Sunday, February 1, 2009
30/01/09
werking from nyte shift from 6pm to 8am ...at around 8plus ..shila went to my place chill ...at around 12plus we listening to the ria 89.7 ..toking abt the ghost stories ..haha ... actuli i dun reli like to hear that ..cox im scary cat ..lol...listen til 2plus i tin ...then im still werking ma ... then they fall asleep wor ....part ni ar... macam siak ar..hahss!!!just now we already listening to the ghost stories... skali at 3plus or 4 like that .. i feel like sumtin wrong siak ... feel like sumone is looking at mi thru my window ... i was like thinkin ..should i turn or nt .. skali i turn ...siak ar... is ayim la ... scare mi siak ... bukan nak call my name tau .. arrgghh ... sumore shila also nvr mention that ayim cumin ... so after she went bk ... i do my werk ... finish werk ten sleeppp....
31/1/09
yesterday werking from 6pm to 12am ...last min got plan went out with jakpeng n the fren for movie ... we watch underworld ... went there by bike ..skali ..they take lorry la ..lan n helmi driving lorry ..so we park at vivo n join helmi side ...just got mi ,jakpeng,helmi,fala n badak ...i sit infront with fala..jakpeng n badak sit behind..for mi she pretty n sexy wor ..hahaa ...we reach there at 12plus to 1am ..bought the ticket liao ...but the show start at 2am ..so all went dwn to makan first ...oh ya ...after eat n smoke ...went up again ..ten go n collect our popo corn n drink ..this n that ... go in to the cinema ...i sit beside ... wat i know is eh ..this jakpeng ..just know how to eat n eat oni siak ... not romantic at all siak ..eat n eat n eat ..macam ape siak ...haiz....tot he will be so swit ...after he finish eatin ...i tin he wait for around 3omin ten start to ask mi to sit closer with him wor...my heart was thinkin .. ni macam ?i see the other fren pun close2 with the gf siak ...watever la ..no koment liao la ...anw the show very nice .. i like th vampire king daughter ..she very real la ..sumore i find her very pretty n sexy wor ...haha ...after this finsih the show liao ...so all go to the park lorry area ...skali BAD newS!kena FINE la ...2 lorry kena lo..i tin so la ...but the paper nvr write the price wor... so dunoe la ...after this ..skali they all plan to go adventure ar... so people from lan lorry cum to helmi lorry ...all the couple all with their bf ... but mi infront with fala n helmi ..hahs... i tin abit funny also .. but nvm .since he nvr ask mi to sit wit him behind mah ...so why should i care so much ..rite? actuli wen im at infront ..i feel bored siak ... ya ..i got tok to fala ..but she talking with helmi all the way ma ...feel like ape siak ..haiz..nvm ..i just diam all the way siak... lol...so after the ulu place ... they sent us to vivo bk n take his motor ..jakpeng went dwn liao ..eh ...he call mi out la ...i ask him follow them or nt to coffee shop .... he say dunoe ... ten ape lagi ..went dwn la ...this n that ... he can ask mi knp ... i was like .wow...part ni la ..ask mi dwn ... i also can sit at helmi lorry wat ..mit there also can ma .. this is wat i tin la ...reach there already ... all makan lo... but i was so full liao ar... dunoe why ...full nak mampos ..so i just orcer drink je ..eh ... suprise la ..jakpeng tak makan .. lol..even helmi also say so ....=) lepak awhile ..ten went bk ....reach hm ... wash face n change up ten sleep ....
oh ya even thou today went out should b happy ... but i dun feel that im happy ...but mitin the fren gfs ...of cox im happy ...nowday the feeling is more n more different ..maybe like wat he ever told mi ... cox i treat him that way ..[cikit2 nak marah dia n cikit nak perangai ]that why everytin change ...sumtyme i just feel asal eh ..why eh ... if he will still thinkin this way ...why from the start he can stand n now cant ..he say he wan mi the last tyme..then he will love mi 100%...n after i say sumtin ..he say he kiddin oni ...haizz...i reli dunoe how to say la ..maybe ya lo ..aku ni macam2 la ...cikit2 ni cikit tu ..so i tin buat bodoh je ... ya people say in love we should acept wat they r n how they behavior..tapi .. i dunoe why i cant acept his way la ...dun feel so swit la ....sumtyme i just like feel tin is cuming bk by abit2 liao ...or maybe i tin im too much liao ...dunoe la ..sumtyme his words wont make mi feel condifent against our relationship ... i also dunoe ..how to say ...my head also dunoe how to tin liao ..so let it be ... maybe like wat he say to be ... let c we bth can sabar til wen ... my heart feel like crying siak ..tapi ... wat for right ..make myself feel fuckup oni ... i dun wanna to get emotional ar... im wan to b happy ..so let it be ...
