Sunday, February 15, 2009
14/02/09
yesterday evening tyme i was shitin ...!!skali ..sumone knock at the door siak ... so i open la ... kimak .. skali jakpeng carry with a bouquet of flowers...sumore can smile with mi n say for u .. so i close bk the door again ... sumore i ngh half naked siak ..!he say to open i say wait .. so after shit liao ten wen in to my room ... wow .. i saw new helmet leh .. very cute siak ...i like it =) but the flower i like it more .. hahaa ... pink colour roses ... ahhaa ...my favourite colour sumore .. he told mi that ...all this tin he plan to give mi a suprise .... i was like siak ar... im the one actuli wanna to plan sumtin like im lose on valentine ... skali he plan sumtin like that also wor... diao ..n i was happy to tears.. after this we bath n else went to sakae sushi at west mall ... we q up for awhile n got sit ... this is the first tyme i n jakpeng went to this kind of place to eat for this 1 year plus we know...nwe take sum picture also ... n this is my treat also ... after this he send mi to shila place ...n he go n mitup with his fren for sum mitin ... so lepak with shila this n that ... skali msg with lily ... liliy told mi that yasin nvr turn up to the mitin .. n i tell shila about it ... i also very suprise siak ... yasin nvr go wor ... i n shila was talking mayb he change n else or wat ... then i say to shila jakpeng pun bukan nak buat macam yasin gitu ... so shila say that not reli important knp eh ...then i was tinkin lo... n i msg to jakpeng .. i say la ..so good eh yasin teman lily kat rumah je ...ten we start fight abit . n i tell him i go bk myself ... no nid to pick mi up ... n then he can sumore say ok .. i tin he know that i merajuk ..n yet he reach under my blk he msg mi n tell my mum to open the door .. i was so angry siak ... im was angry about this ... seem he know that i was merajuk knp bkn nak ambik mi kat rumah shila n yet he went bk to my place first ..n abt the yasin nvr turn up i was wondering oni ma ... haiz ... so this n that .. so he call mi i know i do reject n hangup his call tgn marah2 .. bcox that he nvr pick mi up!!! he went bk to my place... that y i mara2 ....so he call again n say he otw now can n piick mi up.. so i actuli ok liao .. no marah liao ...sila also got c i smile siak ...skali he call mi up n say he accident ..i was shock siak .. all bcox of mi he accident ... i was so scare n wori liao siak ... so i ask wer is he .. i wanna to go n pick him up .. i was so disappointed he ask mi to go bk .. n call his budak2 came dwn ...im his gf siak .. i tot that wen sum1 in pain ...they reli nid their love one to be there first ... so i hangup the call ..i reli feel sad siak... why he say that to mi ... so i call again n he die2 dun wan to tell wer is he ...n he msg n say to mi go sumbong jalan je .. wat siak .. wen just now i told him that shila wan to go mit ayim n im goin jalan alone siak .. he can told mi go oni...wat siak ... mana aku tak mara siak ... i saying like that is wanna him to pay attention siak ...he still cant get it ... im too scare liao .. i took cab n go around taman jurong siak to find him ... wen reach ther i ask the taxi driver to stop i went dwn to look for awhile ..but dun have ... n at last jakpeng pick up the call liao... n he say he at his fren place now ... i was like wat siak ..n i say i wanna to pick him up. he mati2 dun let siak .. i already wori nak mampos ... n he dun even give mi a chance to c him ...i was like org gile siak cry so loud at the cab n at the bustop ... i just cant stop crying .. wat i know i just wanna to find him n c him that all .. i even shout at lily n shila ... im here to say sorry .. n iknow that kalau krg is in my shoe .. u all know how it feel.... n i reach bb liao ... sitin at the bustop ..keep on callin n msg him ... but he dun wanna to reply any call or msg ... siak ar.. im reli worri siak .. if not why should i do that way ... n i even call up his fren n his cousin to ask to find for mi wer is he ... n last i dun care liao ..i took cab to clementi to find ... after findin a