Thursday, January 29, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
first day chinese new year ..went to my ah ma hm at 4plus ..lot of my family member is there wor ..this year chinese new year is so borin nak mampos !!haha...macam not new year like that .. wen my cousin saw mi ..im kawaii .. haha ..because i wear dress n my with my hair ..haha ..macam faham ... lepak there til 8like that ... we play poker card ..i tin i lose abit lo...haha ...oh ya ..jakpeng celebrate with mi also ..but he cam at 6plus ..i tin so ..he go angbao from my family member ..best kan ..i tin he got 6 ang bao ..even inside the red packet is not that much ... he given all to mi siak ...because he noe i not enuf money to spend ...we went bk at 10plus ..i complain hungry ..cox whole day i just eat abit oni ...n my sis told mi that the roti prata shop open 24 hour ..so we went dwn to eat ...i told jakpeng is my treat ....oh ya we eat free prata ..hahaha ...i know u can liao ..lol...after that went bk hm ..cox tired la ..hahaha ...then skali saw cinder n the sis ...she ar...not malu lo ..sum more wan to ask mi for ang bao hor ... wanna to go with malay bf but wan to get ang bao ..ape ni ... hahaha!!!bluek ....
27/01/08
whole day at hm ...wanna to buy nasi kangkong skali the shop nvr open ..argghh ...my aunt say wan to cook ayam masak marah ..but i tin she cook at lala land ..can ? haha...at nyte i n jakpeng fight la ...becox of my words n his words ...haiz ...i feel so piss lo ..we fight ..n he say [let see how long he can sabar with mi ] wat he trying to say siak ...the first tyme he say this i diam ...but his this words macam hurt mi siak ..make mi feel no confident at all ...i know la ...im so darm demanding ke prangai ke ape ...but not nid to say this kind of words ma ... wat if i say like that leh ..last tyme wen im good to him tyme ...i also nvr say this words to him siak ..reli siak ..macam no brain ...nvr name him wrong lo....after all ...i went dwn to buy winton red ...ten came bk i play manjong thru internet ..he finish bath ..he cum n pujok mi ...u all noe la ...i perangai all while je ..he only cant understan nak mampos ..!!arrgghhh!!!reli dun understan ...just noe how to say i perangai ..n cikit2 nak marah ...haizzz.....so sick of it lo ..i say abit he sure wanna to fight bk ...haizzz...after that we went to my old werk place there... wen the tyme he pick mi up wen he just get to know mi wor ..lepak there n tok merapek ..we reach hm at 12plus ... n go sleep ...ZZZzz
28/01/09
today ...morning ...sent my anak to skool late for 10min ...all my mum fault ...so angry !!argghh ...after sent her went to coffe shop ...help up at auntie shop ....at 11plus went bk hm ...after that ....go ah ma hm ..cox my aunt fetch my anak liao ma ..skali i tin i saw the big liar siak ..arrgghh ...wat a suay day ...but i ignore n go oni ...liar nak mampos!!!!so at there lepak this n that ...skali got crita la ...for mi is reli merapek lo ...let it b je ...i wan to buat bodoh ...
he telling mi that im sidin him ..but im not .. wat i wan is just ignore je ...buat bodoh ...n he reli see like enjoyin lo..i was like fuck siak ...angry for awhile lo ...argghhhh.....now jakpeng sakit la ...tomorow nid to teman him to clinic ...today im werking nyte shift siak ..so tired siak ..just now wake up at 8plus in my morning ....now oni 12.04 am ...n finish werk at 8am ...n sumore nid to sent my bb to skool n follow him to clinic ...n tomorow im werking at 6pm to 8am ..omg ..not enuf sleep mati ...im sure im goin to sick again ...after nxt moth i will b very bz nak mampos..!!!!arrghhhhh...nvm ..earn money ma ..hehe...still got 8hour siak ...haizzz...just now he went to badak place to study... so now im alone lo ...haha ...awhile later goin to play game ..hehe ...wiwawa manjong ...GO....bye!!
galfrens missin u all lot ..muach..
