the whole day mi n jakpeng at my hm ...i cook veg,egg,sweet corn soup...mi,jakpeng,shirin n my bro eat ...after all ..naz cal mi up...erm ..i was like ...haha ...ten he told mi he at jb ...he bought for mi bubble gum n dunhill red from jb..i like it so much siak ..haha ..so after that my baby n my bro play at outside lo...n i too sleepy til i fall asleep ...n i wakeup i ask jakpeng to call my baby n my bro cum in ..skali ,my bro lose siak ..alamak ...so went dwn with jakpeng n my baby to find my bro ..we find all ard ...skali ,find him at under my grandmum blk sweepin the floor ..haha ..my bro like to beat us up siak ..so i call my auntie to help mi ..after that my aunite cum dwn ..ten my bro go my grandmum hm ..n we went up to my grandmum hm also ..this is the first tyme jakpeng go my grandmum hm ..jakpeng play with my baby cousin all ..after all went bk hm .. .but i have a fight with jakpeng...becox he wan to bring mi out ..n i actuli wanna to mit naz for rokok n bubble gum ..but ...haiz ...i fight with jakpeng la ..i tin he was angry with mi ..n i hope he was reli angry with mi ..cox i wanna to make him hate mi ..so he can move on n forget abt mi ...that day before he go i tin he reli very angry lo ...but nvm la ..biar la ...n on 21/11/08 actuli naz wanna mi to stay over his place ...but why leh i nvr stay ...i also dun wan to say anytin ..i know myself can liao lo...iwen i heard FINE?!im go ?!i feel sad siak ..cox i like so fuckup siak ..haiz ..he go off he bang my gate siak ..i was like ..haizz ...let it b ...i also nvr msg or kol him ..so after all wen to my grandmum hm ..bring my bro n baby there ...then i go mit naz ..he wait mi at under my nenek blk ..we nvr went to anywer ..we go bk to his house ..we take 963..he give mi bubble gum to eat ..hehe ..in the bus ..we eat oiur bubble gum n we blow ballon ..we got take pic ..i will upload ...reach the place ..actually wanna to buy food but he no money liao ..i just left 3 dollar ..so nvr lo...reach his place ..watch dvd ...out of suddenly hungry siak ..so i say use the last$3 to food ...we buy maggie tomyam ...go bk we cook tomyam egg maggie 2gether ..we took pic also ..hehe ...funny ar...after all went to bed...b4 went to bath he told mi alot of tin again ...n he syg my head till i fall asleep ...n naz say he hate to sleep beside mi ...cox wenever he talk to mi when i sleep i will alway scol him n ask him go away ..hahah ..im sorry naz..hehehe ....tq for ur manje toward mi ...i feel warm ..=)actuli in the morning i nid to go bk...but no money ...so in the afternoon naz mum not yet back ..then naz go refund his elink ..to send mi bk ...in my whole life i nvr ever b4 serious sia ...but at list he find a way to send mi bk ..tq naz...so swit of u ...oh ya b4 i went bk i got a sms from jakpeng ..after i read that i feel sad ..but buat bodoh je ....so after all...he send mi bk liao ...he wanan to werk under my blk siak ...at fair price lol...it funny rite..so he go take the form ..ape nak jadi ni ..but i dunoe la he can get or nt ..so after all went bk ..my sister give mi money to buy food for my baby ..i told her at night i pay her bk ..after eat at my hm ...chill ...lily cal say wanna to cum ..end up nvr turn up...nvm ..talib cum n take rokok ...so go mit talib under my blk ten paz him to rokok lo ..after that bye talib...this n that ...go bk hm ..ten naz go hm ...so all the way same at hm ...naz reach hm ..online with mi ..this n that ...we tok ..we have a small fight ..but everytin settle liao ...sumtin funny is abt a guy who at my msn is my neighbour ...funny rite...the guy who cinder alway use to see him fat my hm ...cox this guy name danish from my msn ...msn mi ...say to mi he saw mi at westmall mos ...he told mi that i with a tall guy ..so siapa lagi kan .naz lo ..he say he wanna to tgk mi but i with guy ..he tot my bf ...so talk talk ...skali he told mi his the guy thaty cinder actuli being talking about ..lol..i was like wat a small world siak ..hahaha ...so i do xchange number ngn dia ..but as a fren je ..cox he my neighbour mah ...ten i ask naz that day we at mos burger there a guy keep looking at mi is it ?cox i dun reli notice ma ..skali he say ya wearin army uniform ..then naz start to b angry ..beocx naz say he dun wan mio to contact ngn dia ..cox later i go for him ..ape je tau ni naz ...arghh ..geram nya aku .....but after all we ok liao ..hahaha....skali jakpeng cal mi up ...he told mi that he dream about mi that why he cal mi ..lol...after all went to sleep at 4plus ...ZZZzzZZZZzzz...

just now wakeup at 7.50am ...first tq to lily,danish ,jakpeng ...tank for waking mi up ...so start werk this n that ...in the noon wen to my daughter skool awhile ..b4 this ... i msn with jakpeng ...he also got view mi at webcam ..he at werk ...he give mi a song ..[Hazrul Nizam - Kaulah Segalanya ] i heard it liaO ....it a nice song ...serious ..very touch ..haiz ...but i dunoe la ..haizz ..after all ...after werk liao ...i went to my grandmum hm with my mum ,my bro n my baby ...anytin will update 2moro again ...i must be strong...=) good nyte ..my loves n gf...