Saturday, April 4, 2009
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im bk ! first i wana to say few days later is my bday .. on this 7april... my wish is all my gf will cum n celebrate with mi .. but i know this wont happen it =(.. but watever it is i hope all my 7wonders will celebrating for mi lo ...n hope to recive many2 presents also ... hopin to get a washing machines on bday .. ahha ... from my aunties, the didi n meimei from sin tua lo .. hehe ... i reli nid washing machinese badly ...if not everyday i die siak !!! hahs!!
tings being happen again n again.. whatever is it i hope we gals frenship still that strong ... im alway here love u all ... im goin to be jobless soon ... i werk til end of this month n look for new job liao .. stress abit about this .. cox if i will go out to werk .. no one is taking care my bb ... haiz .. sian lo ...dunoe what to do siak .. sian ..sian ..sian ... life is just so hard for mi lo ... but wat to do ... still nid to face it ...
yesterday morning i fighting with jakpeng also ... becox i nag on him n he scold mi pala buto .. tak macam sial ? i fight with him i nvr scold like that siak to him .. but he did ... this is not the first tyme ... nvm aku sabar....so the whole day he did not call or msg mi ... nvm i will understand ... cox bth r angry ...i also not bother to msg him ....at evening tyme he came bk ... we ok liao ...skali at night kpo c his phone ... i saw his sent msg , he msg to his xgf BECKY.. asking abt wen she want to ROM wor ... but sumtin funny ...for i know sony ericsson phone wen to wanna to send msg to sum1 ... there sure got name ... but i see that .. dun have any of his xgf name ... but sent msg got leh ... it just like i tin he did delete sumtin or wat la ..i tin is not just a msg..hahs!!angry with mi whole day nvr msg mi ..but can msg to his xgf ..lol... hahasss.. it ok .. i dun mind ... n same to mi too .. notin wrong if i msg to my guy frens also right =) fair n square wat...
oh ya .. she kip tellin mi he loves the last tyme ellysha ...not now ellysha ... the last tymes ellysha can say very obey .. helpin to do this n that .. more manje ... but wen i get bk with him im not that kind anymore ... he nvr make mi feel that i can really love him so much or wat ... this is first tyme i meet a guy like him ... SO SO SO hard to understan him ... n i know he spenting alot of money on mi ... but that is not really i want leh ... his way is still not wat i want ... n i want he not that kind of guy i want ... but i dunoe why i still wanna to be with him ... ya is true from the past n now .. he did change ... abt not goin to aiman much ...the other tin is still the same ... ya he spenting most 0f his tyme with mi .... but wen his bk ...ya with mi ... but much more doin his own tin then toking to mi ... i also dunoe leh ...simply person can make feel more much love but why not him leh ..wonderin.. i reli hope that the love can blossom .. but the love is still the same ..nvr added also ... i know i cant complain cox im the one who choose to get bk with him .. i know also i like to nag alot ... but he that kind cannot tahan ... i say abit sure he wan to fight bk ... haizz ... biar la ... wat i can say is just follow the flow .... he say so much also i wont hear it ... let mi be my natural attitude ..better ... pls dun ask mi change ar... if u want mi to tahan ur attitude,so pls acept my attitude also ..dah la stop this ... tok more .. will make mi feel heart pain ... god oni know how i feel ...one more tin i hate his MALAS!!!hate it alot !!!!!first malas guy that i ever know !!!!haizzz ....
oh ya ... he actually wanna to bring mi go see movie .. but i tell him play bowling ...so later we goin lo ... i cant wait siak .. n tonyte we r goin over nyte at chalet ... hopin there notin happen later =) peace no war=)
birthday cumin ..so hope can kena 4D la ... win abit also shiok ma .. hehehe ...lallalaaaa
i want my presentS!!!!!!!!