Monday, January 26, 2009
23/01/09last friday ..went to lily new house to lepak ..i go with jakpeng ...julia is there also ..
last min shila came over also ..the hm now is reli empty ...so we just watch movie from
julia lappy ...this n that ..tank for shila n the frens buy us food ..haha ..can say that ..all the way
we r toking crap siak ..haha a...lily we will cum again ..but oni gals oni ..hehe ..
we r toking crap siak ..haha a...lily we will cum again ..but oni gals oni ..hehe ..
missin u all my gfs!muach
24/01/09
last saturday ,wake up in afternoon ...go buy sum staff to cook ..so all went bkto cook ..this n that ..skali my sis bk ...she told mi dun forget to go ah ma house ...ten i ask huh?oh ya today my grandmum place eating reunion dinner ..OOooo...so we bath this n that ..went up together with my sis n the bf ...oh jakpeng went to cut his hair ..so he nvr follow mi up ...
but after an hour tyme ...he came up n eat abit oso ..so after this all ..he n mi follow my aunt n my cousin to shop ...n buy sum stuff for CNY ...came bk liao . my aunt n uncle ajak go wash their car ...so jakpeng also say can wash his motor also ..skali my uncle give jakpeng metal polish solution...i help up him also ..to polish ..dun play2 hor ..so after that we went to mustafa centre jalan 2...then go bk hm ...n ZZZzzzzZZ..oh ya reach hm at 4plus siak...at 8am ..im werkin ...argghh...
n ya ...pls remember 1 tin ..i hate people who alway left mi behind...hate it nak mampos ..i tin u know who im tokin ...freakin piss off lo ...this is wat u use to do in the past...so pls ...haizz..
25/01/09
wow...wakeup late siak...werking at 8am...wake up at 9.30a can?lol...so start werk...alamak ..my mum ask to help her at auntie store ..went dwn at 10am ..go bk at 12pm liao that 2 hour ..auntie give mi $20 ..hehe ..so good...went bk hm awhile ..went dwn again ..go n buy my bra stripe for my dress for the 1st day CNY..hah ..went dwn alone ..n i went dwn to cut my fringe..omg ..i tin is funny ..n i tin is sweet also ..hahha ...i also tin like doll2 la ..macam faham ...after cut liao ..went bk hm ...im so shy to let them c siak ..haha ...n jakpeng n my sis helpin to cook for our hm reunion dinner ...all my family relatives came ...many siak ..haha ...jakpeng was shock ..i tin he malu bah ..hahaha ...but who cares!haha ...oh ya be this ..fuck siak ..my washing machine cant wash baju ..cox ade la ..so mi n jakpeng wash together siak ..many siak ...so tired lo ...after this all ...go mamam ... after that clean up ...n all go bk liao ..left mi ,my baby ,jakpeng n my bro ....n i fall asleep ..lol...this n that ...wake up liao ten cook sum food to eat ..clean up abit ...then go bath ..now we r free liao lo ..haha ..but too bad ..2moro im werking siak ..argghh...so in the evening then i go to my ah ma hm with jakpeng ..hah ...i tin stop here liao ..so im here to wish everybody a happy chinese new year ..hehe ...esp to CINDER KUANG!!!!cox she same as mi !cinone!!!hahaha ...miss u all my gfs!!! luv u all mani2 ..hehe ...muach ..
n pls ..dun lie to mi n make mi turn off ..plsss!!!
Friday, January 23, 2009
gfs alway busy .haizzz....sob..sob...gfs!!bila la leh meetup leh ?missin u all ..heheh ..
hope julia will be ok with his love one ..
julia we gals here will alway support u ok ..
dun be upset tau ..hehe ..tc ye...
love u all mani2 ...
muack ...
misses n hugg ..
freaking PISS->start perangai lagi.ARRGGHHHH=(
sumtyme tin r just so unfair ...!!
u can .i cant!!!takde makne ??!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
hope tomorow will b a better day ...
gfs ...missing u all mani2 ;)
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
happy birthday to my belover baby[tengku shirin]
Monday, January 19, 2009
just now morning wakeup mornin ..to cook for my jakpeng breakfast..notin special ...just a roti with egg oni ... ada ape makan je eh ...hehe ..so tao bao for him also ...so start werk at 8am ...wake my baby up for skool ...ten bath for her n else ...wen dwn to buy cake n hotdog bread for her ...so my auntie maid came ..so i ask her to send my shirin go skool 2gether with my baby cousin ...so start werk notin much to do ..wen to online game ..biasa wiwawa...manjong ..haha ...all the way play siak ...haha ...so at 11plus ..wen to pick my shirin bk hm ..b4 went bk i went to threading my eyebrow ..tank for the money jakpeng..cook for her sum food ...ten continue bk my werk lo ...this n in around 4plus to 5.. i managed to cook for jakpeng b4 his bk ..cox went his at werk he told mi he darm hungry ..kecian dia ...luckily on tyme ..hehe ..=)
so wen his bk ..i siap for him the food ..let him eat with my baby ...n else ...yes ar.. 6pm ..finsih werk liao lo ..so i also go makan ... after eat ... we watch tv 2gether ...this n that .so sweet of jakpeng help up my sis bf to polish sumtin ..lol...this n that ..kecian dia ..hhis money left abit oni ..been few month he been helpin mi alot n giving mi money n else ..hehe ...maybe like wat u say that i change to b cold to u ..but in my heart i know ... is just that i angin that all ..notin ...or maybe u tin too much liao bcox of sumtin did happen recently... watever it is ...wat is goin on ...we bth use eye to c ... tok to much also no use ... haha ...
