“TheOnlyEllysha.”

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

yesterday go dinner with fais at mac jack ..nice.. pasal free,,HAHAHHAHAA. n last min when to johor ,at last my passport got to chop .. ?HAHAH..but there is totally suck ... no good... people there .. very the diaooo...got to smoke dunhill red .. besttt ... HAHAH.. but forget to buy bubble gums... boooo.....after being single i start to b busybody liao .. but sumhw i still need to stay stronge.. to stay happy alway ..
=(

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Today late for werk ..ALL tank to faris..

at werk feeling so moody . no mood at all .. somemore got head pain n stomach pain ..had lunch at jurong point with shila n fais..then go bk to werk .. after werk go bk ..rch hm at 5plus ..mit up with fais then go amy house..they order kfc ..but i nvr eat ..then lepak there till 7plus then went home .. then rest for awhile .. my belover anak nak makan mac ..so bring her dwn n buy .. i just eat maggie siakk .. haha !! cox want to save money laaa...BORING SIAK .... so the no mood at all,dont know wat wrong with mi. ;(

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

tyme pass really fast .. it been few month nvr update my blogg.. tin will start bk to blog again .. i no longer with jakpeng anymore we broke on 15jun2010...3years with him ..i have been trying b patient with him .. but i know is we alway fight cox of small issue... alway fight same n same issue .. sadness is more then happy..im feelin so tired this tyme... now i tin i just sum tyme to cool dwn for myself.. to b happy ... life is been tough for mi .. alot of tin nid to settle alot of tin to think .. i really wish i can really overcome everytin for wat had happen .. but y my life is so like tat ... wat cant i just like sum other people out theree ... no worry in everytin .. n stay happy n enjoy every movement with the love one ..but mi ? cant at all ... i miss those being manje tyme .. but y ?
3years in a relationship , i do like a mother n wife job for him .. n when he angry ,he can b ego N he can say those so dame hurtful words to mi .. is not 1 or 2 tymee.. his words (u r a easy girl)... hw u feelll? mmg sedih .. but i nid to force to b stronge .. dont care anymoree.. ape jadi then jadi laaa... i have enuff for all ... i need a break now ..yesterday night he just pack his tin .. n he no longer stay with mi .. he have his own life now n mi also have my own life now...i will try to face it even it hard ... i belive everytin is just matter of tyme ..biar aku yg sial ..i dun nid to people kecian mi for all ...ape2 org nak cakap pasal aku ..cakap laa.. i cant b bother anymore... i will choose to stay happy n b strongerr...
love is blind

last . for you FARIS ..tank for being there for mi ..=)

Dear god ,please give me the strength to stay stronger.AMIN

“TheOnlyEllysha.”