last 2 day is national day ..actually in the national day eve ..jakpeng say to mi 2morow we go out ...so it mean celebrate national day together ..so i say ok ..o nationalday morning actually i werking ...selling bee hong ..i start at 6plus in the morning ...finish werk at 1.30pm...so lily called mi ...ask mi goin to east coast or nt ..i say i dunoe ...cox jakpeng not yet call mi ma ..ten lily ask mi to call jakpeng ..but i nvr call ... so i just wait for his call je lo... n ten at 3plus ... i msg jakpeng punya cousin ... i ask wer abg ..she told mi he sleepin ..so i dun disturb ...coz i know he must b tired lo ...at 5plus jakpeg call mi ..say he just wakeup ... i say ok ...i told him im goin out with my gf n the bf..he ask mi to bring helmet along ...cox at nyte he wanna to pick mi up ...ten say ok je .. so after that ..i mit my gf n the bf ... sial la ..they wait for mi 1hour sia ..hehe ..so sorryy ... FAUZI n FIZA...lol..so after that we 3 went to river side to c firework ..so we reach liao ...cinder also cum with the bf ....so jelaous sial...mi alone ..all got bf ..mi dun haf ..haiss.... oh ya ...cinder bf with the fren also ..skali ..got this of his fren ...stare at mi sial ...ten fiza told mi ..oit ..cinder bf fren stare at u sia... he berkenal dg kau kape ?!haha ...i say sial je ...after that the fire work we go raffles place mrt ..skali i fight with 1 matrip sia ...after that sit at raflles place outside ..fauzi saw his fren ...skali his fren wan to get to know mi sia ..i say i dun wan la ... awhila lata i saw my other fren hadi comel ... he say elly kan ...hahaha ..ten he call mi ..he say ajak mi go out taknak ..i laugh ...so after all reach liao we go to bedok n eat lo ... n ten fauzi fren got 12 people like that at there lo ...i just know wan 1 of his fren oni ...man tot....skali jakpeng call ..say go bedok nvr tell ..ten i say sory to him lo ... n ten after that we went to changi ...japaness old skool for adventure ... go in i ,fiza,n shila kena bite sumtin at our feet sial ...pain sia ...after that awhile..we sit dwn at the side ..skali jakpeng call ..he say wan him t send mi bk or nt ...so man tot ...follow n say wan mi to send or nt ...ten jakpeng say kpo sia... ten i shout at man tot ..i say diam la ... n then i tell jakpeng ...anytin lata i msg him ...so after awhile lata ...jakpeng msg again he say he wan to go find his budak2 ..so i say ok ... n ten awhile lata he say budak dun haf ..he ask again wan him to send or nt ..if not he wan to sleep ..so i say ..i say ok ...awhile lata goin to west coast ...so i msg jakpeng the place ... he take mi there ...wen i reach liao i msg him awhile lata he call .he say he reach liao ..so i ask him wan to lepak for awhile or nt ...he say dunwan ..like angry like that ...haizz ...ten i say ok ..so i tell they all i make a move first ...shila sending mi out ..lfiza ask wan her to send at outside ..i say ok lo ...i reach outside liao i go mit jakpeng ...skali he ask tin ar...we start to fight ...we he riding still fight ..i just told him my fren like to joke that all ...he dun like ... haiz...everytin about my fren sure we fight like fight sial ... i dunoe why ar....awhile lata he stop ..he call shila ...n shout at shila sial ...takde cara sial ...macam sial sia!!!!!!!n ten i snatch the phone ..he snatch bk n puch mi sia ... fucker sia!!!!!!!!!he tok merapek la .. ten he hangup liao ..he say naik motor dia ..tak nak jalan dia jalan ..wtf sial....n ten he send mi ...he wan his money bk ..fine ..i pass it to him bk .... i know already ....he say my fren all macam sial ..fine !!!!!as his wish la ...aku malas!!!n ten wen he send stop mi at my hm ....i take my tin ... n i take off my helmet n i throw the helmet n i gooo.....im just so freaking piss with him ...again n again he making mi like that siol ...after that i sit under my blk for awhile ..i cry sia ......awhile lata i went hm ..i get msg from fiza ...she fuck mi upside dwn ...til she say she say dun go out with her anymore ....she my longest fren sia ...bcox of jakpeng sia ...in same tyme i kena like that sia ..i cry sia ..i fucking upset sia.... why sia ...jakpeng my love ones dun understan mi n fiza my bestie dun understan mi ..y bth wan to b like tat to mi ..all put blame on mi ..i do notin sia ..but i kena ..hopeless on myself ..serious ..haisss....jakpeng,dun u find tis a selfish act !have u ever tin of my feeling mah?tis isnt rite..wen u r hapi wif mi ..wen u r not hapi u throw mi ..?!kipin a relation is a commitment 4 life sia ...til wen u wanna to b like tis !from the first day u wif mi ..u own it with a duty ...even im just with u ..u mus pay attention with mi ..it not unhapi u jus throw mi like a ball ...anywer u wan ...!im not animal ...im human being ...even animal also have feeling wen the owner dun wan them anymore ..why must u alway b so cold blooded !y ....haiss..n ten i force myself to sleep ..n i kip on listening to motor sound sia...i force myself to sleep...i even sleep ...my dream also dream tat i n him fight sia ...in dream also still the saem ..y cant b simply for mi ...why ...haissss... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

Music Playlist at MixPod.com