ATTENTION:gfs!! went wanna to go to lily new house!!!!hehe ...let mi noe ASAP..=)
missing u gals!!!mani2 ...love u alot then jakpeng=)
misses n hugg ..nyte ...=)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
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16/01/09
last friday ..funny tin happen ..sila cum over .. out of sudden ..jakpeng realised that it's already 7.30pm ..but it's quite bright outside ..as if it's only 6.30pm..then we 3 of us went out to the corridor door to see the cloud..ten so curious of jakpeng go n call the fren n tell abt wat was happening ..so kpo siak he ..haha ..after that we went down to dwn 2gether with my baby,bro,shila,jakpeng n mi ..let them go cycling ...ten we lepak dwnstair , rina called. say wanna to mit ..so we waited for her .. she reach liao . lepak for awhile .. n go buy water ... n b4 that i go weight machine n check my weight ..im 51kg liao ..haha ...so i still got 3 kg to go ..lol..this n that went bk to my place ..called up my gals ...for outing later...skali ..lily nvr reply ..cinder wif the bf not enuf cash ..rina goin bk soon ,b4 she go bk she bath at my hm ..but awhile later she cum bk to my place..bcox ..she tak jadi with her plan liao ..haha ..ten we went out jalan ...i n jakpeng didnt tak bike ..cox fauzi picking us up..ten we head to boat quay to buy our drinks..the drinks all was on fauzi ..tq =) ten jakpeng saw the frens ..matrep fren ..skali his matrep fren know mi siak... but i dunoe who siak ..ten jakpeng kip asking u knw them ar.. i say dunoe lo ... erm ..arghhh..!ten after we head to marina barrage ..lepak there took sum pic ..after that go touring ard singapore ...skali at AYE ,there'S a group of mat motor..ridin dangerously..they ride very fast at the bend,skali satu ni step cool ..dah la pillion ..nak step kool je ..tak leh ang siak ..haha ..after tat went to kent ridge park ..skali we saw again the mat motor ...semua nak step je .. so i , rina,shila n fauzi went to the toilet..i tak jadi go inside the toilet ,bcox very dark n got many lizard ...so scary lo ..after went bk ..the mat motor was like looking us siak ..kita dah macam the jambu like that ..lol..=) then awhile later went bk .. so rina stay over at my place ..
17/01/09
wake up in the afternoon at 11plus ..cox im werkin at 12pm ..rina already go bk liao ..but she bought us macam 2 punya water ,n prata kosong n prata egg ...anyway reli tq for the food yea ..heh ..so sweet of my rina ..hehe...in the afternoon helpin my baby to bath ...wanna to wipe for her ...skali i straint my bk siak !!!so painful ..poor mi lo ..n then after that jakpeng n shila help mi to massage..tq ... out of sudden my sister shout!one of ur hamster die ...but that actuli not my hamster ...i just help to take care lo... so we go buried ..tq for jakpeng for the help ..hehe ...so after that shila went bk ... then i n jakpeng sleep ...
18/1/09
wake up at 8.15am ...oh shit im late fro werk siak ...haiz ... so i start at 8.30am ...notin much tin to do ..so bored ..but my bk still feeling ... house kippin ..ten cook .i n jakpeng went dwn to shop n save to buy sumtin to cook ...at last we decided to cook pasta... we go bk hm ... we cook pasta ,jemput2 n fries togther ...first tyme siak ..but ok la ... .so now free liao ...i update my blog lo ..oh ya ..just now while we climbing up the stairs.. suprisingly, we saw a lady selling dvd ... we bought 2 dvd ...1. yes man 2.saw V ... later we goin to watch it ... haha ..so i tin stop here .. anyway missing my gfs ..mani2 ...love u all mani2 ...ok ay ..muach ...
=)
Friday, January 16, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
oh ya ... one more thing ..
here cum again...
my baby shirin cut her hair again ?!!!!
i tin wen she grow her she wanna to be a
hairstylist..hehe ..so can help mi more for my hair ..lol ..hehe ...
hairstylist..hehe ..so can help mi more for my hair ..lol ..hehe ...
geram aku... the hair now ...haha ..
