today morning werk morning ...8am o 6pm ..but get pay from 12pm to 6pm ...macam siak ..cant blame la ...ten all the way at hmm ..actuli goin out with my gf ...but sumtyme change ..i so piss off with my gf ar ..xpecially fiza n shila ...got bf cant reli forget abt gf siak ..the tyme dun haf bf ..pun tak macam gini ..i belive people changes ?!!im alway that gd ..no use ..im alway good to people ..i got notin bk in return ..i shld learn to b a bad women ..being good no use ..people like my own bf taking advantage oni ...feeling so fuckup siak ..with some of my gf ,my family n my bf ?!!!no usee ...all no use ?!!!fucking bullshit ?!!!y must im the one alway will be ther for them ..but not them b there for mi ...in this world no1 i cant trust ...trust myself ...only ?!!!my head very pain ar ..stress siak?!!!i just buy drink from below ..today ellysha want to drink ..but drink alone ..tak pasal ar..ellysha shld learn to b independent?!!!i belive i can do it ...wateva fuck it is ..i will fucking fight for my right ?!!!!!all my loves just making mi piss?!!!!!so piss?!!!hate it so much ...i goin to now ?!!!!hate it alot ...xpecially kau ?!!!jakpeng ?!!!!with no brain ..useless being a bf?!!!!!!dun call or msg mi ..pls...dun bother mi ..i wanna to b alone now ...i drink now ..kau nak marah ...gi la marah ...cant b bother anymore ..all tin i do no use ..i get notin in return ...suay ar?!!!!!!!suay !!!!