tyme pass really fast .. it been few month nvr update my blogg.. tin will start bk to blog again .. i no longer with jakpeng anymore we broke on 15jun2010...3years with him ..i have been trying b patient with him .. but i know is we alway fight cox of small issue... alway fight same n same issue .. sadness is more then happy..im feelin so tired this tyme... now i tin i just sum tyme to cool dwn for myself.. to b happy ... life is been tough for mi .. alot of tin nid to settle alot of tin to think .. i really wish i can really overcome everytin for wat had happen .. but y my life is so like tat ... wat cant i just like sum other people out theree ... no worry in everytin .. n stay happy n enjoy every movement with the love one ..but mi ? cant at all ... i miss those being manje tyme .. but y ?
3years in a relationship , i do like a mother n wife job for him .. n when he angry ,he can b ego N he can say those so dame hurtful words to mi .. is not 1 or 2 tymee.. his words (u r a easy girl)... hw u feelll? mmg sedih .. but i nid to force to b stronge .. dont care anymoree.. ape jadi then jadi laaa... i have enuff for all ... i need a break now ..yesterday night he just pack his tin .. n he no longer stay with mi .. he have his own life now n mi also have my own life now...i will try to face it even it hard ... i belive everytin is just matter of tyme ..biar aku yg sial ..i dun nid to people kecian mi for all ...ape2 org nak cakap pasal aku ..cakap laa.. i cant b bother anymore... i will choose to stay happy n b strongerr...
love is blind

last . for you FARIS ..tank for being there for mi ..=)

Dear god ,please give me the strength to stay stronger.AMIN “TheOnlyEllysha.”

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