;)
at msn he gave mi this ..hehe ...gile my baby !
this is my favourite satay at AIMAN ..tq baby !
i dont know why people keep talking its like last summer thing lo.
now i dont know who is the free one keep talking. anyway i shall not bothered about all this anymore..
yesterday ..pick my baby up from skool ,n my 2 baby cousin ..my 3 babys went to my place ... n buy chicken rice for them ..let them eat n else ..ten tell them to sleep ..so shila called mi ..say wanna to cum my place ...so i also fall asleep ..hehe ... jakpeng reach my hm at 5plus ...cum bk for bath n he wanna to go skool liao ..after awhile shila reach .. i cook macaroni ...hehe ..let them eat ...this n that ...tok 2 with shila ..ten after that jakpeng came bk at 10plus to 11..then u know wat ?he bought for mi my favourite satay from aiman ..hehe ..i like it alot lo ..wahaha ..so i share with shila n i also ask jakpeng to eat abit .even he say he eaten liao ..haha ..so this n that ...semalam ..out of suddenly get msn msg from naz ...the 3 tyme jakpeng saw it wat he write ...jakpeng told mi that ... i was like ..erm ..i also dunoe la ..haha ..but watever it is ..i know that i still laayn naz ..tapi i nvr try to tin more then that ..just fren je ..tu je .. what he msging mi ,for mi he just wan to let me know je ..so i tin notin harm kan ..kalau my love for u is true n else ..notin can turn rabak ..faham tak ...anyway tank u naz ...i know that u miz mi alot n else ..i dun mind u to tell mi this ..tapi ..in the wrong timie ..i dun tin is fair to my bf to c that ..cox i noe sure he tin anyhow punya ..im sorry naz ..kalau boleh jgn cakap gini lagi k ...kip in the heart sumtin also feel it ..faham tak ..=)hehe ..skali kita ade hal sikit la ...tapi kita dah ok =) ..azhar ...im here to say sorry to you ...what u told mi about yeaterday night it true ..no point ..if i kip on being that way ..tapi u should also play ur part k ..im sorry about im unreasonable n demandin or kasih u rasa i toward u macam cold gitu after the incident ..im still the ellyhsa u know ..tapi it just that i told u ..there sum part macam short of sumtin ..i hope u understand ..but alway remember i wont perangai for notin ..serious ..i janji u, i akan try ... k ..give mi tyme ..;)
im so tired siak ..kecian my jakpeng not enuf sleep ..sleep few hour went to werk ..kecian dia ..hehe ... tank u mr brightside eh ? muack ..
anyway just msn him ...he send sumtin to mi at msn
now i dont know who is the free one keep talking. anyway i shall not bothered about all this anymore..
yesterday ..pick my baby up from skool ,n my 2 baby cousin ..my 3 babys went to my place ... n buy chicken rice for them ..let them eat n else ..ten tell them to sleep ..so shila called mi ..say wanna to cum my place ...so i also fall asleep ..hehe ... jakpeng reach my hm at 5plus ...cum bk for bath n he wanna to go skool liao ..after awhile shila reach .. i cook macaroni ...hehe ..let them eat ...this n that ...tok 2 with shila ..ten after that jakpeng came bk at 10plus to 11..then u know wat ?he bought for mi my favourite satay from aiman ..hehe ..i like it alot lo ..wahaha ..so i share with shila n i also ask jakpeng to eat abit .even he say he eaten liao ..haha ..so this n that ...semalam ..out of suddenly get msn msg from naz ...the 3 tyme jakpeng saw it wat he write ...jakpeng told mi that ... i was like ..erm ..i also dunoe la ..haha ..but watever it is ..i know that i still laayn naz ..tapi i nvr try to tin more then that ..just fren je ..tu je .. what he msging mi ,for mi he just wan to let me know je ..so i tin notin harm kan ..kalau my love for u is true n else ..notin can turn rabak ..faham tak ...anyway tank u naz ...i know that u miz mi alot n else ..i dun mind u to tell mi this ..tapi ..in the wrong timie ..i dun tin is fair to my bf to c that ..cox i noe sure he tin anyhow punya ..im sorry naz ..kalau boleh jgn cakap gini lagi k ...kip in the heart sumtin also feel it ..faham tak ..=)hehe ..skali kita ade hal sikit la ...tapi kita dah ok =) ..azhar ...im here to say sorry to you ...what u told mi about yeaterday night it true ..no point ..if i kip on being that way ..tapi u should also play ur part k ..im sorry about im unreasonable n demandin or kasih u rasa i toward u macam cold gitu after the incident ..im still the ellyhsa u know ..tapi it just that i told u ..there sum part macam short of sumtin ..i hope u understand ..but alway remember i wont perangai for notin ..serious ..i janji u, i akan try ... k ..give mi tyme ..;)
im so tired siak ..kecian my jakpeng not enuf sleep ..sleep few hour went to werk ..kecian dia ..hehe ... tank u mr brightside eh ? muack ..
