“TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday ..evening tyme i mit up with hafiz...we went to watch movie ...money not enuf ...sumwer plaza sing ...the show start at 9pm..we reach there at 7plus ...so we go jalan2 ..chill...today i mit up wif him ..he like abit different ..i dunoe why ..my sense told mi that ..but i just enough oni ..tyme up for movie ...9pm ..we went in ..sit dwn relax ..n ten skali ...go in n out ... at last he told mi that he not well ..so i say we go la ...he say dunwan ...ten after all ....i ask him go bk .i go bk on my own ..he dunwan ..he kip on say sori to mi ..i told him i nvr angry wif u ...why u wan to say sorry to mi leh ...but tis is the first tyme we go out ...im so diam ...i also dunoe why ..hais....after that he send mi bk ...so he ask mi wanna to go anywer ma ..i say no ... he feel so different ... erm ...ten he say sori to spoil my mood ..i nvr no ..notin ...we got take sum picture ..i will upload ...so after that i went hm ..rest ten i clip lo... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

i miss my gff!!!!!i love u all ..no matter wat u all alway in my heart ...muach ...
“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

last 2 day on 26/8/08 ...to today ..
i got a small fight with my fren[abu khairul hafiz]..
i tin he siao ar...out of blue moon find fault with mi siol....can ?
siao rite...tis n tat ...ten ask mi wan to follow mi go drink or nt ?can ?!
siao ar...hehe ...after that i say anytin ...cox i have notin to do at hm oso ..
so boring mah ..haha ...ten he msg mi tat he on his way ...ten i go siap ...dah
siap liao go teman my adek n the bf go makan ...30min he msg mi ..he say he tak jadi ..
he got problem ..he say last min cant mit mi ..haiz...i abit angry but i say i siap already sia ..
ten i say nvm ten ...skali ...wen i wanna to walk bk hm ..he there ?!!!he CB sia...wanna to action oni ?!ccan ??hehe ...ten after we walk a round at my area ..ten i ask him wanna to go wer ?he say anywer?can ?cb kan ... ten after tat we go west coast park ...chill at there n teman he drink ....we go to 7-eleven ...buy tin ...i take sum pic oso ...also got his stupid face ..i will upload oso ...
go ther like pinic sia...got mac , got chocolate ,drink, n else ...haha ...he cb wanna to snapshot mi oni ..haha ..i got sum new pic using his camera ...his phone nokia ..3.2 with light mine..my new phone also ...3.2 but no light ..boo!!but slim ..his fat ..haha ..actually im looking at the star ...out of sudden he told mi that is he..i say no ..it me... ten i say wateva ..kpo ...haha ...i tin ard 4 or 5plus we go off..lepak sumwer near my place ...beocx i complain kena bite of the cb insect !!NBCB!!!lepak at there ,,til morning ..we go eat roti prata...ten after tat i ask his sleep at my hm ...n ten i go werk ...i cum bk at 1.30pm afternoon ...cum n bath fall asleep ..skali ..my adek call ..say my mother at dwnstair liao ..omg!!!i wake him up i say wake up ...n siap my mum at dwnstair ...ten he wakeup n siap ..he wait mi at dwn stair ..ten i siap n i go dwn ..so we go to westmall ..we actually wanna to c movie ..money not enuf ...skali ...must 4 more hour ..so we nvr watch ...we go O.C.K n buy corry puff ...n buy milk tea at M.O.S....ten lepak sumwer there .. ard 8plus he sent mi bk ..ten after that go hm n bath liao ...ten my body pain ar...stomach pain sumore ...so i sleep ..til morning at 5.40 am ...tyme for werk liao ...wakeup liao ..bath ..ten go werk ....raining sial....sian sia ..no people ..so boring at werk today very sian sia .....not much people today ...smoke n smoke n smoke...can ?n tok to lily on the phone oso..haha ....n ten go bk at 1.30pm..bath ten online ..surf net everytin ..ten cb ..lily sent mi sum email ...so the EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeee!!!!scary sial....haha ...naughty lily ..boo!!!!...so now chattin with my fren at msn ... reply all my testi bk...like tat lo...so lata i will upload sum new pic ...let c ..hehe ....will b continue again ...byebye .... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

