today nvr wake up to do his breakfast.. too tired i tin .. sori ten ..
today wakeup late afternoon ..all the way at hm ..evening tyme went dinner with family memeber without him ..biasa la kalau out from my blk he wont go .. so use to it already ..actuli fren ask mi go double o 2nyte .. but i know he wont wan mi to go so im sory fren.. after dinner reach hm at 11plus..biasa .. he sleepin soon .. everyday is the same .. so i just make myself b the same everyday .. anw i tin i try to change like the pass i use to treat him . cook for him breakfast alway ..this n that .. i try .. dun fight with him .. i kip my mouth shut.. better way .. y must kip having those jealous feeling toward people ard mi leh .. y ?hmm.. sumhw i alway feel so useless in myself .. y? alway i tell myself i must b strong .. but end up i still cant .. i just nid those support is that hard? i dun understand myself at all ... wat i reli wan in life.. i tin it tyme for mi to tin abt future..i dun wan my life to be a piece of shit n unhappy .. i want to be happy myself .. there so much tin that i just so hard to xpress my feeling out .. but true is feelin suck lo.. heart pain who will understand ..the pain who can feel? no one xpext ownself..stupid people alway have their own stupid thinkin.. alway is like that de.. bad tin alot to say .. good tin very hard to hear .. why cant i just b so strong .. dare to face everytin n fuck care anytin .. i tin i should start to self seach abt myself..am i doin sumtin so wrong right now?
Dear god, pls give me the strength to stay stronger . amin “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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