anyway just msn him ...he send sumtin to mi at msn
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
yesterday ..wat a night .. about mi n my x ..but nid u people to understand abit ..
2007 oct ...before hari raya day i n my baby been sleepin at my x hubby place ,n why im sleepin there , even though i n my x hubby already not together the reason is bcox of my daughter ..she cant be alone without mi ard...n mingfu himself know it very well about this ...i even explain everytin to him ..tok to him whenever he kol wen im at my x hubby hm ..no i have notin to hide or wat ...n after 3 or 4 day hari raya i went bk home ..n b4 i went to my x hubby place ..i n mingfu are still doing good as usual. ..no fight no dispute ..very loving even told mi that he miss mi alot n this n that ..wen im at my x hubby place ..i even online with him , or tok to him on the phone ..everytin goes well ..after 3 0r 4day went bk hm ...
first tin i call him ..tell him im bk hm...he told mi that he at jrg point with his fren watching movie i wan to give him suprise ma ..ten i tell him im tired so i went bk to sleep ..but after that few day we nvr mit ..i also forget because of wat ...skali ..after this few day ...he ask his fren to kol mi ..n say he wanna breakup with mi ..i was like ..huh ?ok ..my mind was tinking that few days later sure he find mi bk ..but he didnt ..so i start to msg n kol him..so i tell him that im goin to wait for him at the old place..he told mi that his at town otw bk ..n i waited for him for nearly 1hour plus ..so when he reach . i try to tok tin out ..im asking why ..he wanna to break ..he told mi that ,we dun click,he very stress too ,much things to think , i ask him wat make him stress but he is speechless .. i dunoe y ..it funny lo ...so he even buy mi cigarettes n put money inside for mi ..i cry siak ..n he even drop his tear ...n he tell that dun tin too much . ..he just too stress ..so i hug him ..but he seem like dun like it .. n i feel so awkward ..first tyme he react this to mi siak ..nvr ever siak .so i took my tin n i go ...after i go ..he call mi alot of tyme but i reject his call n msg ..i even dun bother to reply ...afew day paz..my sister bf sis get marry ...so on that tyme i cal his fren n ask ..where is mingfu ..i ask his fren wat happen to him ...his fren told mi that the mum dun like mi ..so it mean because the mum that y he break ?so i decided after the weddin i went dwn to his place ..i even msg him that i will be waitn for him until he bk hm ..luckily i got my gfs shila to accpy mi ..it rainin sumore ..so cold ar... luckily shila is there for mi ...so wait till morning at 6am ..saw the mum ...the mum ask mi how cum im here ..n u all fight is it ..i told the mum ya we fight ... n i asked the mum ..auntie u dun like mi is it ? n the mum say she nvr say this b4 ... if the mum dun like mi why the mum cook my favourite dish n ask mi cum to eat leh ...so the mum say dun tin anyhow ask mi go bk first ..then i say ok ..so i went bk ...after that i ask shila to kol him ...he pickup ...ask wher he is .he say he otw to camp ?? wer is he wen im been waitin for him ???...i know that in the past whenever we fight or wat he always wait for mi at the old place.. for whole day n else ...but is this revenge bk ??
i dun tin so .. being nearly 2 year i know him well siak ..my family,my frens got eye s to see how he treat mi ..how well is it ..how touching stuff he ever done to mi...so after that i ask him why he nvr cum bk ..i even say to him i cum n mit him at outside his camp ..he said no ..n he say if i dun go bk hm he dun wanna to tok to mi anymore ..so i went bk hm ..i cal him ..ten we tok for awhile ..he told mi he busy..he got tin to do ..so im online n go frenster to c his profile ..im reli fucking sad siak ...wen i saw he have the gut to put he n the girl picture siak ..but why he dun have the gut to tell mi all ..at least he told mi that i will understand..i ever told him before ... if he dun love mi anymore or have sum1 else .tell mi ..dun hide ..i will understand n let him go ....but why he wanna make things so complicated leh ...so i cry like mad women ..n call him up ..i ask him why must u do this to mi ... where all ur promise to mi ..if u cant promise mi then dun ...isnt fuck up ?
