19april

yesterday ,went to makan with jakpeng in the late evening ...we go eat prata bomb ...
n yesterday open house for the sin tua at my hm ... yesterday so hot like hell ... cant sleep ..eye pain n very hot lo ... is fucking hot lo ... i also dunoe la .. what goin happen to my house ... more n more tin ... haiz ... reli feel like to have own house ... but how leh .... staying with people who dunoe how to compromised very worse lo ... day past feeling so piss off with tin ... i being trying so hard for the house ... but see like sum people like dun care like that ... bill n bill bill ... sian siak .. i reli dunoe siak wat to do siak ... life just hard for mi .. some more i werk til end of this month nia.. im so worry ..im reli so worry for everytin .. for the house rent n else ... why must be so hard for mi leh ... wat should i do ... i really feel like crying siak ... but i still trying to stand strong ... i reli pity my mum .. if not i will just find a place n move away ... eveytin is money .. money .. i dun mind to werk hard at outside .. but my daughter who wanna to take care ..this is wat i worry also ... i know i cant blame cox that is my daughter ... life is just suck now for mi ..why i seem that people just like fuck care ... but yet i care so much leh ?why ?? im so sick clean up the whole house again n again !!!1 im reli so tired .... why cant i just like other .... werk oni ... no nid to tin this n that ... so suck lo... alway like that one lo .... i now so wori again my electric scare kena cut again .... haiz ... n i also know that jakpeng being helpin mi alot this n that ... watever sumtin happen he will help mi up ...tq alot bby !!
im really feel like moving out!!!!!! cant i pity my mum ..how ????haizzzzzz
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n one more tin is .. i feel sad abt my fren KHAI.. over heard that he admitted to hospital for serious condition... i belive that god got eye to c.. he's a nice ,good,cheerful,caring, friendly guy ..hopefully he can recover soon ... let pray for him ...all the best...god bless u .. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

im werking now ... today i werk from 12pm to 1am ... still got many hours to go wor .. haha ... anyway later nyte .i n jakpeng goin to have our prata bomb!!yesss ..waitin .....=) “TheOnlyEllysha.”

16april

went to changi to play kite ..tapi tak jadi play kite ... cox abit raining...so when bk to abg boi place ..so play monopoly ..hehe ... im the winner ... i win the adek n ang money all .. haha ...we play for 4 hours ... haha ..chill at the hm ..all their cats becum so big n action already ..hmph ..so at night went bk hm ... i enjoy my day .. so happy .. haha ....


17april

in the afternoon mum wake mi up say wana to makan at her werk place ..so went there with jing hao,my sis,my mum n my bby .. this n that sebd my sis to werk .. then went bk hm ..skali sumtin bad happen ... my house electri kena cut ... fuck siak ... so went dwn to settle the tin ... n pay 250 to connect bk the electric ...haixx... sian lo .. after that went to movie ... skali tin happen ... family problem ...kena to police station ... hopin everytin will b fine ... “TheOnlyEllysha.”

“TheOnlyEllysha.”

notin much to post...first tin i tin i should really tq to my BF for bought mi the camera ..love it .. hehe ..i bring to anywer i go haha .... lalalaa...TQ baby! hmm...an hour later im finish werk soon ....n later in the morning im goin to do my ic ...yes..yes .. like very happy like that wor ..can ? hahha ...

good nyte my frenss=)
muacckkk “TheOnlyEllysha.”

6april09


from my mum ,bro n sis..
“TheOnlyEllysha.”

yesterday nyte ..went out with jakpeng...but we fight .. cox ..after i bath i saw he sleepin ..i wake him for 2tyme .. the 2 tyme then he wake up ... so this n that ..he start abit like attitude .. like my wrong like that lo ... wanna to go also he say wat ... ape siak ..then he go dwn without waitin for mi ... i go dwn i ask why cant wait siak .. then he say wanna to clean motor .. i was like siak ar.. we can walk dwn togther or wat mah ... sum more can give mi a black face .. this n that then i tell him with his face like that dun nid to go out la .. so i put his tin i go bk hm ..skali he throw his helmet n kick .. n scold mi again ...[KAU MACAM SIAL LA ] baik kan?? he alway use this kind of word to scold mi if he angry ... i just continue walk bk hm ... skali he ask for my helmet he say he wanna to go out .. so i paz to him n walk bk hm ... i actuli abit scare that he wanna to throw my helmet also ... luckily dun haf ... so i at hm liao ... ten skali he cum up also... u know what he do ma... he took all his cloth ... so i took my bag n walk out of my hm .. n sit at my grandmum blk ... to relax myself ... this n that he call ...pujok mi .. so he cum to mit mi ..actuli i dun wanna to pick up his calls ... aku malas la ... cox he alway like that .. nvr change still the same ...im so tired ... tired of being with him .. tapi .. he cum this n that .. i tin no point i still angry n tin so much ..cox in the end still with him ..entah la .. i can tahan this til when ... i nvr kenal a guy who say my attitude like fuck b4 siak .. nvr ever la ... he only the one alway say aku yang macam sial .... but we manage to slove it ... so same lo ..buat bodoh je ... tin too also make heart pain ... so after that go bk take tin ... then we went to chevon to play bowling ... skali nid to wait for 1 hour.. so we decided to buy pool .... omg .... we bth alway TAIKO siak...haha ... my first bf that so lousy playing pool siak ...haha!!so after 1 round pool .. we start to play bowling ... it fun la ... after bowling went to chalet ...buy food there n lepak .. enjoy the night 2gether ... slip....

