,..... hahaha ...we 2 person oni ...lol ....after tat send mi hm ...
shila n lily cum to my hm ... ape lagi GOSIP ar.... hahahhaa ....nyte2 “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

i hate that bitch !!!
she is my BF punya X GF..!!!!
dame so angry with her !!!
u wan to know wat she say to my bf or nt ?
grr!!!she say he can get better girl than mi sia ...!WAT the FUCK!!!!
wat she trying to say sia ... nw her xGF know im with my bf.. she jealous ...
until she put her pm msn that she cant stand to c my bf with mi nw ..wat the fuck sia ..
she already let my BF wait for her for 2year ... now my bf wanna to start a new relationship .. ten she wan to do like that ... wat kind of gal is this sia ..sum more awhile she say she break wif his bf liao ...awhile say wan to marry ... bull of bullshit at her bad mouth ..juz hate it so much ...doesnt mean i got a baby n i having tattoo on my body is bad wat .. but i know la ... my BF actually dun like gal who have baby n tattoo... but he syg mi already wat .... so wat u wanna to care sia!!!!u bitch fuck off... dun pm BF or msn him ...!!!!i hate u!!!!!idiot!!!!!grrr!!!!!so angry with her bad mouth ... but 1 tin i can say is kalau my BF love mi lot ... he sure dun care wat people wanna to say de la .. i dunoe la .. up to my bf to tink ar... hehhee ... im so angry hor !!!!!
n.B.C.B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

on 4july2008 .. haha ...
at nyte i mit up with my BF [jakpeng]..
i follow him to newton wif his fren ...the fren all eat ..
but i n him nvr eat la... cox ,we at hm already eat liao lo...
n we reach there also abit late liao ...wen at there ... i saw his fren their GF..
oh ya ..my darling shila also there.. hehe ...with asKY,his BF..lol...
“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

BUSUK!!!!!!!!



treat mi better ...!!!

if not im go----->!!!

faham tak .....!!!





from “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday .. i mit up wif him liao ..
we tok liao ... now everytin ok liao ..
juz learn to [forgive n forget ]lol..
this word shila BF teach mi lol...
anyway i juz hope everytin wil go smooth ...
i juz hope no more MEREPEK ...
ok JAKPENG!!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

oh..he msg mi ....i mean [JAKPENG]
u know wat he say ... he say he not goin to mit mi ...
he ask mi to tranfer bk to him ... after half an hour ask mi to
keep it first .. when he nid the money then he ask from mi ...
wat sia ..... i notice sumtin ... he delete my picture in his gallery ..
and change the status to single ...he nvr even tell mi he wanna to break ...
now he put like that ... he even put the FIA who he say she cute at his Featured list ....
grr!!!
nvm i know him ..i put wan mi to be angry ..nvm... aku sabar...so bad sia dia ...haiz...after that out of suddenly at 2.59pm he msg mi ... u wan to know wat he say ?[elly ngah buat pe..aza try hard to forget u ..but i cant.. guess i nid u baby ] i laughted so loud sia...yes i admit that im happy n i oso feel like fuck ... coz he alway like that , if wan mi .. so good to mi .. dah tak nak mi say watever he wan ...he alway dun like to think twice...grr!so fedup...hahs!..ten after that i go fetch my brother .. jakpeng kol mi ... hahS!he ask mi at wer...ten i say i fetchin my bro lo ...he told mi he goin hm ... atfer that i went hm ... i on my msn .. oh ... he online ...then he msg mi ..wat am i doin ... he ask mi to on my webcam .. ten i do ....[sexyback ]yah jakpeng..!hahs!after awhile i dc...
and ten he called mi ... n i told him that lata he after skool we mit k ..i say i wanna to tok to him ..ten he say tok wat .. i nvr say much ... but i just say that wan to haf a tok je ...that all ...so lata afta he finish skool im goin to mit ... im goin to tok everytin out again ... to c weather should still b 2gther or nt .... this tyme i really wanna to ask all ... i dun wanna to feel like shit aagain ...
grr!!!!i dun wan ... so JAKPENG u standby!!!!!!!!i wanna to bath liao ... n waitin for his call ...
lata nyte i update my story again .... bye!!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

today is my bad day ...
i lose my red levis wallet...
i lose my nemo ezink card,
i lose my atm, ic,my babybear n my daughter picture ...
after ahwile jakpeng kol mi ,,i told him i lose my wallet ..haiz..he scold mi sumore ...
i feel so fuck up sia...haizz.....after that i went to police station make report lo....
after wen im omw bk hm ... he call again .. we fight again bcoz of small tin ....
and he told mi that he cant tahan with mi anymore ...he repeat afew tyme ...
n out of suddenly he hangup my kol...n then he msg mi tat he want his money bk ...
n he trying to tell mi tat do watever tin u wan ... he dun wanna to care liao lo ...
sia la .. why sia u wanna to be like that sia ... sia la ..small tin he wanna to make it big ...
like wat sia ... he tin i wat sia .... im a women sia ... i got feeling sia ...why must u wanna to b like that wif mi ... i give u watever i can ... i already try myself to change bcoz of u ... but i get sia ??
a piece of SHIT? why sia .....haizz..after i cry for awhile n i went bk hm .. even im sad but i nvr show my family n say anytin to my family ...awhile lata shila called mi ....
i went dwnstair to mit her n asky .. i tok them why jakpeng like that ... i know that maybe sumtime i do have wrg also .. but even he do mi like how i still sabar sia ,,, but why cant he leh .. why sia ,,, why must he so selfish ?i know alot of people say bad tin abt him or wat ... but i dun care .. coz i belive that he will change to b a gd bF.. i want to u prove that they are wrg ... u r actually good ..but sumtyme EGO .. dun follow too much la ..pls ... haizzz... they told mi to sabar...
hai....but after talking to them i feel much more better liao lo .. hehe ..tank u shila for passin mi $70 .. n tank to bf also ... for teman shila cum n mit mi ..like wat i say kan ..i need tention ..lol...
tank u ...sista....
cry too much le bah ... my eye bcum smaller ...
too tired , wanna to sleep nw ... nyte... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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