so how do you feel if u r in my shoes?n 1 of my gf tell mi she actuli saw mingfu with a gal ...n my gf ask him wer m i ..n mingfu say im at hm ..n my gfs ask baobao know or nt u at outside with gal..n mingfu reply no ..u c?haiz.. that part i start to hate him alot ..i dun understan ..why cant he tell mi the truth ...i being so good to him n becox of him .my gf say i change ... cox i stop party n else because him ,not much gathering with my gf ...becox of wat ,i do this ... becoz im too stupid to belive all his words n really wanna to settle dwn with him ...my aunt n my cousin ..tell mi ..he is not a good guy ,he have no future n else ..b4 we break ..my cousin did told mi this ...he have no future ..if i choose to be with him i will suffer alot...but i nvr tin of this when they say ...cox i know true love sure got suffer ...n i reli love him ...he is my first chinese bf in my life ...n there too much tin that he do to mi ..n make mi feel that is different with malay guy ...after break off... i tell my gfs n family ..i n mingfu break off liao ...all say ..haiya u all awhile oni ..sure get bk ...n i told them this tyme is different ..cox he got a gf liao ....everybody was like ..dun belive it ..i myself also dun belive it ..so day pass ...i being waitin for him ..i heard that 3month later they goin to get married. i was shock ..less then a week we break ,he get attach,now after 3month get marry ..all tin was like so fast lo ..i told myself i cant continue like that ma ..i belive that even u love sumone doesnt mean nid to be with him wat ..as long as u see him xinfu can liao ..this is wat i tin la ... so i continue with my life this n that ...try hard to forget abt him .. if im sumone who easily forget about a person that mean the relationship i took it is not seriously ..all my fren n family got eye to see... how well i treat him ..even i fight with him n else ...what he do ..all my fren got eye to see..
n yesterday cin helpin to msg with his wife..found out alot of tin he lie .... he told the wife that he single on sep ...n we break off on mid oct ..wat this ??? siak ar..why must this kind of tin happen to mi siak ... n the wife thinkin that we r trying to spoil their marraige ..we r not ... that all the fact wat we say to her ... but she keep on say he belive his husband ..n say the fren all got eye to see n else ...so how about my fren ? no eye to c ? ...i reli wanan to tank my fren helpin mi this ...to xplain all to her .. i dun tin i wrong ...all i ask my fren say is a facts..all because of mingfu .i tin til now sure he feel bad...really nid to thanks for leaving mi that tyme...to c wat kind of person is he... belive or not up to you all ...n i know ur gf is all helpin u lot ..n this n that ...n like my gf too ... cox this is call sister luv =)ur frens ? say mi this n that ?about pretty ? fatter? look n size is not important ...important is good heart ...look wont buy u forever .... n im not fat ok ..im chubby ..u know wat is really fat ma ? i mean to ur fren ? wat is fat u know ?? go wear spec ok ..all my mind to tin is ....u oni win mi because of u slim .that all ..=) ... i belive wat cum goes around ...so let c ...n im not against her wife ...i have notin to do with her ... it just that maybe misunderstandin ..easy to say she is ego ,just belive his hubby ..so let it b ...ur hubby n gods oni know everytin ...
pls:: gfs ...stop taggin their box or wat ...ignore oni ..unless ...WE WILL TAG HER AGAIN SOON IF EVIDENCE IS FOUND..so no point kip taggin her ..let it b ...just make it a stop pls...i understand all of u love mi ...i can feel it .. i reli tankfu all be ing there for mi n else ...even i ever like not realy contactin with u gals ...i dun wanna to be naive anymore .... this is my lesson ...i should learn from my mistake ....so about my love life now ...just hope tin go smooth ... im goin to throw all out ...it just that ... i cant take this kind of game siak...i scare ...im sory ...k ...n mayb sum way of my writin ..they dun reli understand ..cant blame ..so let it be ..as long as they r happy ..kip on talking until all happy ..no point toking to sumone that ego ..cant acept the facts!tat all ...merapek punya budak!!
what is past is past.Now i have my love life once again.so hopefully nothin like this happen again.