few blk.... at the opposite i saw ambulance n fire bike.. i was so scare siak .. i even run n follow their way to c... n praying taht i hope is not jakpeng.... i was crying n runnin siak .....luckily at last i saw it not him .....so i still go find .... clementi reli very ulu siak ... im so sad siak .. but i still nvr give up ...that list i try to find ...im all alone walking for 3 hours there being findin his motor n msging him that im still looking for him ... but still no reply .... n at last i walk to the clementi xpress way... n feeling so tired ... like wanna to faint like that siak .. so i took cab bk ... i reach 7plus ..reach liao walking bk i was thiking so much tin ... sumtin like he waitin for mi at here or trhere ...just feel sometin lose .. n i was sitin at my bed ... n i fall asleep ....skali sumone like calling mi ... i wake up i saw jakpeng ... i was like ...im so happy ... n i go open the door for him ..skali he hugg mi n kiss mi ... he hugg mi very tigh ... n i ask mana sakit ... he say tak sakit ... i went in the room .. n they tell mi that ..actually he did not have any accident ... i was like .. fuck siak ... serious ar....he seem to be so cold blooded siak .. can c mi cry like org gile n let me all alone go n find him .. dun he feel worry ?? haiz ... n i tell nvm .. it ok... i dunoe ar... after a fuck we r ok liao .. but ... sumhow my heart still got that sumtin ... but ... haiz .. i dunoe la ...for whole day i kena like stupid gal .... i hatre valentine day!!!! i hate it so much ... bad valentine day i have .... i hate it ... actuli wen he told mi that actuli he lie .. i actuli wanna to break up with him liao ...but it just too hard for mi to say that words ... bcox i syg him ..seriously wat a valentine day for mi ...haizz...my heart still pain2 .. Briuses my heal but scares are never forgotten..
yesterday evening tyme i was shitin ...!!skali ..sumone knock at the door siak ... so i open la ... kimak .. skali jakpeng carry with a bouquet of flowers...sumore can smile with mi n say for u .. so i close bk the door again ... sumore i ngh half naked siak ..!he say to open i say wait .. so after shit liao ten wen in to my room ... wow .. i saw new helmet leh .. very cute siak ...i like it =) but the flower i like it more .. hahaa ... pink colour roses ... ahhaa ...my favourite colour sumore .. he told mi that ...all this tin he plan to give mi a suprise .... i was like siak ar... im the one actuli wanna to plan sumtin like im lose on valentine ... skali he plan sumtin like that also wor... diao ..n i was happy to tears.. after this we bath n else went to sakae sushi at west mall ... we q up for awhile n got sit ... this is the first tyme i n jakpeng went to this kind of place to eat for this 1 year plus we know...nwe take sum picture also ... n this is my treat also ... after this he send mi to shila place ...n he go n mitup with his fren for sum mitin ... so lepak with shila this n that ... skali msg with lily ... liliy told mi that yasin nvr turn up to the mitin .. n i tell shila about it ... i also very suprise siak ... yasin nvr go wor ... i n shila was talking mayb he change n else or wat ... then i say to shila jakpeng pun bukan nak buat macam yasin gitu ... so shila say that not reli important knp eh ...then i was tinkin lo... n i msg to jakpeng .. i say la ..so good eh yasin teman lily kat rumah je ...ten we start fight abit . n i tell him i go bk myself ... no nid to pick mi up ... n then he can sumore say ok .. i tin he know that i merajuk ..n yet he reach under my blk he msg mi n tell my mum to open the door .. i was so angry siak ... im was angry about this ... seem he know that i was merajuk knp bkn nak ambik mi kat rumah shila n yet he went bk to my place first ..n abt the yasin nvr turn up i was wondering oni ma ... haiz ... so this n that .. so he call mi i know i do reject n hangup his call tgn marah2 .. bcox that he nvr pick mi up!!! he went bk to my place... that y i mara2 ....so he call again n say he otw now can n piick mi up.. so i actuli ok liao .. no marah liao ...sila