19april

yesterday ,went to makan with jakpeng in the late evening ...we go eat prata bomb ...
n yesterday open house for the sin tua at my hm ... yesterday so hot like hell ... cant sleep ..eye pain n very hot lo ... is fucking hot lo ... i also dunoe la .. what goin happen to my house ... more n more tin ... haiz ... reli feel like to have own house ... but how leh .... staying with people who dunoe how to compromised very worse lo ... day past feeling so piss off with tin ... i being trying so hard for the house ... but see like sum people like dun care like that ... bill n bill bill ... sian siak .. i reli dunoe siak wat to do siak ... life just hard for mi .. some more i werk til end of this month nia.. im so worry ..im reli so worry for everytin .. for the house rent n else ... why must be so hard for mi leh ... wat should i do ... i really feel like crying siak ... but i still trying to stand strong ... i reli pity my mum .. if not i will just find a place n move away ... eveytin is money .. money .. i dun mind to werk hard at outside .. but my daughter who wanna to take care ..this is wat i worry also ... i know i cant blame cox that is my daughter ... life is just suck now for mi ..why i seem that people just like fuck care ... but yet i care so much leh ?why ?? im so sick clean up the whole house again n again !!!1 im reli so tired .... why cant i just like other .... werk oni ... no nid to tin this n that ... so suck lo... alway like that one lo .... i now so wori again my electric scare kena cut again .... haiz ... n i also know that jakpeng being helpin mi alot this n that ... watever sumtin happen he will help mi up ...tq alot bby !!
im really feel like moving out!!!!!! cant i pity my mum ..how ????haizzzzzz
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n one more tin is .. i feel sad abt my fren KHAI.. over heard that he admitted to hospital for serious condition... i belive that god got eye to c.. he's a nice ,good,cheerful,caring, friendly guy ..hopefully he can recover soon ... let pray for him ...all the best...god bless u .. “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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