2007 oct ...before hari raya day i n my baby been sleepin at my x hubby place ,n why im sleepin there , even though i n my x hubby already not together the reason is bcox of my daughter ..she cant be alone without mi ard...n mingfu himself know it very well about this ...i even explain everytin to him ..tok to him whenever he kol wen im at my x hubby hm ..no i have notin to hide or wat ...n after 3 or 4 day hari raya i went bk home ..n b4 i went to my x hubby place ..i n mingfu are still doing good as usual. ..no fight no dispute ..very loving even told mi that he miss mi alot n this n that ..wen im at my x hubby place ..i even online with him , or tok to him on the phone ..everytin goes well ..after 3 0r 4day went bk hm ...
first tin i call him ..tell him im bk hm...he told mi that he at jrg point with his fren watching movie i wan to give him suprise ma ..ten i tell him im tired so i went bk to sleep ..but after that few day we nvr mit ..i also forget because of wat ...skali ..after this few day ...he ask his fren to kol mi ..n say he wanna breakup with mi ..i was like ..huh ?ok ..my mind was tinking that few days later sure he find mi bk ..but he didnt ..so i start to msg n kol him..so i tell him that im goin to wait for him at the old place..he told mi that his at town otw bk ..n i waited for him for nearly 1hour plus ..so when he reach . i try to tok tin out ..im asking why ..he wanna to break ..he told mi that ,we dun click,he very stress too ,much things to think , i ask him wat make him stress but he is speechless .. i dunoe y ..it funny lo ...so he even buy mi cigarettes n put money inside for mi ..i cry siak ..n he even drop his tear ...n he tell that dun tin too much . ..he just too stress ..so i hug him ..but he seem like dun like it .. n i feel so awkward ..first tyme he react this to mi siak ..nvr ever siak .so i took my tin n i go ...after i go ..he call mi alot of tyme but i reject his call n msg ..i even dun bother to reply ...afew day paz..my sister bf sis get marry ...so on that tyme i cal his fren n ask ..where is mingfu ..i ask his fren wat happen to him ...his fren told mi that the mum dun like mi ..so it mean because the mum that y he break ?so i decided after the weddin i went dwn to his place ..i even msg him that i will be waitn for him until he bk hm ..luckily i got my gfs shila to accpy mi ..it rainin sumore ..so cold ar... luckily shila is there for mi ...so wait till morning at 6am ..saw the mum ...the mum ask mi how cum im here ..n u all fight is it ..i told the mum ya we fight ... n i asked the mum ..auntie u dun like mi is it ? n the mum say she nvr say this b4 ... if the mum dun like mi why the mum cook my favourite dish n ask mi cum to eat leh ...so the mum say dun tin anyhow ask mi go bk first ..then i say ok ..so i went bk ...after that i ask shila to kol him ...he pickup ...ask wher he is .he say he otw to camp ?? wer is he wen im been waitin for him ???...i know that in the past whenever we fight or wat he always wait for mi at the old place.. for whole day n else ...but is this revenge bk ??
i dun tin so .. being nearly 2 year i know him well siak ..my family,my frens got eye s to see how he treat mi ..how well is it ..how touching stuff he ever done to mi...so after that i ask him why he nvr cum bk ..i even say to him i cum n mit him at outside his camp ..he said no ..n he say if i dun go bk hm he dun wanna to tok to mi anymore ..so i went bk hm ..i cal him ..ten we tok for awhile ..he told mi he busy..he got tin to do ..so im online n go frenster to c his profile ..im reli fucking sad siak ...wen i saw he have the gut to put he n the girl picture siak ..but why he dun have the gut to tell mi all ..at least he told mi that i will understand..i ever told him before ... if he dun love mi anymore or have sum1 else .tell mi ..dun hide ..i will understand n let him go ....but why he wanna make things so complicated leh ...so i cry like mad women ..n call him up ..i ask him why must u do this to mi ... where all ur promise to mi ..if u cant promise mi then dun ...isnt fuck up ?
so how do you feel if u r in my shoes?n 1 of my gf tell mi she actuli saw mingfu with a gal ...n my gf ask him wer m i ..n mingfu say im at hm ..n my gfs ask baobao know or nt u at outside with gal..n mingfu reply no ..u c?haiz.. that part i start to hate him alot ..i dun understan ..why cant he tell mi the truth ...i being so good to him n becox of him .my gf say i change ... cox i stop party n else because him ,not much gathering with my gf ...becox of wat ,i do this ... becoz im too stupid to belive all his words n really wanna to settle dwn with him ...my aunt n my cousin ..tell mi ..he is not a good guy ,he have no future n else ..b4 we break ..my cousin did told mi this ...he have no future ..if i choose to be with him i will suffer alot...but i nvr tin of this when they say ...cox i know true love sure got suffer ...n i reli love him ...he is my first chinese bf in my life ...n there too much tin that he do to mi ..n make mi feel that is different with malay guy ...after break off... i tell my gfs n family ..i n mingfu break off liao ...all say ..haiya u all awhile oni ..sure get bk ...n i told them this tyme is different ..cox he got a gf liao ....everybody was like ..dun belive it ..i myself also dun belive it ..so day pass ...i being waitin for him ..i heard that 3month later they goin to get married. i was shock ..less then a week we break ,he get attach,now after 3month get marry ..all tin was like so fast lo ..i told myself i cant continue like that ma ..i belive that even u love sumone doesnt mean nid to be with him wat ..as long as u see him xinfu can liao ..this is wat i tin la ... so i continue with my life this n that ...try hard to forget abt him .. if im sumone who easily forget about a person that mean the relationship i took it is not seriously ..all my fren n family got eye to see... how well i treat him ..even i fight with him n else ...what he do ..all my fren got eye to see..