mayb im sumeone who so hard to get sumone who understand mi...or mayb like wat my gfs told mi ..i n him bth hot temper punya org ...so is abit hard ... say many no use liao ...tyme pass will tyme how is goes ....
1/2/09
yesterday sleep at 5 am like that ...wake up at 11plus wor...haiz ..dunoe why la ..cant sleep bk again ...like fuck siak ..sumore later im werking from 6pm to 8am ...sure very tired de lo ...argghh...just now piss of abit ... arrggghhh .. sumtin i just hate people .wen i say dun ... n they still wan it ...arrggghhh.... tot of sleeping bk again ..tapi my sister told mi the small kid is so hungry ... so i hint him ..tapi ...he say irritating ..cox he sleepin or wat ..i dunoe la ...oh ya i know that this word i like to say on him ...so now i kena bk ...tapi it not this tyme ...ok!!!i was like ..so angry lo ..the small kid hungry wat ...nvm la ... so i ask my sis to borow mi 10dollar ...so went dwn n buy tin to cook for them ....so buy liao ...this n that ten relax ... surf net for awhile ...ANW tq for the song again ...this tyme is malam vision ..lol...merapek ar ni budak ..haha ...so now write i blog lo ... i tin got to go liao ...haha .. i dunoe wat goin happen later ... lol... sian ar no money so hard ... still got 1 more week plus then get paid!!!!faster laaaa!!!like wat i say using own money will freee much more different ....hope after get my pay .. i cant use til nxt month pay ...not to susah kan org ,even people helpin mi in a class...=)
gfs missing u all ...misses n hugg ...muack ..
werking from nyte shift from 6pm to 8am ...at around 8plus ..shila went to my place chill ...at around 12plus we listening to the ria 89.7 ..toking abt the ghost stories ..haha ... actuli i dun reli like to hear that ..cox im scary cat ..lol...listen til 2plus i tin ...then im still werking ma ... then they fall asleep wor ....part ni ar... macam siak ar..hahss!!!just now we already listening to the ghost stories... skali at 3plus or 4 like that .. i feel like sumtin wrong siak ... feel like sumone is looking at mi thru my window ... i was like thinkin ..should i turn or nt .. skali i turn ...siak ar... is ayim la ... scare mi siak ... bukan nak call my name tau .. arrgghh ... sumore shila also nvr mention that ayim cumin ... so after she went bk ... i do my werk ... finish werk ten sleeppp....
31/1/09
yesterday werking from 6pm to 12am ...last min got plan went out with jakpeng n the fren for movie ... we watch underworld ... went there by bike ..skali ..they take lorry la ..lan n helmi driving lorry ..so we park at vivo n join helmi side ...just got mi ,jakpeng,helmi,fala n badak ...i sit infront with fala..jakpeng n badak sit behind..for mi she pretty n sexy wor ..hahaa ...we reach there at 12plus to 1am ..bought the ticket liao ...but the show start at 2am ..so all went dwn to makan first ...oh ya ...after eat n smoke ...went up again ..ten go n collect our popo corn n drink ..this n that ... go in to the cinema ...i sit beside ... wat i know is eh ..this jakpeng ..just know how to eat n eat oni siak ... not romantic at all siak ..eat n eat n eat ..macam ape siak ...haiz....tot he will be so swit ...after he finish eatin ...i tin he wait for around 3omin ten start to ask mi to sit closer with him wor...my heart was thinkin .. ni macam ?i see the other fren pun close2 with the gf siak ...watever la ..no koment liao la ...anw the show very nice .. i like th vampire king daughter ..she very real la ..sumore i find her very pretty n sexy wor ...haha ...after this finsih the show liao ...so all go to the park lorry area ...skali BAD newS!kena FINE la ...2 lorry kena lo..i tin so la ...but the paper nvr write the price wor... so dunoe la ...after this ..skali they all plan to go adventure ar... so people from lan lorry cum to helmi lorry ...all the couple all with their bf ... but mi infront with fala n helmi ..hahs... i tin abit funny also .. but nvm .since he nvr ask mi to sit wit him behind mah ...so why should i care so much ..rite? actuli wen im at infront ..i feel bored siak ... ya ..i got tok to fala ..but she talking with helmi all the way ma ...feel like ape siak ..haiz..nvm ..i just diam all the way siak... lol...so after the ulu place ... they sent us to vivo bk n take his motor ..jakpeng went dwn liao ..eh ...he call mi out la ...i ask him follow them or nt to coffee shop .... he say dunoe ... ten ape lagi ..went dwn la ...this n that ... he can ask mi knp ... i was like .wow...part ni la ..ask mi dwn ... i also can sit at helmi lorry wat ..mit there also can ma .. this is wat i tin la ...reach there already ... all makan lo... but i was so full liao ar... dunoe why ...full nak mampos ..so i just orcer drink je ..eh ... suprise la ..jakpeng tak makan .. lol..even helmi also say so ....=) lepak awhile ..ten went bk ....reach hm ... wash face n change up ten sleep ....
oh ya even thou today went out should b happy ... but i dun feel that im happy ...but mitin the fren gfs ...of cox im happy ...nowday the feeling is more n more different ..maybe like wat he ever told mi ... cox i treat him that way ..[cikit2 nak marah dia n cikit nak perangai ]that why everytin change ...sumtyme i just feel asal eh ..why eh ... if he will still thinkin this way ...why from the start he can stand n now cant ..he say he wan mi the last tyme..then he will love mi 100%...n after i say sumtin ..he say he kiddin oni ...haizz...i reli dunoe how to say la ..maybe ya lo ..aku ni macam2 la ...cikit2 ni cikit tu ..so i tin buat bodoh je ... ya people say in love we should acept wat they r n how they behavior..tapi .. i dunoe why i cant acept his way la ...dun feel so swit la ....sumtyme i just like feel tin is cuming bk by abit2 liao ...or maybe i tin im too much liao ...dunoe la ..sumtyme his words wont make mi feel condifent against our relationship ... i also dunoe ..how to say ...my head also dunoe how to tin liao ..so let it be ... maybe like wat he say to be ... let c we bth can sabar til wen ... my heart feel like crying siak ..tapi ... wat for right ..make myself feel fuckup oni ... i dun wanna to get emotional ar... im wan to b happy ..so let it be ...
mayb im sumeone who so hard to get sumone who understand mi...or mayb like wat my gfs told mi ..i n him bth hot temper punya org ...so is abit hard ... say many no use liao ...tyme pass will tyme how is goes ....
1/2/09
yesterday sleep at 5 am like that ...wake up at 11plus wor...haiz ..dunoe why la ..cant sleep bk again ...like fuck siak ..sumore later im werking from 6pm to 8am ...sure very tired de lo ...argghh...just now piss of abit ... arrggghhh .. sumtin i just hate people .wen i say dun ... n they still wan it ...arrggghhh.... tot of sleeping bk again ..tapi my sister told mi the small kid is so hungry ... so i hint him ..tapi ...he say irritating ..cox he sleepin or wat ..i dunoe la ...oh ya i know that this word i like to say on him ...so now i kena bk ...tapi it not this tyme ...ok!!!i was like ..so angry lo ..the small kid hungry wat ...nvm la ... so i ask my sis to borow mi 10dollar ...so went dwn n buy tin to cook for them ....so buy liao ...this n that ten relax ... surf net for awhile ...ANW tq for the song again ...this tyme is malam vision ..lol...merapek ar ni budak ..haha ...so now write i blog lo ... i tin got to go liao ...haha .. i dunoe wat goin happen later ... lol... sian ar no money so hard ... still got 1 more week plus then get paid!!!!faster laaaa!!!like wat i say using own money will freee much more different ....hope after get my pay .. i cant use til nxt month pay ...not to susah kan org ,even people helpin mi in a class...=)
gfs missing u all ...misses n hugg ...muack ..