ELLY N KHAI
“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday , i at whole day sleepin ...at nyte last min i went to double o ...my syg kecik[jakpeng cousin] ...ask mi to go double o sia ..so at last i mit her there ..i go with adi,zack mit bling n anang at there ...first tyme i go club with all butch sia ..haha ... very hot there ...if i know i nvr go sia .. hehe ...so when goin bk tyme i told kecik im goin bk soon ..wan to mit mi ma ..u know wat she told mi ..she told mi abg got tau ...im shocked siol...ten she say she kidin je ..lol ..naughty girl ..after mit her awhile .. i go bk with adi to her place...reach her place i bath n eat maggie ten we sleep ..oh ya i set alam at 7am ... wake up at 5pm siol....omg ....haha ...so wake up ...i wash my face ...i go hm ... so stay at hm all the way until now ..boring ten write blog again ...listening to music ...good girl hor at hm ..lol...on friday ,sat,sunday i dun wanna to overnyte at outside liao ..cox werking ar....hehe ..so good rite... i tin wanna to sleep liao lo...nyte2 ...even im notin with u now ...i do miss u ... tc of urself ...juz a fren concern ..miss ur hugg ..
=) “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday nyte ..actually ...was goin to MOS...but last min i did not go ..so i went to adi place n lepak ..with zack,laila n fye.. we chill at there ... n we eat 2gether oso ....so in the morning adi send mi bk by taking bus .... first tyme i take bus bk in the morning sia ... in the bus we take picture till ..we reach bukit batok sia...lol....let c the picture ye... hahah!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

erm ....i tin been a week i nvr update my blog liao lo..haiz...nwday everytin change liao lo...fren , relationship,family...all r all hard for mi nw ... but i still must b strong ...tank to all my guy fren ..alway there for mi ..my gf all change ...all so bz with their stuff till forget abt mi ..i love all my gf ...but .haiz...nvm la ...wat to do rite...people change ..in relationship..i feel so darm tired liao ..i dun wanna to in love again ..after breakup with jakpeng ...i feel so hard n tired in love ... i dun wanna to find love again ...let love cum to mi!!!even i know that our love not strong ..but i try to his my everytin ..but it seem tat i nvr being appreciated..bt it true ma ...wan to b 2gether wit mi n go far ..he should pay more attention for mi ma ..haiss..even sumtyme im feel so alone nxt to him ,yet wen im alone i hope he is here ..so i tell myself i fall for sum1 who isnt willin to catch mi !!hmphh!!n remeber if u got faith 2 belive mi ..there is notin to fear....bt ..really dun understan ...wat he really wan from mi from the start ..my love ?or my frenship?sex parnter?tell mi la !!this jakpeng really confuse mi throu wat he say he love mi ...bt he dun seem to care ..y dun we juz b fren more better?!since u dun wanna to change ..i still remember tat he send mi a poem ...its so swit...but nw i read it ..i juz hate guy like to sweet talk with mi ...same to u too ...jakpeng !!u pun sama jugak ....after my chinese bf left mi ...how i wish there there miracle ...but ...i dun tin so ... but a miracle who get to know tis jakpeng ...lol...but even he being so fuckup ...n no brain ..it ok ... but i miss huggin him ...tat true ...!we been stop contact ..but last afew day he msg mi good nyte ...i nvr reply bk ...i dunoe why ...haizz..nowday im not alway in msn liao lo..a few tyme im inside msn ...i saw his pm ...erm ...mayb i tin he find sum1 new liao la ..so ..wat i can say is ..all the best to u jakpeng...hope u can find a happy life in the future ...stop being EGO!!!N jealousy!no one can tahan punya ...tutu!!!im not well sia...fever ar..hate this feelin alot ...nowday i alway having headache sia ..i duoe why sia ...mayb tooo stress bah ... in my life i feel so hard m tired...wen can i have my happiness..i tin im goin to stop here ...i will update soon ...miz u galS!!miz u jakpeng!!tc my all loves....misses n hugg .. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

whole day stay at hm also ...at night i went to double o ...haha ...i go with khai n his budak quiksta punya fren .... first he pick mi up at below my blk ... haha ..u wan to know sumtin ..he bought for mi cigratt sia ..malu siol kita...hehe ..so after that i teman him ..after that we went to laO pa sat..
he treat mi eat satay ..nice sia ..hehehe ...after that we go to double o ...im so happy sia ..u wan to know why ma ... im so suprise .... i saw hafIZZZ!!!!!!!!heheh ..molet molet ... lol....very long nvr saw him liao sia ...wen i saw him i hug him siol ..miss him so much ..hehe ... after that after club actually khai sendin bk ... but i tell khai i very long nvr mit my fren hafiz liao ..cox hafiz wan to send mi bk ..lol...i like dun belive sia ..hahaha ...hafizzzz...hafizzz...hehehe
bluek ...tank for sending mi yah ..miss u lot ....hamster!!!!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

last 2 day ..on wednesday ...the whole day i at hm ..n at night i went to mos ...i with with my fren ...KHAI,KIN,ZUL,SHILA,ADI,ZACK,FAUZI ...n sum of my fren inside ... so good of khai ...he pick mi up ... actually at there got sum problem sia ... bt at last all ok lo .... after finish club khai send mi bk sia ...TQ KHAI..heheeh ...i will update picture soon ...bye!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

