Sunday, January 11, 2009
i bk again ..hehe ..last afew day too much merapek with org merapek liao lo...so im goin to make it a stop ..MERAPEK TAK LAYAN! :) last friday have a small fight with jakpeng ..because sum of his friendly reaction ..n make mi so piss lo .. n maybe it just that im too jealousy ,and i tin is no wrong also ..he my bf ma ..n if im not jealous it mean that i dun take this relationship serious..am i rite? erm ..haha ..im very jealously n sensentive gal la ..so im sorry ..u nid to bear with it lo .. about sum people tin that im merapek or jealous becox of small tin ..then im sorry to say this again ...im a very jealously n sensentive gal ..okay ;) faham2 suda..so pls. n i wont perangai for notin ... if im tink that im right ..i will alway fight for it ..but i dun mind to heard org punya xplain ..sumtyme about small tin i can feel piss off ..but tak kan i piss off for notin kan ..sumtyme u should tin kenapa i will feel piss off or merajuk ..ok ..n here to tell becoz sumtin is not right lo ..faham tak ?!! but watever it is ...hope this relationship real can work out ..n stay happily ...i know that wat we want will not alway wat we get ..so we must be happy for wat we have ..am i rite? hehe ..
yesterday, went to swimming with my baby ,my 2 baby cousin ,my bro,my sister,my lily n shila ..we enjoy lot also ..bring food there also ..oh ya ..now my chin blueblack siak ..cox at swimmin pool playin with my baby cousin ..her head is like stonecold sia ..haha ...knock at my chin la ...now pain sia ...kecian myself ..after all went bk hm ..rest then sleep ...wake up at nyte ..go buy makan with jakpeng ,lily,shila,n my baby ..jakpeng is on house yesterday ..haha ...tq alot ...taobao liao ten go bk mamam lo ...finish the food then we watch movie thru internet ...but biasa i first 1 fall asleep ..ZZzzzZZZ
today mornin..im werkin ..but late for 30 min ..haha..this n that go buy makan ...ten in the afternoon went to sheng siong to buy sum stuff for dinner later ...so went bk hm liao ..get really for the food ..awhile later im goin to cook ..nasi goreng n fried wanton n baby kai lan ..hehe ..
oh ya just now just now i read jakpeng bloggin ...
jakpeng wrote :
Recently, Nana and Becky did asked me out for a simple dinner. I did reject their proposal.. it's unfair for Elly coz we already back together. I have to stay firm and not to let Elly down no more.. i juz wanna show her that i really changed for sure.. aku tahu Elly nye org yang tak leh kene gurau.. but i have to bear with her perangai. Coz i do love her alot.. im sure that soon or later i will get used to her..
elly say :tq for saying that is unfair for mi cox we r bk again ..but seriously ,if u tell mi the truth i dun mind to let you go to have the dinner ..im ok with it ..BUT pls.. u know ur limit that all ;)
about perangai ? tak leh kene gurar? not all okay!!! it just that sumtime u nvr use ur brain to tin hao ma ?!!! argghh ..u wan mi to call u no brain is it ?!!hahs!kidin la ..ade otak leh pikir pe ..pls bear with my perangai ? cox love mi ? erm ..tq ...but macam make mi feel merapek abit hor ..get use? erm ..haizzz...
jakpeng wrote:i noe Naz is better off than me... who knows well how to treat her.. but this is Jakpeng.. im not used to be so Gentleman like him... but no matter how.. i will learn to be like him, a gentleman. ya. =) To be in a relationship.. there will be lots of commitment..Elly, i do undstd that u still like him.. but u ald chose me to be ur soulmate. I hope u can play ur part and get over him and concentrate on us.. Ya, i noe it takes time for a particular person who used to have a gr8 feelings towards him/her. Guess i have to be patient. im sure the feelings will slowly fade..
elly say:better off then naz? i have no koment abt this . not use to b gentleman like him ? wtf ..why should u say this leh ?haizz...commitment? i know la ..i got brain to think okay. abt choosing u ? cox i love u CB!abt i still like him ?i nvr try to tin abt it after we r bk ..but sumtyme i tin i do or i reaction may make u feel that way then im so sorry ..everytin take tyme la .. play my part n get over him ? yes i do wat ...u blind to see is it ? or it just because of picture? or wat ? haiz...nvm ten ..up to u la ..n i got concentrate ok ..wat i can say everytin take tyme ..im so sorry if im making u patient ..=)
watever it is ..i hope that tin really go smooth ...that wat i ask for ...plsss...
