Few hours going 2011.. Everytin pass so fast .. Life been hard ... Hopefully this 2011 will bring mi more good tin .. Everytin will go smooth n easy .. N also hope that u will alway stay happily. Take good care of ur Health . Hopefully everytin go smooth for you too ... I want to be more happily for the year 2011! God bless mi ... Gf that I love .. All the best for u all .. Wil always misses n loves you girls! Muackkk?! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

I was so shock for his appearing.. Shila also feel shock .. It been sometyme since the last we meet... I got 1 kind of feeling , but I don't noe how to say it out .. But nvm ... Ownself know will do... Happy mode:). Ellysha feel so alive :) “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Yesterday went to fais cousin weddin with the family member ... Sampai makan take picture .. Out of suddenly fais father say . ( bila krg nak kahwin). I'm was jam .. N the father say ( I'm serious) . Totally blank in mind .. Feel abit funny pun ade... I don't know why rasa cam scare ... Hw? Hmm....... Mood: blur2 .... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Sometyme just don't understand at all .. I feel sick n tired.. WAt the fuck bothering mi !! Feeling so piss ... Knp feel like cam tak kena je.. Cakap Kawin mmg sound so eAsy ... Tapi.. Nvm .. I don't wan to choose wrong path again ... Must tin carefully ... Sometyme is just so hard to tink .. Mcm2 Hal ...hard to understand ? Then forget it .. By talking n talking n make my blood boil .. So b happy .. Takmo nak complain by saying I change or else .... Like I told u do eat u r happy .. Remember alway live ur today better then tomorrow .. Wakeup is a new story again . I will still Kip pushin myself to b stronge .. Not the weak gal you see the baru .. I alway believe tin happen with reason ... But S . M . I . Coz I will still choose to stay happy even anytin happen .. For the sake of my daughter ... Haha ... 1 more week to go .......countdown .. Missing the past n the enjoy for the party ..hee . oh ya merry Christmas :) “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

last sunday GADOH with BF very rabak! im sorry for being selfish . n rude to you .. but bf still want to tok tin out with mi... tank for being patient for mi this 6month plus..after all ..Bf say to mi . DONT be suprise soon..n then he say Yang kita kawin ar, kita buat kecik2 pun ok ... i want you to be my wife.. i want take care the rest of my life .. you are my semut putih ..my princess..my comel .. my bulan..you are only mine N im oni urs.. let built a small happy family..He alway respect mi as a women.. he say the most important of mi is respect him as a men...im sorry ...N im was shock n happy too...i really wanna to have a happy family been so long tymes ..macam tak sabar.. wanna to have a small family , give shirin the best n a small warm house..last is .. he say wen im ready pls tell him COZ he want to teach mi praying staff n else......but out of suddenly i dont noe what in mind .. i start to feel scare again ..but i serious dont know now.. im confuse in heart .. this point of tyme wat should i really do ? i just cant think anytin now ..;(

ya allah . kuat kan la iman ku .. AMIN. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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