boring!!!!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday nyte ..i stay whole day at hm ..no mood to go out mah ...losee money sia ...haizz...sian sia ...so good hor ...my sister oso say ..so suprise u at hm sia ..hahah ..cb sia ... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

suay sia ....lose money ....N B C B!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

life have to move on


yesterday nyte..i enjoy myself goin out with my fren ..tank for the satay ,fried rice,kangkong n tek peng at Lao pa sat ..tank for ridin mi here n there ... haha ...send mi to hougang mit cinder n zul ...after tat send mi bk nice noeing you ...tank to zul n cinder oso ..haha ...u r lucky khairul ..if u r not their fren i wont give u my number ..hehe ...nice noeing u ...bluek ..... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday ..everybodi call mi sia ...but i nvr layan ..im upset sia...still thinking abt the tin ...haiss ...at last i fight with my mum pulak ..like fuck sial ..n ten adi call ..adi ask mi ..wa to lepak at his pplace with shila n zack ..so i say ok ..i dun wanna to stay at hm ....stress ar....i love my love ones,my family,fren ...tis is wat i get ..tank to u all ..tank alot ..so wen to adi hm ..we lepak there..adi pujok mi ..say to mi dun sad....haiss...he hugg mi say relax ..ape dah jadi pun dah jadi ..relax je .... i still upset ...but nvm la ... god oni know ..wat is goin on ... haisss.... ten at 5plus i go bk ..actually adi wanna to send mi bk ..but i say not nid ..it ok ... so i go bk ..i write blogg n relax .... so i tin im goin to sleep liao ...dear god ...pls tc of all my love ones, my fren .my family ...missing u all alot ..muach ...=( “TheOnlyEllysha.”

last 2 day is national day ..actually in the national day eve ..jakpeng say to mi 2morow we go out ...so it mean celebrate national day together ..so i say ok ..o nationalday morning actually i werking ...selling bee hong ..i start at 6plus in the morning ...finish werk at 1.30pm...so lily called mi ...ask mi goin to east coast or nt ..i say i dunoe ...cox jakpeng not yet call mi ma ..ten lily ask mi to call jakpeng ..but i nvr call ... so i just wait for his call je lo... n ten at 3plus ... i msg jakpeng punya cousin ... i ask wer abg ..she told mi he sleepin ..so i dun disturb ...coz i know he must b tired lo ...at 5plus jakpeg call mi ..say he just wakeup ... i say ok ...i told him im goin out with my gf n the bf..he ask mi to bring helmet along ...cox at nyte he wanna to pick mi up ...ten say ok je .. so after that ..i mit my gf n the bf ... sial la ..they wait for mi 1hour sia ..hehe ..so sorryy ... FAUZI n FIZA...lol..so after that we 3 went to river side to c firework ..so we reach liao ...cinder also cum with the bf ....so jelaous sial...mi alone ..all got bf ..mi dun haf ..haiss.... oh ya ...cinder bf with the fren also ..skali ..got this of his fren ...stare at mi sial ...ten fiza told mi ..oit ..cinder bf fren stare at u sia... he berkenal dg kau kape ?!haha ...i say sial je ...after that the fire work we go raffles place mrt ..skali i fight with 1 matrip sia ...after that sit at raflles place outside ..fauzi saw his fren ...skali his fren wan to get to know mi sia ..i say i dun wan la ... awhila lata i saw my other fren hadi comel ... he say elly kan ...hahaha ..ten he call mi ..he say ajak mi go out taknak ..i laugh ...so after all reach liao we go to bedok n eat lo ... n ten fauzi fren got 12 people like that at there lo ...i just know wan 1 of his fren oni ...man tot....skali jakpeng call ..say go bedok nvr tell ..ten i say sory to him lo ... n ten after that we went to changi ...japaness old skool for adventure ... go in i ,fiza,n shila kena bite sumtin at our feet sial ...pain sia ...after that awhile..we sit dwn at the side ..skali jakpeng call ..he say wan him t send mi bk or nt ...so man tot ...follow n say wan mi to send or nt ...ten jakpeng say kpo sia... ten i shout at man tot ..i say diam la ... n then i tell jakpeng ...anytin lata i msg him ...so after awhile lata ...jakpeng msg again he say he wan to go find his budak2 ..so i say ok ... n ten awhile lata he say budak dun haf ..he ask again wan him to send or nt ..if not he wan to sleep ..so i say ..i say ok ...awhile lata goin to west coast ...so i msg jakpeng the place ... he take mi there ...wen i reach liao i msg him awhile lata he call .he say he reach liao ..so i ask him wan to lepak for awhile or nt ...he say dunwan ..like angry like that ...haizz ...ten i say ok ..so i tell they all i make a move first ...shila sending mi out ..lfiza ask wan her to send at outside ..i say ok lo ...i reach outside liao i go mit jakpeng ...skali he ask tin ar...we start to fight ...we he riding still fight ..i just told him my fren like to joke that all ...he dun like ... haiz...everytin about my fren sure we fight like fight sial ... i dunoe why ar....awhile lata he stop ..he call shila ...n shout at shila sial ...takde cara sial ...macam sial sia!!!!!!!n ten i snatch the phone ..he snatch bk n puch mi sia ... fucker sia!!!!!!!!!he tok merapek la .. ten he hangup liao ..he say naik motor dia ..tak nak jalan dia jalan ..wtf sial....n ten he send mi ...he wan his money bk ..fine ..i pass it to him bk .... i know already ....he say my fren all macam sial ..fine !!!!!as his wish la ...aku malas!!!n ten wen he send stop mi at my hm ....i take my tin ... n i take off my helmet n i throw the helmet n i gooo.....im just so freaking piss with him ...again n again he making mi like that siol ...after that i sit under my blk for awhile ..i cry sia ......awhile lata i went hm ..i get msg from fiza ...she fuck mi upside dwn ...til she say she say dun go out with her anymore ....she my longest fren sia ...bcox of jakpeng sia ...in same tyme i kena like that sia ..i cry sia ..i fucking upset sia.... why sia ...jakpeng my love ones dun understan mi n fiza my bestie dun understan mi ..y bth wan to b like tat to mi ..all put blame on mi ..i do notin sia ..but i kena ..hopeless on myself ..serious ..haisss....jakpeng,dun u find tis a selfish act !have u ever tin of my feeling mah?tis isnt rite..wen u r hapi wif mi ..wen u r not hapi u throw mi ..?!kipin a relation is a commitment 4 life sia ...til wen u wanna to b like tis !from the first day u wif mi ..u own it with a duty ...even im just with u ..u mus pay attention with mi ..it not unhapi u jus throw mi like a ball ...anywer u wan ...!im not animal ...im human being ...even animal also have feeling wen the owner dun wan them anymore ..why must u alway b so cold blooded !y ....haiss..n ten i force myself to sleep ..n i kip on listening to motor sound sia...i force myself to sleep...i even sleep ...my dream also dream tat i n him fight sia ...in dream also still the saem ..y cant b simply for mi ...why ...haissss... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

