yesterday wen to marina with myx hubby n shirin ..we go jalan ...i buy a wallet ..ten after all go hm ...reach hm ...erm ..jakpeng kol mi..say mi funny ..n say i say sumtin i nvr do ...haiz ..wateva it is ..i can say is not all people thinking is the same as u jakpeng ?!!!ko paham tak ?!part mana ni ko tak paham eh ?!!haizzz......sleep late ar...no mood ..feeling so fuckup ...recivce a urgent letter from hdb siak?!!they say wanna to take bk my house ...cox we own too much liao ...fuck sial ...so just now i called hdb ..i ask lo ..so they say they wan us to cum dwn ...to settle this tin ..they say we won too much liao ...we own hdb 1o,488..sial?!!so they say is either we sell off this hm n pay them bk or ...rite now pay at list 5000 to save my hm ...feelin so suck sial ..mana sia to find this sum of money ...early2 dunoe how to say ...tyme me goin broke now say like that so fuck up sial ...if sell off this hm where i stay sia ..wer sia ...no place lo...haizz ...how abt my mum ?my brother?my sister at list can sleep at bf house ...haizz ...fuck sial ...why my life cant turn o b better siak ..why must like that sial ...why sial ?!!!!!im reli freaking piss with my lyfe now ....so suck sial ....if i can reli buy a 4d or toto ..i sure pay finish sia....haizzz...why in this world all money ?money ?n money ?!!!!every month nid to pay 540 is not a small sum siak...haizz....why ..why must b like that de....sumtin i juz wondering sial ...everybody around wil more much better then mi ..but mi ...why so like that ...why this world is so unfair de...why siak ....why must i b treated like that ...i juz wanna to b happy tat all ...i dun ask for more also ..why must this kind of tin happen to mi n my family ..sumore my mum nid to operation again on dec ...why my family so much tin happen ...n my daughter also nid to do a small operation ....y sia ?!!!y sia ?!!!i reli cant stand it anymore ...i try to act notin happen ...but my heart feeling so fuckup sial ...why im not rich ..if im rich i already pay all those fuckup debt already ....why ....why lyfe must b this way .....dear god ..why nvr petty my family ma ...i already dun have dad ...my bro ..cant tok ,my sister dunoe wat to say liao ..my mum nid to werk n operation ..i nid to werk ..i even werk part tyme also ..when im off from my job ..still nid to take care my daughter ...n else ...alot of tin siak ....i try hang on ..but now ..still feelin darm suck ..why must all this tin cuming toward my family siak?!!!it unfair lo ...it unfair ....u dun have eyeS to c is it?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck la ...this world all is cold-blooded?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck off !?!!!!!!!!ggrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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