n yesterday cin helpin to msg with his wife..found out alot of tin he lie .... he told the wife that he single on sep ...n we break off on mid oct ..wat this ??? siak ar..why must this kind of tin happen to mi siak ... n the wife thinkin that we r trying to spoil their marraige ..we r not ... that all the fact wat we say to her ... but she keep on say he belive his husband ..n say the fren all got eye to see n else ...so how about my fren ? no eye to c ? ...i reli wanan to tank my fren helpin mi this ...to xplain all to her .. i dun tin i wrong ...all i ask my fren say is a facts..all because of mingfu .i tin til now sure he feel bad...really nid to thanks for leaving mi that tyme...to c wat kind of person is he... belive or not up to you all ...n i know ur gf is all helpin u lot ..n this n that ...n like my gf too ... cox this is call sister luv =)ur frens ? say mi this n that ?about pretty ? fatter? look n size is not important ...important is good heart ...look wont buy u forever .... n im not fat ok ..im chubby ..u know wat is really fat ma ? i mean to ur fren ? wat is fat u know ?? go wear spec ok ..all my mind to tin is ....u oni win mi because of u slim .that all ..=) ... i belive wat cum goes around ...so let c ...n im not against her wife ...i have notin to do with her ... it just that maybe misunderstandin ..easy to say she is ego ,just belive his hubby ..so let it b ...ur hubby n gods oni know everytin ...
pls:: gfs ...stop taggin their box or wat ...ignore oni ..unless ...WE WILL TAG HER AGAIN SOON IF EVIDENCE IS FOUND..so no point kip taggin her ..let it b ...just make it a stop pls...i understand all of u love mi ...i can feel it .. i reli tankfu all be ing there for mi n else ...even i ever like not realy contactin with u gals ...i dun wanna to be naive anymore .... this is my lesson ...i should learn from my mistake ....so about my love life now ...just hope tin go smooth ... im goin to throw all out ...it just that ... i cant take this kind of game siak...i scare ...im sory ...k ...n mayb sum way of my writin ..they dun reli understand ..cant blame ..so let it be ..as long as they r happy ..kip on talking until all happy ..no point toking to sumone that ego ..cant acept the facts!tat all ...merapek punya budak!!
what is past is past.Now i have my love life once again.so hopefully nothin like this happen again.
Monday, January 12, 2009
12 Jan 09, 17:32Mmmm: omg
12 Jan 09, 17:32Mmmm: u tink u change link pp cant find
Now wat!!? What does ur friend(nameless creature) reli wan frm me?
you say i copy ur words [so you people love using nameless identity to tag on my blog right?]LOL. Cant u read the word 'LOL'???This sentence goes back to you as well. Look at my tagboard.Nameless as well...
So keep on taggin k ..say watever u like k ..no one will stop u all =)hehe ..anw im enjoy it alot ..hehe ..happy taggin ..=)attention: GFS ..stop toking abt other k ..let their mouth rot ..hehe ..=) ) ok la.. no brain to tink is it ?OMG!you wan to say i copy ur words.. yes !i put it purposely!!!u dunoe how to read carefully is it ?!!haiyo ... as long u happy k .so u happy now ?haha ...i also happy siak ..i dun understan why u all still so interested with mi siak ..i already change my link n wanna to make a stop but u all still want to have dispute over this?
U said i dont know how to adjust the singapore time,so what?Why is it a issue to u? what makes u think i dont know how to adjust ?u can read my mind?U need my blog to read the time? doesnt your husband buy u a clock at home?
Is it a must to copy my photos with my friends and sister in it?You not only admire me but my friends as well?
I dont think i am as shameless as you for going out with him even though we had not break up.
So how was marina square outing with him?
