oh yesterday werking nyte shift ...very busy ar today ...hehe ..in the evenin tyme went to my granny hm ..eat dinner ther ... then went bk alone ...yesterday jakpeng got class ...so all alone at hm ... at around 10plus my mum came bk ..n awhile later jakpeng also came bk liao ..so after he eat n help mi sum of my werk ten he went to sleep ..boo..!! b4 sleep nvr kizz mi wor ..i spot for few tyme liao lo ..hah .sori ar.. im the one who love my bf to kiss mi at my forehead before he sleep or i sleep ...not much kiss now for we bth ..merapek nya ..this kind of tin also wan to share ...lol..now goin to 6am liao lo ...2 more hour finish werk ...ten send my daughter to skool ..ten can sleep ..haiz ..so tired wor ...argghh....aku tak tahu ar... asal ade rasa sumtin yg tak kena LEH ...ape eh ...i mean abt our relationship ...one tin i know that jakpeng reli spent most of the money on mi ... but this is not i reli wan ...i wan more pamper..dunoe why leh ... his still not as swit as b4 liao lo ..entah la ...mayb like wat he say he will becum that bcox im too cold toward him ...but i say already im still the same ...but it just that im now more abit perangi n marah je ...haizz...haiz ..i also dunoe how to xplain lo ...say n say no use ... got eye to c ... got brain to tin rite ...ape nak jadi ...jadi je la ..=) You CaN ThInK thE WaY U WaNt.. But I KnoW MySeLf BeTtEr..!!! Im A TyPe Of gAl daT caN Be So HuRt.. BuT CaN StiLL LoOk At U AnD SmILe.." may not be PERFECT but I'm always M.. I may not be PRETTY but I still LOVE MYSELF!.. Do ACCEPT me for WHAT I AM..

hope tomorow will b a better day ...
gfs ...missing u all mani2 ;) “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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