erm ....i tin been a week i nvr update my blog liao lo..haiz...nwday everytin change liao lo...fren , relationship,family...all r all hard for mi nw ... but i still must b strong ...tank to all my guy fren ..alway there for mi ..my gf all change ...all so bz with their stuff till forget abt mi ..i love all my gf ...but .haiz...nvm la ...wat to do rite...people change ..in relationship..i feel so darm tired liao ..i dun wanna to in love again ..after breakup with jakpeng ...i feel so hard n tired in love ... i dun wanna to find love again ...let love cum to mi!!!even i know that our love not strong ..but i try to his my everytin ..but it seem tat i nvr being appreciated..bt it true ma ...wan to b 2gether wit mi n go far ..he should pay more attention for mi ma ..haiss..even sumtyme im feel so alone nxt to him ,yet wen im alone i hope he is here ..so i tell myself i fall for sum1 who isnt willin to catch mi !!hmphh!!n remeber if u got faith 2 belive mi ..there is notin to fear....bt ..really dun understan ...wat he really wan from mi from the start ..my love ?or my frenship?sex parnter?tell mi la !!this jakpeng really confuse mi throu wat he say he love mi ...bt he dun seem to care ..y dun we juz b fren more better?!since u dun wanna to change ..i still remember tat he send mi a poem ...its so swit...but nw i read it ..i juz hate guy like to sweet talk with mi ...same to u too ...jakpeng !!u pun sama jugak ....after my chinese bf left mi ...how i wish there there miracle ...but ...i dun tin so ... but a miracle who get to know tis jakpeng ...lol...but even he being so fuckup ...n no brain ..it ok ... but i miss huggin him ...tat true ...!we been stop contact ..but last afew day he msg mi good nyte ...i nvr reply bk ...i dunoe why ...haizz..nowday im not alway in msn liao lo..a few tyme im inside msn ...i saw his pm ...erm ...mayb i tin he find sum1 new liao la ..so ..wat i can say is ..all the best to u jakpeng...hope u can find a happy life in the future ...stop being EGO!!!N jealousy!no one can tahan punya ...tutu!!!im not well sia...fever ar..hate this feelin alot ...nowday i alway having headache sia ..i duoe why sia ...mayb tooo stress bah ... in my life i feel so hard m tired...wen can i have my happiness..i tin im goin to stop here ...i will update soon ...miz u galS!!miz u jakpeng!!tc my all loves....misses n hugg .. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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