also got c i smile siak ...skali he call mi up n say he accident ..i was shock siak .. all bcox of mi he accident ... i was so scare n wori liao siak ... so i ask wer is he .. i wanna to go n pick him up .. i was so disappointed he ask mi to go bk .. n call his budak2 came dwn ...im his gf siak .. i tot that wen sum1 in pain ...they reli nid their love one to be there first ... so i hangup the call ..i reli feel sad siak... why he say that to mi ... so i call again n he die2 dun wan to tell wer is he ...n he msg n say to mi go sumbong jalan je .. wat siak .. wen just now i told him that shila wan to go mit ayim n im goin jalan alone siak .. he can told mi go oni...wat siak ... mana aku tak mara siak ... i saying like that is wanna him to pay attention siak ...he still cant get it ... im too scare liao .. i took cab n go around taman jurong siak to find him ... wen reach ther i ask the taxi driver to stop i went dwn to look for awhile ..but dun have ... n at last jakpeng pick up the call liao... n he say he at his fren place now ... i was like wat siak ..n i say i wanna to pick him up. he mati2 dun let siak .. i already wori nak mampos ... n he dun even give mi a chance to c him ...i was like org gile siak cry so loud at the cab n at the bustop ... i just cant stop crying .. wat i know i just wanna to find him n c him that all .. i even shout at lily n shila ... im here to say sorry .. n iknow that kalau krg is in my shoe .. u all know how it feel.... n i reach bb liao ... sitin at the bustop ..keep on callin n msg him ... but he dun wanna to reply any call or msg ... siak ar.. im reli worri siak .. if not why should i do that way ... n i even call up his fren n his cousin to ask to find for mi wer is he ... n last i dun care liao ..i took cab to clementi to find ... after findin a few blk.... at the opposite i saw ambulance n fire bike.. i was so scare siak .. i even run n follow their way to c... n praying taht i hope is not jakpeng.... i was crying n runnin siak .....luckily at last i saw it not him .....so i still go find .... clementi reli very ulu siak ... im so sad siak .. but i still nvr give up ...that list i try to find ...im all alone walking for 3 hours there being findin his motor n msging him that im still looking for him ... but still no reply .... n at last i walk to the clementi xpress way... n feeling so tired ... like wanna to faint like that siak .. so i took cab bk ... i reach 7plus ..reach liao walking bk i was thiking so much tin ... sumtin like he waitin for mi at here or trhere ...just feel sometin lose .. n i was sitin at my bed ... n i fall asleep ....skali sumone like calling mi ... i wake up i saw jakpeng ... i was like ...im so happy ... n i go open the door for him ..skali he hugg mi n kiss mi ... he hugg mi very tigh ... n i ask mana sakit ... he say tak sakit ... i went in the room .. n they tell mi that ..actually he did not have any accident ... i was like .. fuck siak ... serious ar....he seem to be so cold blooded siak .. can c mi cry like org gile n let me all alone go n find him .. dun he feel worry ?? haiz ... n i tell nvm .. it ok... i dunoe ar... after a fuck we r ok liao .. but ... sumhow my heart still got that sumtin ... but ... haiz .. i dunoe la ...for whole day i kena like stupid gal .... i hatre valentine day!!!! i hate it so much ... bad valentine day i have .... i hate it ... actuli wen he told mi that actuli he lie .. i actuli wanna to break up with him liao ...but it just too hard for mi to say that words ... bcox i syg him ..seriously wat a valentine day for mi ...haizz...my heart still pain2 .. Briuses my heal but scares are never forgotten..
n moral of this story he say to mi is ..he teaching mi a lesson ..
n reli tank alot =) i did relize i tin i reli nid him or myb i scare being lonely again ..
yes i here to say i love you jakpeng n even hate u more!!!!arrgghhhhhh!!!!!
oh ya ... one more tin ... i dun nid to use the old helmet yg takde visor anymore ... my face wont kena dust anymore .. dun jealous eh .. kalau my helmet is so cute like mi ..hahaha ..
