today is christmas eve...so lonely ...so all alone ..=( my first year so bored siak ..for my last christmas if not my wrong im with my gf lily ..celebrate 2gether ...haha ..this is year eve so lame ..so i tin 2moro is christmas also will be the same lame eve day ..i tot i will got sum surpise from whoever ...poke out with cake,chicken n present for mi ...so sad.. i tin no ..i tin too much liao lo...so lonely siak ...all my christmas have been celebratin ..but tis year lame nak mampos ..no present ,no chicken , no cake ...boo!!!!no good ...=( watever it is ...today is so called mi n my x hubby anniversary..for 5 year bah ...but too bad no longer together liao ..actuli tonyte actuli having a celebration at my cousin hm.. but nvr turn up ... like no mood leh ..maybb bcox ..i still havin stomach ache ar..haiz ..my stomach since yesterday still the same ...cinder told mi go c doctor ...go doctor also no use ..i dun eat medicine ...haiz...sian ar...so boring siak ..now is 11.30pm ..another 30min is christmas liao lo ...why dun have snow ar??haha ..lol..wat toking mi siak ..gile ..hehe ..watever it is ..im here to wish all my fren ,my belover gerlfrens,my family ,my no brain n my benci bodoh a happy merry christmas ...geram nya ...i tot at 12 am i will get to c log cake n present ...will the fat men in red cum to my window n pass mi present ..wen all my family member is sleepin ..when i alone later ..will i have all that ?hahs...ellysha !!stop dreaming ..tape dream takya pay pe ..kan ? hahah...merapek nya aku ...boring arrrrr..............sob..sob...