wakeup at 12plus in the afternoon ....so bath n else ... wanna to went bk ..skali rainin ... this n that we lepak n buy sum snack to eat ....i tin 1 hour plus ..then the rain stop siak ..so went bk hm ... this is that ... skali in the evening tyme he ajak mi go cake shop ask mi to choose cake ... tomoro he wanna to cut cake for mi .. i choose a very cute cake ... actually wanna to msg my wonders .. but i tin no nid la .. if they got heart n otak ..sure they will plan for mi sumtin also ma ...so nvm la ... reli wish that they will celecbrating for mi... but.. i tin this wont happen ...haiz ... watever it is i just wish that i will be happy for my this year birthday ..oh ya ... i cant wait siak ... to c my present tomoro from jakpeng .. hehehe ... lalalalaaaa ....

n ya.. i lose jakpeng phone last saturday ... sad siak ..im sorry..

i want many presents leh ...!!! can?? hahahhaa

misses n hugg
wonders!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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im bk ! first i wana to say few days later is my bday .. on this 7april... my wish is all my gf will cum n celebrate with mi .. but i know this wont happen it =(.. but watever it is i hope all my 7wonders will celebrating for mi lo ...n hope to recive many2 presents also ... hopin to get a washing machines on bday .. ahha ... from my aunties, the didi n meimei from sin tua lo .. hehe ... i reli nid washing machinese badly ...if not everyday i die siak !!! hahs!!

tings being happen again n again.. whatever is it i hope we gals frenship still that strong ... im alway here love u all ... im goin to be jobless soon ... i werk til end of this month n look for new job liao .. stress abit about this .. cox if i will go out to werk .. no one is taking care my bb ... haiz .. sian lo ...dunoe what to do siak .. sian ..sian ..sian ... life is just so hard for mi lo ... but wat to do ... still nid to face it ...

yesterday morning i fighting with jakpeng also ... becox i nag on him n he scold mi pala buto .. tak macam sial ? i fight with him i nvr scold like that siak to him .. but he did ... this is not the first tyme ... nvm aku sabar....so the whole day he did not call or msg mi ... nvm i will understand ... cox bth r angry ...i also not bother to msg him ....at evening tyme he came bk ... we ok liao ...skali at night kpo c his phone ... i saw his sent msg , he msg to his xgf BECKY.. asking abt wen she want to ROM wor ... but sumtin funny ...for i know sony ericsson phone wen to wanna to send msg to sum1 ... there sure got name ... but i see that .. dun have any of his xgf name ... but sent msg got leh ... it just like i tin he did delete sumtin or wat la ..i tin is not just a msg..hahs!!angry with mi whole day nvr msg mi ..but can msg to his xgf ..lol... hahasss.. it ok .. i dun mind ... n same to mi too .. notin wrong if i msg to my guy frens also right =) fair n square wat...
oh ya .. she kip tellin mi he loves the last tyme ellysha ...not now ellysha ... the last tymes ellysha can say very obey .. helpin to do this n that .. more manje ... but wen i get bk with him im not that kind anymore ... he nvr make mi feel that i can really love him so much or wat ... this is first tyme i meet a guy like him ... SO SO SO hard to understan him ... n i know he spenting alot of money on mi ... but that is not really i want leh ... his way is still not wat i want ... n i want he not that kind of guy i want ... but i dunoe why i still wanna to be with him ... ya is true from the past n now .. he did change ... abt not goin to aiman much ...the other tin is still the same ... ya he spenting most 0f his tyme with mi .... but wen his bk ...ya with mi ... but much more doin his own tin then toking to mi ... i also dunoe leh ...simply person can make feel more much love but why not him leh ..wonderin.. i reli hope that the love can blossom .. but the love is still the same ..nvr added also ... i know i cant complain cox im the one who choose to get bk with him .. i know also i like to nag alot ... but he that kind cannot tahan ... i say abit sure he wan to fight bk ... haizz ... biar la ... wat i can say is just follow the flow .... he say so much also i wont hear it ... let mi be my natural attitude ..better ... pls dun ask mi change ar... if u want mi to tahan ur attitude,so pls acept my attitude also ..dah la stop this ... tok more .. will make mi feel heart pain ... god oni know how i feel ...one more tin i hate his MALAS!!!hate it alot !!!!!first malas guy that i ever know !!!!haizzz ....

oh ya ... he actually wanna to bring mi go see movie .. but i tell him play bowling ...so later we goin lo ... i cant wait siak .. n tonyte we r goin over nyte at chalet ... hopin there notin happen later =) peace no war=)


birthday cumin ..so hope can kena 4D la ... win abit also shiok ma .. hehehe ...lallalaaaa

i want my presentS!!!!!!!! “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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