today is friday ...whole day im at hm ...sumore my body not well ...feel abit pain ..
i also dunoe why ..just now he call mi ..he told he goin ridin with his fren ...i say i ok ...
now i wanna to do sleep liao ...jakpeng ..u at outside take care wor ...remember
to eat n drink lot of wata ... take care of urself .... good nyte aza aka jakpeng aka NO BRAIN..


misses N hugg













“TheOnlyEllysha.”

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“TheOnlyEllysha.”

i dunoe wat happen now ...tin change again ... suck so fuckup ..but i juz kip it to myself ....we start to b far with each other again ... even juz awhile oni ..but i feel like fuck ..i dunoe how to say la ...sick n tired ...alway have this fucking feelin ..bullshit ..all his word ..cannot use ..bullshit ar...he making mi turn crazy again ..takpe ar ...u will change ...same n same n same ... asshole...!!!i just dunoe wat the fuck u really wan sia .. u wan u cum ..u wan u go ...cb u tin i wat sia ... this is wat u say ?!'we belong together forever !'haiss.....feeling so suck sia ....u dun like tis n tat i change ...but u?!!!!still remain the fucking same .!!really cold blooded!!no brain ...big asshole....if u really wanna 2 b wif mi n go far ..u betterwakeup no n pay attention ...remember everyboodi is sum1 ..no matter who am i ,wat i have ,wat i do ...i nvr being selfish with b4 ..but why shld u do like that 2 mi ....if really u wan mi for fuck oni ...u let me know !!!!!!!!dun make mi feel like a toy..alway wen i goin to walk off from ur life ...u alway cum bk n find mi ...in the first place ..u will b the fuckin sweet to mi ..after sumtyme u start again ...showing mi so fuck up...hello...JAKPENG!!!!im a human being sial !!!1im not animal sia ...remember alway ...u learn ur lesson already ...if u really wanna to repeat the history again ...tank to u alot....silly of mi ...willing to change everytin ..but yet still so fuckup ...!!!!!!!how ten u can b bless ...wat more u wan mi to do ...wat ?u tell mi la ...i have enuf liao ...wen i love u ...i give u all my everytin ..but it seem tat u nvr being appreciated..haisss...dah la ....the more i tin the more i feel so suck ...tank ar....really tank ...once again n again ...u make mi feel disspointed ...i belive there mircale..u will change .... but same ....takpe ..takpe....sabar je ... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

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